#suspected aspd

[cut-n-snared]

i’m just an empty shell looking for people to latch onto and drain their energy and make their mental health shit until i get bored of them

[lunareclipse555]

🚫MINORS DO NOT INTERRACT🚫 YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!

Hey, this is my first post! I had a blog prior under the same name, but it’s deleted! I still am not used to Tumblr, plus my old blog went untouched for MONTHS! 🙄

Introduction

🍷 Name

People usually call me Luna or Kat.

🌍 Country

🇸🇪 Sweden! 🇸🇪

🍻 Age

21 years old (2003)

🌹 Gender + pronouns

AFAB, she/her

🧠 Diagnosis

Diagnosed with Unspecified Personality disorder and hypersexuality disorder.

Suspected ASPD and PTSD. The PTSD symptoms were present at younger age and have a tendency to fluctuate a lot and is the reason I entered therapy to begin with.

🎨 Hobbies

Drawing // Listening to music // Playing games // Reading // Playing piano // Live-streaming + VTubing // History // Psychology // Philosophy // Biology // Criminology // Movie + video making (esp. acting & editing) // Baking // Hanging out with people

There’s a lot of things I like to do, and still I’m bored.

❤️ Things I like!

• Call of duty: Zombies | I started playing world at war when I was 6 years old and has been my comfort game series throughout my childhood, ESPECIALLY the zombies game mode. Love campaign and multiplayer too though ❤️

• Horror movies, games, artists and books! | For example I really love Harlan Ellison’s I have no mouth and I must scream, Fran Bow, HR Gigers art. Psychological horror is my favourite horror, however I do love slashers too. Kinda like a brain rot for me, lol.

• American McGees plushies dreadful, I love them! ♥️ | Me and the ASPD bunny do have a love/hate relationship. He’s so fugly ❤️ but I kinda like it, idk? Would still wanna see a redesign too!

• Video game collecting | I love the games I’ve collected! Physically I own a PS1, PS2, PSP, Wii, Xbox 360 and a switch! ☺️ I’m proud of my collection soo far, might upload pics ✨

• Fandoms | Besides previously mentioned fandom’s like CoD, slasher horror and IHNMAIMS I’m in a lot more fandoms! I tend to go in and out of fandoms but for example Class of ‘09, silent hill, team fortress 2, Django unchained, metal gear solid and soo on so forth!

🚫 Dislikes

• People who unironically believe in ASPD/NPD/BPD/HPD abuse. Abuse is abuse, let’s not blame certain disorders for it. There’s sexual, physical and psychological abuse, abusers are abusers. Full stop.

• Self-righteous “empaths” who think they’re far better and more moral than others. Hate them, always have.

• Armchair psychologists, generals or whatever else where you think you’re so much smarter than the actual professionals because you said so. I appreciate knowledge, don’t appreciate unnecessary arrogance.

• People who get emotionally attached to their argument unless it makes sense to do so. I understand if you get emotional over conflicts involving human lives, fine. But if it’s an objective discussion, I’m not going to keep the conversation going if you keep being annoying and repeating arguments.

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I’m here to meet others, whether it’s because of mental health, fandoms, interests or whatever! I’m very open to chat and meet new people! ♥️

[radiomogai]

[PT: Suspected ASPD / Midnight ASPD. End PT]

SUSPECTED ASPD / MIDNIGHT ASPD

someone who either suspects, has traits of, or otherwise cannot be 100% sure they have ASPD, but still find it important enough to mention as they relate to experiences and need to note how they interact with others.

examples may include people who :

aren't able to properly self-diagnose (ex. memory issues, focus issues, not enough resources) and choose to say they're suspected instead

are in the process of getting diagnosed or on a waiting list

are an alter who has aspd traits while the rest of the system doesn't have these traits

are unsure whether their symptoms are pervasive/affect their day-to-day enough to be a personality disorder

tl;dr : a person with suspected aspd, aspd traits, etc.

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Suspected cluster B culture is feeling like there’s nothing beneath the image you portray to others. There’s not a real person beneath what they see, just a mass of overwhelming boredom and you’re really not even sure what your opinion of yourself is because you’re just that detached from everything

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[alwayseclecticobject]

crazy how i can go from not caring about somebody to having to refrain myself from telling them to kts, stfu, calling them slurs, etc the second they do something i don't like. but i can't do that because it'd make people see me as a bad person.

[narcvampp]

` I don't give a fuck 'cuz I'm a millionare! `

INTRODUCTION POST

Nonhuman nightmare(godkin, vampkin, zombkin, dollkin, and therian)

HEAVILY disordered; Npd. Bpd. Hpd. Autism. Did. Ptsd

Memory loss. Psychosis. Depression

Anxiety. Suspected bipolar. Aspd traits. Hypersexual. Paraphile(Anti-contact, have multiple.)

'Obsessive love disorder' . StPD . + more

Proudly 'claimed' /ij, but in all seriousness, do not try to engage in a "friendship" unless we do so first. Our guard dog bites.

Taken + dating someone in my thoughts tbh

Minor. MDNI blogs can int, but we also do not check blogs before we int/follow back.

