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i fucking hate when i mention the chronic boredom to people i know and they all go like "LMAO me too" bro. i dont mean i get restless and bored frequently, i dont mean i skip task to task looking for stimulation, i dont mean any of this adhd ass bullshit
i mean if i don't do anything, i lose the fucking life in me. i mean i search task to task searching for a purpose to being alive. i mean i feel lifeless without anything worth dedicating myself to.
being idle feels like being a taxidermied fucking corpse. relate to that, jackass
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i don't understand people at all and im sick of trying to tbh
interacting with people is too hard they either don't understand me or i don't understand them
i don't even feel human honestly
wish i could just hang out with cats forever and not have to talk to humans
#autism#autistic#autistic things#actually autistic#autistic adult#aspd#suspected aspd#aspd safe#aspd traits#aspd thoughts#actually aspd#cluster b#asd#cat
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“People with ASPD are evil and scary”
Me when someone asks about my interests or conditions: :3
#aspd positivity#aspd#sociopath#personality disorder#cluster b safe#cluster b#actually aspd#suspected aspd#aspd safe#aspd awareness#aspd traits#aspd thoughts
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“ Care to take a Dive? ” —🫧🪷
Sunshine Character ASPD-masked
a -masked term where one masks their ASPD by pretending to be what can only be described as being a "Sunshine Character" this can mean one is pretending to be overly optimistic, overly friendly, excessively showing empathy, and so forth for safety / convenience / and other possible reasons the details are up to the user <3
flag was really only made for myself and my experiences but of course it's free to use
This term is exclusive to those suspecting or already are aware of having ASPD
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I think it's insanely irresponsible to diagnose minors (especially -15) with Cluster B personality disorders.
I got the idea for this post by my aunt, who is a psychiatrist. She has also said that she thinks it is extremely irresponsible to diagnose minors with Cluster B disorders.
I'm not sure about the diagnosis of HPD because I haven't seen much about it. So I won't speak on that one.
But for ASPD and NPD, most professionals won't even look into those two disorders until you've reached 18. This is because most kids/teenagers go through these symptoms before they become adults. When it continues to be a problem through adulthood is when it is usually considered a personality disorder. Often times, normal teenagers and children are irresponsible, manipulative, lack a bit of empathy, impulsive, etc etc... that in no way means they have a personality disorder.
Same with BPD. Unlike the others, BPD can be diagnosed before the age of 18, but where it becomes irresponsible is when they are diagnosed before the age of 15. Before the age of 15 is the usual peak of puberty. Puberty is known for causing mood swings, anxiety, sensitivity, impulsivity, obsessive thoughts, and rage. All of these can also be symptoms of BPD. Therefore, diagnosing a minor under the age of 15 is VERY irresponsible because their symptoms could easily be from something else and not BPD.
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i don’t wanna sound like an edgelord but i don’t feel guilt or remorse for anything i’ve ever done i never have i don’t know what guilt feels like it’s js never an emotion ive felt idrc ab things ive done the consequences effect me directly
#suspected aspd#i’m not self diagnosing but i show like all the symptoms but im too young to be diagnosed#fuck that sounded evil#/ref
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Welcome to NPDCulture ♡
The inbox is currently open for submissions! Along with "NPD culture is.." asks, we also encourage other things like vents, rants, and questions!
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this might sound emo as shit but honestly. satan is lowk relatable.
just like him, i'm seen as "evil." i'm seen as a problem, or a "brat," by the people who are supposed to love me. i act this way because this is the only way i was taught to act.
nobody will pay attention to me, so i've learned that causing problems will get me the attention that i want. nobody wanted to be my friend as a child because of my "weirdness," and look how i turned out. i'm only a "monster" because i was forced to be. i act this way because nobody considers how i feel about things. nobody ever stops to consider how their actions might affect me. nobody ever stops to consider the fact that i'm doing worse off than my brother. not once in my life has anyone gotten me tested for my disabilities and disorders, or realized that i'm a "brat" because i need help. sure, i may find it fun to be a problem, but that's because nobody will pay attention to me otherwise. my brother can interrupt me and he'll get all the attention while i have to raise my voice to get the attention back on me. i try to complain about how frustrated he makes me and all i get is "oh he's autistic!" "oh it's part of his autism!" "well you can go in your room and shut the door if it bothers you so much!" without the slightest thought that, hey, maybe i'm autistic and have more problems than he does because you keep ignoring me. nobody ever wants to face the fact that i need help because they just want to be able to keep calling me a "brat."
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sometimes aspd is feeling so pissed off it feels like you've been angry since birth and you'll be angry until you die
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Realizing that I have ASPD has helped me realize that I’m not crazy for going crazy when I’m bored. I can’t stand being bored. I will get insanely anxious or I’ll feel emotionless. It sucks but at least it has a name.
