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hey gang hope all is well or less shitty 🔥 Lego baby attack

Okay so

Thank you for being so sweet 💕 but

Why the fuck do you have so many pictures of baby legos on your phone like are you well mentally

I appreciate you for sharing your special interest even when I know absolutely nothing about legos 🙌

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"I wish I could help you."

Same. I wish I could help me, too.

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ASPD culture is being immune to manipulation because you understand mind games better than anyone.

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My love life is a fucking joke because I don't like the person that likes me, and the person I like doesn't like me back.

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I've not felt anything but pain since 1999.

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Men be treating "I will sleep with you" like a compliment as if they won't fuck an animal. Or a corpse. Or a child. Or anything at all.

Sorry for having standards, but I will never consider sexualization a compliment.

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Respectfully, people need to stop acting like they can fix me.

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The words "I love you" used to irk me, so I stopped saying them altogether—at least I wouldn't use the term untill I could actually mean it. But then I realized people say it all the time, even when they don't mean it. It's become so casual, it barely means anything anymore. So fine. If it's just empty words now, I'll say it too. It's what everybody wants to hear, right? Might as well play the part.

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I can't stand people who take everything personally. I wasn't even upset at them—at least not until they made it about themselves.

And now, I'm the one expected to do the comforting. To tell them it's not their fault, and they did nothing wrong.

When will people realize not everything has to be about them, and assuming everything is their fault is mad annoying?

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As a dismissive avoidant, I tend to prefer and thrive in physical intimacy because it's the only kind of intimacy I can tolerate. It's direct, uncomplicated, and doesn't demand vulnerability in the same way emotional closeness does.

Funny how emotional vulnerability makes me feel more exposed than being physically naked. Like, yes, I'll strip for you without flinching, but ask me to talk about what has hurt me and I'll run away.

So when someone asks if it ever gets lonely being this way, I never really know how to answer. If by "lonely" you mean lacking company, then no. My bed is always warm.

Bottom line: I'll choose friends with benefits over committed relationships any day. It's just easier that way: no strings, no expectations, no room for disappointment.

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I might seem like a bastard online because:

This is the only place where I don't have to mask

I'm not gonna perform kindness when it doesn't serve a purpose

Unlike the real world, where being likable might get me a promotion, being nice here doesn't pay my bills

I promise I can be a lot nicer. I just need a reason and/or a paycheck first because I'm not tolerating bullshit for free.

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I'm back again, and your last reply meant a lot to me. I really thank you for that. And I want you to know you are in my heart and I am wishing you the best and if anything else your day is just a bit easier than yesterday. I got your back! 😎

You're such a sweetheart, thank you very much! How are things with you, btw? Last time we spoke you seem to be doing well. Just want to check in to see if everything is okay. You, too, are on my mind so please stay alive.

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What is this roach doing on my inbox wtf

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wtf i thought u were male idk why, but u can pop out children? Lmao

I'm not a male 💀 I can assure you I have a vagina and still identify as such. And just in case anybody is wondering, my current pictures aren't me. He's an F1 driver.

What makes you think I'm a dude after all?? Because I deadass wrote a lot of posts dissing them. I also vent about PMDD so yes I do have a uterus and can bear offspring though I'd rather die than birth a child.

Never thought I would need to clarify this lmao but thanks for the question.

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They always need religion to justify injustices.

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As someone who's actually been stalked in real life for years, I can't help but assume that anyone romanticizing yandere content has never lived through constant, real-world stalking with real consequences (one of which includes being raped or killed, frankly.)

They've never had to move homes, change numbers, shut down all social media just to feel remotely safe. Because if they had, they wouldn't be calling that shit "hot."

So if you're glorifying that dynamic, I will assume you're either a teenager who doesn't know better, unemployed, or just genuinely unwell.

Please get help. Or a job. Or both. Whichever keeps you too busy to fantasize about ruining someone's life while calling it "love."

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Good luck trying to guilt trip someone who doesn't feel guilt.