CW for some of our posts; we will post/rb shit about drugs, possible sexual content, violence, and ocassionally triggering topics(e.g., self harm, sa)

All of our names + pronouns.

No DNI, block us if we fit yours, we'll block you if we want. However, some of our stances are; anti-endo(of all breeds), anti-transid/radqueer/whatever you call yourselves, anti-contact paraphile for harming or non consenting actions.(e.g., acting on pedophilia or zoophilia)

Tags for posts; #vamp diary - all basic posts, #vamp sillies - responding to asks, #utterly insane - vent posts, #millionare - reblogs, #coffinshipping brainrot - exactly whar ir sounds like.

If you have any questions, our asks are open.

(Div creds @/mmadeinheavenn)

[chaos-in-one]

Me w suspected npd + bpd 🤝 my partner w suspected bpd (+aspd I think?)

Being assumed and/or accused of abusing one another by mfs who know absolutely nothing about our relationship

[deadandbite]

I'm genuinely curious, so don't be shy

*Alt text* "I'm so edgy! I can take on anyone!"

[staticymaticyyourlifeisatravesty]

This, I personally think I have autism as well but I keep getting told to stop self diagnosising, SPECIFICALLY when I bring up the fact I have many traits of ASPD, something I want to get looked at. The thing is, is that it's very likely I do have it because my psychiatrist was wanting to keep an eye on me for potential B-cluster personality disorders, which aspd is a part of. My mother had bpd, one of my aunts very likely has histrionic disorder whom I unfortunately grew up with and was never medicated. My mother got therapy is doing loads better, same as myself. I still have traits though, but I feel that I probably wouldn't be diagnosed now that I'm dealing with it better.

“You shouldn’t self-ID as ADHD/autistic, you’re turning a very real mental condition into a trend” Ok then stop saying delulu. Stop speculating on which cluster C personality disorder the criminals you hear about on the news have. Stop saying “schizoposting” and “acoustic” and “is it restarted?” Stop using “psycopath” and “sociopath” as catch-all ways of calling someone a bad person. Stop saying “the intrusive thoughts won” when you bleach your hair and then turn your nose up at people who suffer from very real, very scary urges of physical/sexual violence. Stop saying “I’m so OCD” as a way of calling yourself neat. Stop treating BPD/ASPD/Bipolar as inherently abusive. Stop saying “OP I am living in your walls” without tagging for unreality. Stop diagnosing complete strangers you’ve never met on r/AITA with NPD.

You first. If you don’t want our disabilities to be treated like trends then stop belittling and minimising them. I’ll NEVER judge a person for trying find labels for their symptoms when an apathetic, racist, sexist, ableist healthcare system refuses to. But I will absolutely judge a hypocrite. Which a lot of you are

[cut-n-snared]

an intro post

hello, i’m snare :)

my real name is charlie/chai

i use any pronouns

this is a vent sideblog. tw for s3lf h4rm, s3lf sabotage and derealisation. edblr are very welcome

this is my safe space.

block don’t report.

gmt+1, normally active around 3-6pm

dx'd adhd, borderline personality disorder, generalized anxiety disorder

age 19

some posts of mine may be disturbing. please do not interact if viewing my content may trigger you

some posts may have flashing lights. epilepsy warning

venting in my asks or dms

please do not vent in my asks or dms without asking permission first. and if you do ask, be prepared for a no.

if i do say yes, do not expect too much from me. i am not a counsellor. i do not have a degree in psychology. im not very good at comforting others.

thank you.

if you want to be friends, you don’t need to ask. just dm me

[lunareclipse555]

Confession, I’ve actually had a very similar relationship as Nicole x Ari where I 100% was Nicole, the girl who was like Ari stuck around for over a year even though I never officially dated her and she’s STILL into me. In fact only reason I made her so obsessed was because I was piss drunk one day when we were out and I deadass said fuck it and slept with her… but I was SO BORED by it plus she’s not good lookin imo, I decided to fall asleep.

Funniest shit about the whole ordeal is that she did play class of 09, and she literally said I was like Nicole 💀

[vamp-luvr999]

Half of me Wants to be a total fucking horrible person, cause I tend to think that’d make my day better. Having Arguments and laughing in their faces, Stealing shit, vandalizing shit. Screaming and crying False accusations to ruin people I don’t like.

Done it all and Each time, It Makes *My* Life less and less Boring.

So to resort Back to listening to music on the couch And dissociate cause Ur so fucking BORED?

It feels like torture and I could do without it.

-New alter, They/Them

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Suspected cluster b culture is showing symptoms that hurt relationships but not sure if you're showing "the right" symptoms

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[mapsareforbraindeads]

no one understands them like i do (no one knows who they are)

docha save me docha

[borderline-culture-is]

Daily click for Palestine(and the other causes)

Blog introduction post

Who is this blog for?

This blog is for anyone with BPD and/or BPD traits. Other cluster B disorder havers and those without who want to learn are also welcome, although submissions are preferred to be BPD focused and sent by pwBPD and/or BPD traits.

Why this blog?