#sociopath#personality disorder#cluster b safe#cluster b#aspd#actually aspd#aspd safe#aspd thoughts#aspd traits#suspected aspd#aspd things#aspd feels#aspd vent
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I hate that ADHD and ASPD share the "perpetual feeling of boredom" symptom because that feeling manifests so differently in both conditions.
My boredom cannot be fixed by being perpetually stimuled.
My boredom cannot be fixed with 10 diff tiktoks on my screen.
I can only fix my boredom by causing drama and hitting wasp nests.
I can only fix my boredom doing reckless things that put me in harm's way.
I can only fix my boredom by mixing my pills with alcohol and then call those I hate but they care about me to take me to the hospital and at least justify a change of scenery.
I can only fix my boredom by pissing people off and toeing the lines of what could get me behind bars.
We may share a symptom, but we suffer it differently. And creating a distinction between both could help many misdiagnosed people to get the help they really need.
But that's asking a lot for the DSM5 and prosocials.
#wooly speech bubbles#aspd#actually aspd#aspd traits#aspd safe#aspd thoughts#cluster b#cluster b safe#actually cluster b#suspected aspd#adhd#because I mentioned it#cw alchohol mention#cw alcohol
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“ Care to take a Dive? ” —🫧🪷
ASPD-masked
a -masked term where one masks their ASPD to any extent for their own reasons (safety, convenience, and so forth)
This term is exclusive to those suspecting or already are aware of having ASPD
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A quick look at my diary lol

#jirai danshi#$elf h4rm#i love cvtting#$h tumblr#tw s3lf harm#mental illness#suspected npd#suspected aspd#npd#aspd#jirai boy#jiraiblr#narcissist#sociopath
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My friends think I have ASPD and NPD, and I honestly don't know what to think about it.
I've done some of my own research, and I do fit a lot of criteria, honestly. Near every post I get on my FYP thing related to either is relatable as hell(especially NPD stuff; it's fuckin weird lol). I wouldn't be too shocked if I did have it. But I don't like it.
It feels stupid. I'm currently a bit too young to get diagnosis (in my country). I don't like the idea of having those. It feels like I haven't gone through enough shit for that. I know I have gone through shit, I'm not stupid, but my mom downplays the fact she was horrid to be just 'cause she's clean down, and it makes me doubt myself.
I don't like the idea of having one of the "bad" disorders, either. My mom (whom I live with) is a psychology nut and has got a thing for true crime, so she'd treat me like a freak if I ever actually got some sort of diagnosis.
But I also like the idea of knowing what the fuck is up with me, and maybe being able to talk to people who understand my thought process without thinking I'm a freak(like most of my current friends seem to. I kinda hate em, but don't have much else but them right now, so I'll live with it for the time being). It's nice to have the possibility of knowing that "hey, this is how you are, it's not gonna change and you should accept that and own it." I want that.
(Is this a vent? It feels pathetic for me to call it that tho so it's not one.)
If you are under 18, I would recommend looking into Conduct Disorder or the associated childhood disorders (IED, ODD, etc).
#that's all i'll say tho bc the rest is a vent so#actually narcissistic#actually npd#cluster b#narcissistic personality disorder#npd#npd confession#npd community#suspected npd#suspected aspd#conduct disorder#oppositional defiant disorder#carnis gives advice#sorta#intermittent explosive disorder
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i’m just an empty shell looking for people to latch onto and drain their energy and make their mental health shit until i get bored of them
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alter introductions:
"//n is speaking!"
N is a little and they go by they/them pronouns,but they often switch to he/they. They're very hyperactive,nice and respectful. If you see us acting unusually nice,it is them fronting. Please be kind and be nice back because...well, they're a child. Act how you'd act to a normal child. He holds adhd and madd* traits. He's very sensitive,so please,be nice to him.
"//kasai"
Kasai is the persecutor of our system. He's the one that took over this blog in the start, causing chaos and being very violent and aggressive in general. If you hold a grudge against us,it is because of him. He goes by he/him pronouns. Good news,I taught him to block when needed and not engage in unnecessary arguments,so I hope he'll comply. As for his age,well, he's somewhere between 15-20. He hold npd traits.
"//🩸"
This is the host. You can just call him Kami,as it was actually his name and didn't want to change his name. He goes by he/they pronouns. He's usually chill. We will not be sharing his age as it's the body age. Respect this. He kins Rigr Stafford. He holds bpd,npd,madd* and a secret thing traits.
"//🔲"
This is me. I don't want to share my real name,so I'm going by this emoji. If you want to refer to me you can use Dýo,but this is not my real name. I'm the protector of this system and also behave like a gatekeeper sometimes. I go by he/him pronouns. I'm basically ancient but my body age is 23-28. I kin SCP-035. I hold aspd and npd symptoms.
*madd=maladaptive daydreaming.
#suspected system#questioning system#traumagenic system#alter intro#//🔲#suspected osdd#suspected aspd#aspd traits#aspd safe#npd#cluster b#maladaptive daydreaming#actually maladaptive#actually madd#bpd#adhd
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