#personal vent

[frogkettlesaysstuff]

Me for this god forsaken december

[finsrcool]

they want you to “recover” but call you fat when you finally eat. What kind of logic is that?

What am I supposed to listen to?

[justasuta]

we all cope in our own way

[theheavenlybat]

If everyone always leaves what’s the point in staying.

[noir-v3nt]

There's something morbidly wrong with me - there's something inside me that's so rotten, I worry the scent will latch on anyone that comes too close.

[foggymvp]

Appreciation post for sherbertquake since I couldn’t find another place to do this! (Small little bit of a vent)

I wanna thank Sherb for making queue56 and being so fucking kind

Cus today was my b-day and it went to shit- It was so bad that when we where singing happy birthday they said the wrong name,

But I was given a Sherb merch hoodie and was able to rewatch old streams and I’m so fucking grateful that sherbet made this community

Cus now I’m planning to celebrate my b-day on queue56 and have made friends I can be silly with that I know I wouldn’t have made otherwise

And now more than ever I’m grateful for Sherb and all their streamer friends that make me smile when I feel like I’m about to cry-

So I guess I’m getting at is

Thank you! <3 /gen /lh

[goatmealluci]

"Poor little Liddy used to always quit, but she never really quit. She just said she did."

!Tw for implied drug addiction!

This was a bit of a vent piece i made of implied buttonblossom last night, i dont know if I'll finish it, but im pretty proud of how the sketch came out.

Pomni: "You think she'll ever be herself again, Kinger..?"

Kinger: "Maybe one day.. i mean, we got queenie back. Who says we can't snap her out of it, too?"

[liacademia]

december diaries.

what am i the most proud of from this year?

so, this is year i faced many hurdles, the primary being that i wasn't able to do well enough on my entrance exam, which shook my confidence to the core and i was genuinely broken, but alongside the academic failure came the disappointments, and honestly, they were more heartbreaking, i heard things, which to this day are capable of bringing tears to my eyes, now given the back story to answer what i am the most proud of from this year, is my own self for holding strong when nobody else did, there were so many nights i cried myself to sleep and nobody knew or cared, i'm not victimising myself, rather appreciating the resilience, most people do not realise just how hard it is to take a gap year, to isolate yourself from the world and do this, so i'm proud of the 2024 me for staying strong despite the hindrance, i'd not say i didn't have days where i wanted to give up, but i'm proud to say, i didn't and if in case i don't succeed, i'd still be proud of the 2024 me for going through this journey, will always be thankful for her.

[losergirldiari3s]

i hate when people leave when you split for the first time

[carm3n-carm3n]

[uforia1]

i never thought of myself as jealous until you

[nozomi-kaizoku]

[buriedasylum]

being alive is just so exhausting

[crush-echoes]

sometimes i just get hit with the feeling

i wasnt supposed to make it this far

also what do i do now

[emotionaleating]

i feel like no one really talks about how this all is a permanent condition, the sadness never really goes away it just brews in the back of your head. no matter what you’ll always be reminded that it’s always lingering. sometimes i can’t accept it’s always going to be like this. i swear i’m fun and chill i just have this irrevocable ache inside of me. it’s a part of me now and i don’t think i ever wanna let it go. oh i wish to be a normal girl. what is wrong with me?.