I'm not sure what happened to the other BPD culture is blog, but it was either nerfed or deleted, and I haven't seen any sign of return or a new blog, so I decided to make one. If the original account owner didn't want a creation of another one, please tell me!!!

DNI/BYF [do not interact] [before you follow]

Ableists

Proshippers

TERFs/radfems

Anti-recovery peeps

General DNI criteria

Cluster b abuse believers

We accept self-diagnosis.

You can vent, but we may not always know how to respond. We are a person, too.

We will also try to tag triggers accordingly.

Sending asks

Start every ask with "BPD culture is," "BPD traits culture is," "questioning/suspected BPD culture is," or something along those lines.

Extra info under cut

About the mod 🌕🥃

Hello, we're the moonshine collective. Bodily 16 y/o, collectively he/they, traumagenic system. We have BPD and NPD, among other things. Our main blog is @deepmilkshakepeach. If you want to visit it, it also has a masterlist of alters and their sign-offs and blogs.

About the other mod

Hello! I'm mod ghost. I'm in my 20's. I volunteered to help moderate because this is a heavy undertaking. I don't interact with the other mods much, I'm just here to help lighten the load. I have BPD, C-PTSD and a bit of depwession. My personal blog is private because I split a lot there and I prefer to keep it in my own little corner of the internet.

About the third mod

Hi! I'm the Fandom mod. I'm a non-binary(they/them unless specifically stated otherwise) minor w BPD, most likely HPD and questioning for more PDs. I'm also autistic and have ADHD. I volunteered to be a mod because there are a lot of submissions here and I wanted to help. I didn't wanna share my personal blog but then realised nobody, including me, gives a fuck and it's mostly reblogs anyway @suckerforrosekiller

Take care everyone!

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FP definition

Splitting definition

BPD and BP

BPD and autism

BPD and C-PTSD

our experience determining BPD self dx

supporting a pwBPD

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[undeletable]

Hi, please advise:

I'm an NPD/BPD/SZPD-haver (medicated and in treatment since 2011) who is best friends with someone who is suspected to have ASPD, NPD and HPD tendencies. Her symptoms are so severe that they damage her relationships. Following one or two sessions with a counselor who noted that she has these tendencies, she is not in treatment because she doesn't think anything is wrong. That, I can't change, so I am just trying to be a supportive friend while maintaining my own boundaries.

There is something specific that sticks out to me and that is her language abnormalities. Olivia issues a lot of contradicting statements, omits important details in conversations, and seems to have grown up using a dictionary that the rest of us did not have – but expects everyone to know exactly what she means when she speaks. More on that and other behaviors/thoughts below the cut.

I am wondering how to kindly point out when she isn't making sense and that I think she needs professional help. It is impossible to offend her, so I'm not worried about hurting her feelings, but I want to be constructive and clear.

Additional details:

- extremely low empathy

- serious alexithymia; has "head emotions" like me, but they're very faint and she can just "push them away". She has made an impressive habit out of this.

- Unable to communicate properly: I think the best example is a past work conflict where she said she'd need four days to finish a project. Four days passed and the project was not done. What she had meant was four days spread out across several weeks. She was bewildered when her workplace did not understand this.

Another example: When she was getting ready for her master's program, she told me that she wouldn't be talking to anybody. When I followed up with her about this because it had made me a bit sad, she backpedaled hard and said that what she had meant was that she would be less available. "Unavailable" and "less available" are two very different things. I was confused as to why she hadn't just said what she meant. This happens a lot. I just remain patient and get clarity on what she means, but sometimes I think even she doesn't know what she means.

- Idiosyncratic beliefs: A thought experiment in university about the possibility of calling a friend during a game show, and winning $1 million if the friend picks up, but losing it all if they don't, convinced her that she needs to pick up every call she receives. Even if it's a robocall. Because a friend might be in that kind of situation and she wants to make sure they win...which is nice, but...

- Masking: like me, she puts on a façade for everyone she knows. Unlike me, she adjusts her persona for each friend group, and after time spent away from them, finds it hard to adjust from group to group. We have agreed not to mask around each other.

- abusive upbringing obv

- Often hurts people with the things she says, even when she doesn't mean to. We've talked about this and have an agreement that if she says something hurtful to me, I can talk to her about it and she will try not to be defensive or evasive about it.

- She changes her mind a lot on things related to values and principles, to the point of true cognitive dissonance. She's been a Communist since high school, but last year said she would have voted for the federal conservative party.

At one point she enthused that it was "incredible" that the provincial conservative party had started polling so strongly. Then, half a year later, when I asked her if she ever feels strong hatred, she said that she hates the provincial conservatives because they are so stupid.

This woman is 28 years old and has a degree in political science 😂 Unsure what changed in either of these cases, but it was her enthusiasm and then vehemence that threw me.

- Gets triggered when other people express emotions like fear, grief or insecurity. She doesn't sense it, but I've noticed how her body language changes (freezing), and her eyes become very distant.

- Has two kinds of tells when making false statements: expressive and brief. Either her inflections become more dynamic, she's more energetic, and she gestures a lot; or, she tells the lie in a single sentence and then stops altogether. She doesn't go on chatting about herself as usual. It's like she doesn't know she's lying, but her body somehow does.