#cptsd culture is

[cptsd-character-showdown]

Hi!! I'm doing a character show down to find the most loved character with C-PTSD!

Submit your favourite C-PTSD character. Coded characters are totally cool and accepted!

[madeofbees]

i’m not even a person, i’m just a bunch of traumas stacked on top of each other in a trench coat made of fandoms.

personality ? me ? no no, that’s just season 4 of community. common mistake though !

[notesfrompanihida]

im a violent dog and i know exactly why i bite

[borderlineangel222]

i never felt loved by my family which is why i always searched for it in the worst places because when you’re about to die of thirst, even a drop of poison tastes like heaven.

[lostmf]

By @desnos

[interruptedsblog]

I'm so afraid of loneliness, all the time I'm looking for people who pay attention to me, all the time I'm flirting with someone who could be a possible partner and if I don't I look for them until I find them. I always end up sexualizing myself, creating a personality and way of being so that men look at me and desire me, my emotional stability is based on that, on how much attention I receive, but it is so sad to realize too late that they only see me as a "hole", as something disposable, abandonable and usable. In the end either way I end up being alone, feeling empty, abandoned and depressed.

[surrah698]

Pffft! 😅

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

“Winners don’t hit snooze” drop dead actually. Fucking die.

Winners don’t go around assuming everyone is just as privileged and healthy and well rested as them

Winners don’t shame others for whatever accommodations they might need to maintain a decent quality of life

Winners don’t act like pretentious ableist assholes in fact I’m pretty sure winners are perceptive open-minded kind and understanding. Idk

[madeofbees]

does anyone else lie awake crying through the wee hours of mid-night wondering why you aren’t good enough, why nobody rescued you, why nobody seemed to care, at least not enough to do anything, because nobody did, they left you there, and that will never not be true, there will never be a time when somebody cared enough about you—a child—to save you.

why your pain was okay but theirs was unacceptable, and your fault

what you did wrong to not be good enough, or to deserve a softer life, what karma is lurking in your past that you still have to make up for

how to be better

or is it just me ?

[botanical-garden-system]

Hey Y’all, we are making a new intro!

We are the Botanical Gardens System! We like using this platform to basically post whatever we please in the moment. Bodily we are 20 years of age, and we would prefer having minimal interactions with minors in any dm setting. This page is safe from NSFW posts and content, so it is safe for minors to interact with, but we would much rather private dms and conversations be with other adults.

Our spam reblog account would be @botanical-gardens-system

We have a blog where we share system related songs as well: @botanics-beats

That’s where we house all posts we reblog without additional text. Pretty much everything is system-related, but it can sometimes repost other stuff.

It is generally safe to use he/him as a collectively pronoun.

Fun facts about us:

We are working on a bachelor’s in psychology and want a master’s in nursing!

It is possible we will try to become a psychology professor whilst being a PMHNP (psychiatric mental health nurse practitioner).

Since we are so big in psychology, our entire account is more psychological-science oriented to better understand our personal experiences.

We love sushi and fish in general as it is our favorite food.

A lot of us are generally agender, asexual, and aromatic, but we do have some alters who are pansexual and/or are a separate gender. Generally we are transmasc-neutral.

We are currently in a happy relationship right now!

We are traumagenic and have a headcount of at least 10-12 now.

If there are any other adult systems that would like to interact, I would be happy too!

DNI Criteria:

There is none. DNIs are kinda useless and instead I will just block you if I don’t feel like I want to interact with you, and feel free to block me if you think I am violating any of your DNI. I never check DNIs really and I’m sure not many check mine. Just please don’t be a dick.

Please just understand I do not care about syscourse. I think it is a useless argument and it’s very frustrating to know it encompasses a good 50-70% of all content I see on here. I can’t pass a post without seeing some kind of syscourse related tag, even if it never features it in the conversation of the post.

[sleeplessv0id]

"Oh, don't panic! Stop panicking over stupid shit." "Why are you freaking out," I have a panic disorder. It's in the name, you want me to spell it out for you?

P-A-N-I-C D-I-S-O-R-D-E-R

sudden UNCONTROLLABLE fear or anxiety!

Coming home from an amazing time with friends, only to end up having a panic attack as soon as I reach my room--no trigger or anything. It feels like when I was overdosing all over again, and that night was one of the most traumatic. Which does nothing to help me calm my racing heart because I'm running through my head WHAT I could be overdosing on when the only things I've taken that day were my meds. Irrational thinking.

Pair that with a personality disorder and heavy C-PTSD, and you have yourself a self-destructive bomb made of nails that you never know when it'll go off

[shcultureis3]

Sh + cptsd culture is genuinley feeling happy after a satisfying sesh bc you went deep enough and drew enough blood. Not even knowing why you think this way. But how can this be so bad when it makes you so pretty and happy? I dont think i could ever stop for anyone, sorryy

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[antimyselfclub]

love isn't supposed to be pure, you're not supposed to be pure

life isn't pure. there's nothing pure in this world. nobody is pure. pure is a concept that can't exist in real life. it's okay if you don't feel pure. it's a human thing actually.

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

I’ll never forget my counselor’s face when I said I used to secretly be really into aliens because I was worried that I was one. I thought I must not be from earth. But I must have known how weird that was because I never wanted anyone to find out. I would pull up the wikipedia page for dogs or trees or something, just to have a decoy tab to click to really fast so I wouldn’t risk anyone noticing what I was actually reading about or asking me why.

Anyway I’ve never attempted clinical diagnosis but if a professional ever tries to tell me I’m allistic I will laugh at them so hard and mock their career choice.

Go ahead tell me I don’t seem autistic I dare you

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

npd + cptsd culture is being upset by a friend calling your twin "more fucked up than you".

im sorry??? im the most fucked up in this entire family and im pretty sure about it. "its not a competition" oh yes, it is for me!!! just because they live in denial and ignorance doesnt mean they're worse off than i am!! im actually better than them bc i acknowledge the bad things too, plus im worse off, im sure! so how fucking dare you call them "worse off"...

-🌃⛓

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[ndcultureis]

(C)PTSD culture is always having Issues with the smallest things that shouldn't mean anything but means something to you because of what happened, whatever that is. And then when someone asks why you haven't done that small thing you can't just tell them so you have to make up some BS excuse and get accused of laziness but no, it was the issues.

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