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I'll never forget the time I was forced to repent in the Walmart makeup aisle by an old lady because she called me beautiful and grabbed me by the shoulder and wouldn't let go till we read the verse together.

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thinking of making a new account just for my writing. my blog feels cluttered.

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"What are you reading right now?" My own wip because apparently I forgot my own writing style

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When you've been a writer for long enough, commas become more of a spiritual practice than a grammatical one.

Could I explain the actual rules of how they’re used? Absolutely not.

Do I rely on sensing a tremor in the force to tell me where to use them? Yes and this has never failed me even once.

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This is a sign for you to write that self-indulgent fic

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I love my moots who are always online and interact within 2 minutes

I love my moots who are never online and I haven't heard from them in months

I love my moots who are constantly changing their blog and URL never stays the same

I love my moots who's blog theme and URL haven't changed since the day they made it

I love my moots who are super energetic

I love my moots who are super mellow

I love my moots who I just made and still have so much to learn about them

I love my moots who I've known for so long and we're super comfortable with each other

I love my moots. All my moots.

I love my moots <3

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ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAYYYYY

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Me after I've hardly been active, like come on, don't be shy..

opening tumblr to no notes is so humbling

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the black brothers both have bpd and nobody can tell me otherwise. however, sirius also has bipolar and regulus struggles with undiagnosed/late-diagnosed autism.

james is bipolar with adhd and gets it from his mom.

remus is selectively mute, autistic, and walks with a cane but still has to take moderate breaks because he has bad legs and it hurts to stand otherwise.

thank you for coming to my ted talk ✌️

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I have a Jegulus microfic sitting in my drafts to be edited and added to, and a 7,000-word Wolfstar WIP. Whenever I finally get that final push, we all will eat well.

My problem is I'm scared people won't agree with how I characterize the characters, and it's affecting my writing.

The Black Brothers both have BPD.

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Remus Lupin is so me.

remus lupin chronic pain haver. remus lupin cane user. remus lupin sometime wheelchair user. remus lupin with arthritis, perhaps?? remus lupin with EDS, perhaps?? either way, always, DISABLED REMUS LUPIN.

peter decorated remus’ first cane (a kinda crappy metal one) with stickers and doodles, which made remus smile every time he saw them. the boys commissioned a lovely handmade wooden one for remus for his birthday a few years after. sirius learnt woodworking solely to be able to repair/make canes for remus. james bought him some good quality finger splints because of his arthritis, and continues to replace them as needed, or buy him pretty ones for events. the boys have supported and always will support remus!!!

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What does basic DNI entail? (I’ve seen people say a bunch of different stuff, so I just want to make sure I’m not misunderstanding your interpretation!)

Stuff such as loli-likers, racists, homophobes, zionists, and stuff similar. Otherwise, I block who I want when I want. Basically, just be a decent person.

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"You're so selfish!"

When my older cousin (My first R@pist) started to try and prey on my younger sister, I deliberately went out of my way to do something "provocative" so I could take her place beneath him. I was 9.

Not because I liked it, no.

But because I was already ruined, she still had a chance.

She doesn't know what I've done for her, and I think I hope that she never will.

I'm not selfish.

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Sorry if I don’t finish my fanfic before the world ends

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Have an entry from my journal earlier on in the year:

*in a hard rock screaming way* WWWWWHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYY—

Happy Monday, it's going to be a TERRIBLE week. ♡♡

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