#aspd thoughts

[bpderanged]

Once you've been assaulted, the violence doesn't end with the act itself. You keep reliving it—through flashbacks, nightmares, and the constant, gnawing fear that it could happen again. And no matter how hard you try to forget, the terror doesn't leave because the only way it ends is by ending you.

[aspd-confessions]

questioning ASPD culture is realizing that you just act like you care about people's lives' but actually you're neither happy about the news they give you nor sad. just neutral 🤷‍♀️

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[autopsyfreak]

people with NPD are still people.

people with ASPD are still people.

we aren’t evil monsters sworn to destroy humanity, stop treating people with mental illnesses like they’re something less than human.

it’s really that simple to understand.

[thatssomegoodsoup]

THE DOCTOR X READER HCs

saw this man in Dawko's Chapter 4 playthrough and immediately started simping lmao

CONTENT WARNING: mention of NSFW

Sex involves torture and degradation

Protects you from the prototype

Bluescreens when the reader kisses his TV

Is indifferent to the reader but still shows care

Likes when the reader sits in his lap

Got Yarnaby and Baba Chops used to the reader

Doesn't like when the reader wanders off from the lab

^ He's concerned for your safety but won't admit it

Likes the reader for their innovative nature and ability to fix things.

^ He would also be attracted to your looks (no matter how you look) and see the reader as a trophy.

In the unlikely event that someone else flirts with you, he would brutally kill them. He sees you as his and nobody else's.

^ He gets jealous very easily.

^ You can make up for this by fixing him, his robots, or something in his lab.

If one of the toys happens to hurt you, they will pay dearly.

Reader is also morally gray and less empathetic.

[miki-kit]

[sodapillz]

Me after building a positive reputation for myself and now I have to deal with ppl venting to me because they think I care when I’d rather pour acid into my ears than listen to them cry abt their trauma for the 12th time.

[tuliptruth]

Bitches be like “you need to be able to feel empathy to be a good person” and then are the most horrible person alive

[funnier-with-aspd]

It’s very ironic to me that, in discussions surrounding Cluster B personality disorders, people with NPD (who are very sensitive to perceived insults/criticism) are unfairly maligned to the point of being labelled inherently abusive, and people with HPD (who have a strong desire for attention) are forgotten about/ignored.

[maive-the-sheep]

As someone officially diagnosed with aspd.

I don't get the problem people have with self diagnosers.

Aspd on record means if go to jail get a worse sentence.

Aspd on record means many therapist in their ableism will refuse to help with any problem.

I knew i had no guilt or shame or affective empathy or feelings of compassion from earliest memories. I didn't suddenly lose those feelings when i got diagnosed.

And there is genetic evidence for aspd.

And there are psychologists that view it more like a neurodevelopmental disorder.

"Well the dsm 5"...was written by people who used studies only on prisoners for their results so it became more action focused over internal as a way to reinforce the prisoner claim.

And it's a work in progress authority...that you are blindly obeying and believing? Now that's a trait that doesn't fit aspd.

Reflect on actual symptoms like problems with boredom. Lower, missing, or weirdly selective care for feelings of compassion, affective empathy, guilt, shame, care. Things viewed differently for you then norm. Urges. Response to things. Having rules need to be explained to make sense and not just accepted in their own right. Etc.

Knowing a spectrum and if fit enough, fit enough.

And then if fit do the best to use how different for best way forward. Like i use my selfishness for long term prisoners dilema as a motivation for me to do good. I turned my high anger into motivation. I found beauty in various things as an alleviation for boredom. Etc.

Tl;dr those "with aspd" trying to fake claim others cause no official diagnoses...are the ones most likely to not have aspd.

[lemony-ink]

having low/no empathy doesn't make you evil or less-than someone else

you don't owe empathy to anyone

having NPD or ASPD doesn't make you a bad person

[gxstalt]

every single day humanity proves that i am right in hating everybody

[bpderanged]

Who even am I without these disorders?

[aspd-confessions]

As a former starved kid with ASPD, does anyone else have thoughts of cannibalism randomly/when VERY hungry?

I couldn’t afford food for a while and that was triggered and I realized how often I thought about it and wanted to it as a kid and saw mean ass ppl as just meat. The way you’d look at a chicken before cooking it. Idk. Not saying it’s directly an ASPD thing but it feels connected

Actually, yeah. Not even only due to food insecurity. Sometimes my ass is just hungry.

[autopsyfreak]

how ‘mental health advocates’ look at me when i tell them my disorder makes me unable to care about other people’s feelings.

[sunshinesystem20]

AHHHHH I'M TIRED OF DOING MASKING I'M TIRED OF PRETENDING I CARE ABOUT EVERYONE'S EMOTIONAL WELL-BEING I'M TIRED OF PRETENDING TO HAVE EMPATHY IT'S EXHAUSTING TO PRETEND TO BE NEUROTYPICAL

[npd-confessions]

My own aspd/npd confession whoops:

I genuinely get so awkward when people vent to me, especially without like... asking first. Like, I cannot just pull sympathy out of my ass on a whim babe. I need a warning and at least five minutes of prep time. This needs to be an open book test. I gotta have my notes!!