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Sigh... Is there nothing I can do? đ¸
#i donât think alcoholism would fix him unfortunately đ#omori#basil omori#omori basil#basil sightings đ¸#alcohol#cw alcohol
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So what did your Warden Rook do while blackout drunk in the Weisshaupt dungeons?
#seiren probably danced atop the battlements wrapped in nothing but a war banner#davrin recounts the tale while lucanis listens with rapt attention#upon which seiren remarks she liked it better when the two of them were still fighting.#lucanis dellamorte#davrin#lucanis#dragon age the veilguard#veilguard#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#spoilers#seiren thorne#cw alcohol
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Current Mood.
#luigi#mario#smb#super mario bros#mario and luigi#mario bros#love me some luigi angst#this definitly isnt borderline vent art#nah#i just love seein luigi suffer#i dont have a favorite#Im not a liar#myscribbles#cw alcohol#cw drug mention#love this loser so much#hes litterally me guys
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Jinx cocktail moment
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Hunter's Moon (Medieval AU pt. 2)
Chapter 3
Aether, Rain and Dew enjoy the party. Swiss and Mountain finally talk.
'Bout time this pair of idiots talked...
Thanks for sticking with this (and letting me use a thin plot to throw backstory at you)! đ¤
Rating: T Content: more nasty family clans (but aeth's this time) Words: 4827
@ashthewaterghoul @bloodfin @cosmicseafoam @everybodyshusband @jazz-bazz @karmicbias @kentuckyfriedsatan @midnight-moth @nefariousghoul @papaslittlesunshine @zombiequeen777 @0-miles-away <333
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Across the festival, Aether was watching on with mild concern. He was used to his pack's antics and their oftentimes odd behaviour, but whatever was going on between Swiss and Mountain seemed strange even by their standards. They seemed to be putting an incredible amount of effort into ignoring each other, Mountain avoiding even attending the party until the last possible moment, which was especially noticeable given how attached they had been for a while now. The culmination of that attachment had been clear for all to see last night, which made their distant behaviour today even more strange.Â
The contrast between the Mountain of last night compared to the Mountain that Aether had first met many years ago made him chuckle in bemusement. They couldn't be more different, really. The Mountain of several years ago had been a similarly lone wolf to himself; roaming the wilderness with only himself and the trees for company. Aether had thought for a long time that they were kindred spirits, both content to live without a mate. Mountain had even seemed happier to exist alone than Aether was â the earth ghoul hadn't even sought a pack bond at first, whereas Aether missed and longed for the company and closeness of one. Recently though, Mountain seemed to have found another path that brought him joy and Aether couldn't be happier for his oldest friend.Â
Never would Aether have imagined the quiet earth ghoul finding his match in the oftentimes brash and loud multi ghoul, but he couldn't deny that in spite of that they seemed like a perfect match: two contrasting peas sharing a single pod. It was this mix of contrast and complement that brought Aether concern right now however â they were clearly feuding over something, and he could only hope they were able to sort things out between them. He had no doubt that Swiss would try to â ever the problem solver, he tended to address his issues head on. Of greater concern however was Mountain. Â
The earth ghoul had been so wary of him when they first met; almost closer to a wild animal than a ghoul from his time in the wilderness. During the first few weeks of their tentative alliance, gaining Mountainâs trust had felt like trying to coax a wild deer to eat from his hand. Actually, that was something Aether had done once, just to see if he could, and after a bit of quintessence it had been simple. He couldn't exactly quintosis Mountain into liking him though â that would hardly be the right footing to start building trust on. He had been skittish for so many months that Aether had been half-convinced that one morning he would wake to find Mountain had completely disappeared. He never had however, always staying true to his promise to keep watch over their camp. Â
Aether didn't know what had happened between Mountain and Swiss, but he hoped that the earth ghoul felt a similar loyalty to Swiss and his pack still and wasn't going to try to flee this problem either. It seemed not, thankfully, as he saw Mountain plunging through the throngs of people in the direction Swiss had gone, shortly after their first performance. Â
