#bpd stuff

[walkingc0rpsegirl]

maybe chasing after people who don’t want me was always my calling. i’m pretty damn good at that.

[doomedfromthewombfr]

I destroy every bridge I cross, and then wonder why I’m stranded in the darkness, crying out for a rescue I’ll never let happen

[drowningbpdbodies]

I mourn the person I could’ve been had I known at a younger age that choosing myself was an option

[magical-sickness]

I want them to love me to the point that they would kill me if I asked them to

[stuuupidthingsss]

hey sorry I just have a question for men, seriously

why?

[hauntedbydemonswhilefollowinggod]

I already have a warrant out for me I've avoided since 2021 for a violation of a court order.

maybe i should start committing crimes to feel wanted.

[4ngel-f4ngzz]

taking shots because my rejection sensitivity is tearing me apart when he didnt even reject me he just didnt pick up on my hints

[walkingc0rpsegirl]

i’ve decided not to let people into my life anymore. being hurt by a person is the equivalent of 5 gunshots to my gut.

[chokemeyogi]

[verminedecline]

Why do I get so mad at people. I don’t want to. It just happens and I get mean.

[gonexinsane]

Can’t miss something you never had or experienced i guess

I miss loving without being scared I'm too much

[drowningbpdbodies]

I wanted to kill myself and you were screaming about a messy room

[borderline-buddies]

a scar for everything I have ever done .

[stuuupidthingsss]

this is the only reason.

[schizorrs]

im sickkk.. just tell me im sick i beg you! someone tell me im sick! i cant pretend to be normal all the time im suffering!

[gh000m]

something about feeling betrayed by someone you love feels like your souls been tainted. my soul has felt like it’s been darkening for years now. repeatedly dealing with people’s darknesses and being forced to have no soul at all. i can feel some sort of childish soul trying to escape from me now. sometimes new years genuinely give me so much insight. just by having a fresh slate. there’s a girl inside absolutely crying and screaming for help. ripping at my insides fighting for her voice. she knows she needs justice. but she’s smarter now. she knows how that will play out. so my soul stays dark. but it’s starting to rupture. starting to feel so unbearably suffocated. feel colours starting to release. purple, blue, pinks, oranges, greens. escaping like fireworks. i wonder when i’ll be finished. when the explosion will cease. but until then im excited. to feel so much more than i do now. love myself more than i do now. and honestly, it’s time to get some fucking revenge. it’s time to get fucking angry. and it’s time to FUCKING EXPLODE.