Aether was shaken from his thoughts by the nervous chattering of a few humans emerging from the long, lantern-lit path that led down to the road. More people than they could have ever expected had braved the mysterious Abbey at the top of the hill, all curious and intrigued by its strange inhabitants and their enigmatic figurehead. Â
As one of the ghouls with the most experience around humans and the most reassuring presence amongst them, Copia had specifically asked him to be there to greet those who were brave enough to attend. If we want to recruit a few, we must be gracious to the many, he had said. So far, Aether considered he was doing a good job. Humans had no way of telling if they were in the presence of quintessence, so he had made sure all those he greeted got a good dose when passing him. With a winning smile and a handshake buzzing with the telltale purple sparks that only he and his kind could see, the newest arrivals began to mingle with the crowd of ghouls and their fellow villagers. Â
Aether looked up to see Copia watching him, shooting him a smile and a double thumbs up. For the leader of such an old and magical church, the man could be so unserious, Aether thought. It really was a funny turn of events that he was here on greeting duty, and such a contrast from the life he had been raised in far away in the rocky eastern lands. Like Mountain, he had also been raised in a clan he had later broken ties with. Unlike Mountain's though, his did not preach honour through self-sufficiency and respect for nature. His tribe were war mongers, believing it was their hell-born right to destroy all they came across and repopulate the Earth with their own. Aether had never liked their values, even having been grown up surrounded by them. Â
As he had reached the age where he was expected to participate in their atrocities, he had started to wonder how any ghoul could go along with this so calmly. Surely, he couldn't be the only one to think that their behaviour was barbaric? He held closely to the idea that maybe everyone around him was simply faking their enthusiasm for the grotesque violence, that this was all some sort of performance designed to instil fear in their enemies. He would lie awake at night praying that all his peers were in on the ruse too and he had just missed the explanation. Alternatively, maybe they were all as horrified by everything as he was and were also only going along with it for their safety. Â
Unfortunately though, time and time again he had been proven wrong as more and more ghouls he had considered friends committed atrocities for the tribe. Seeing the violence taking place in front of him made him feel sick to his core. Although he had so far managed to escape any such ritual brutalism by his own hands, the tribe's secondary goal soon began to be forced upon him: finding a mate and siring as many kits as he could. The tribe's goal of dominating the Earth seemed unstoppable and Aether could see no escape as, one by one, all the ghouls he thought had shown him a hopeful spark of individuality soon also fell to the cruelty of the clan. Â
Similar to Mountain, his clan also had a rite of passage all ghouls needed to complete, else they would be exiled from the tribe and given the same treatment as the rest of their enemies. It was a simple test of his strength and will, or so the elders who came to see him had said. All he needed to do was bring back the horns of an enemy ghoul he had slain in battle. Aether could see no way out that would not sacrifice all his principles or his life so, similarly to Mountain, he had agreed to his packâs demands and left. He would figure out what to do later. Â
After a rocky start, Aether had eventually found his feet in the wild lands around him. He moved west, finding the lush green fields and woods provided better sustenance and protection than his clanâs natural habitat ever could. Along his way he had met many travellers, ghoul and human alike, who he would try and persuade to turn back to save them from the fate that surely awaited them. Most had listened, but the faces of those who had not still haunted him. Â
Adapting in order to survive had been difficult, but Aether enjoyed learning new things. His clan's pillaging and raiding had brought back all kinds of information and knowledge from the civilisations they sought to destroy, most of which they had derided as scholarly nonsense but from which Aether had gained a basic understanding of the natural world he now found himself in. He had enough knowledge about animals and plants to know which could feed or heal him versus which would do him harm. Besides, Aether was a fast learner and the enjoyment he found in applying the things he had read about made him optimistic for his new future alone. Â
He missed having a clan around him though: their friendship and camaraderie, however surface level it had been, had kept the loneliness at bay. He had never desired a mate or kits, neither for himself nor to please his clan, but he realised now that the company of other ghouls was something he dearly missed.Â
He had heard Mountain in the woods before he saw him, sensing his energy approaching his small camp. There was something innocent about it that kept him at ease â although clearly a ghoul he felt only curiosity in their heart, not a trace of violence. They must not be a quintessence ghoul: something his kind learned early on was how to protect their minds and intentions from each other. Aether had been shocked to see the towering figure of the earth ghoul emerge tentatively from the trees. Replete with monstrous, antler-like horns which only added to the deer-like mannerisms Aether would later liken his to, he would cut a terrifying figure to those who couldn't sense the peacefulness deep within. Â
The ghoul had stared at Aether in shock, as though he couldnât quite remember how he had ended up face to face with another ghoul. He looked like he was debating if he should flee or ready himself to pounce in retaliation to an attack from Aether that would never come. Greeting him as he had the other ghouls and humans he had met during his travels, Aether had offered him a seat at his fire and some food. An act of pacifism and hospitality so contrasting to the way he had been raised it still felt almost rebellious, even now.Â
Now however it was second nature to greet all as though they were future friends. This had served him well in fighting the initial scepticism of the humans he and Mountain had met, especially when they were trying to find their feet in the village they would eventually call home. He hadnât had the smoothest start amongst the villagers there, not able to let his actions speak for him as Mountain had when masquerading as a strong but silent farmhand looking for work. His charming smiles and friendly words had certainly eased his way however, soothing the subconscious alarm bells all humans were hardwired to feel in his presence until his miraculous healing potions and talismans laced with quintessence could bolster his reputation. Â
His impeccable social graces served him well again now as a pair of young women, so alike they had to be sisters or even twins, emerged. They were clearly nervous, so with a shimmer of quintessence Aether dialled up his million-watt smile. He greeted them as if their presence was personally appreciated by him and all the church, before they disappeared into the crowd laughing; Aetherâs mission complete. He had to wonder if any of his old clan would recognise him anymore with how fundamentally different he was now.Â
Elsewhere in the mass of ghouls and humans were Rain and Dew, both thoroughly enjoying their evening. Mist had done her best to fill them in on their packmatesâ drama but neither ghoul was too worried; surely it was just a misunderstanding, and they would patch things up in no time. Dew especially couldn't see any way in which the two clearly smitten ghouls wouldn't sort out their differences. After all, hadn't he and Rain managed to? Mist had rolled her eyes and wandered off, muttering about the Dewdrop she knew being far more pessimistic than that.Â
Somehow, despite still being as attached at the hip as ever, Rain and Dew were now managing to have entirely separate conversations. Their tails behind them were twined together, uncaring of any humans around, as Dew slowly rubbed the spade of his over Rainâs in a comforting motion. Rain was, as happened fairly often, being fawned over by a collection of older water ghouls and ghoulettes acting somewhat like doting grandparents. Their comments that the colour was coming back to his gills nicely, and wasnât Dew a lucky ghoul to have him had made both of the pair blush.Â
While Rain embraced the attention, preening subtly, Dew had awkwardly cast his gaze to the ground. An out presented itself in the form of Ifrit, one of the few fire ghouls he got on well with, sneaking past them towards the drinks table while looking furtively over his shoulder. Dew smirked as he reached out a hand to grasp him on the shoulder, watching him leap into the air like a cat doused with water. Â
Ifrit was a young ghoul, Dew assumed similar in age to himself, and one of the newest at the Abbey. Despite that, he already seemed to have gained himself quite a reputation; he was a prankster, frequently getting into trouble, and also a notorious, silver-tongued flirt. Dew cackled as he watched the other fire ghoul scrape himself off the metaphorical ceiling and calm down when he realised it was only Dew.Â
âWhose tail did you tread on this time?â Dew asked, grinning at the thought. Ifrit's eyes shot side to side warily, only making Dew's smile grow wider. It had to be someone important, or scary. This was going to be good; he thought.Â
âM-mountain!â Ifrit hissed, as though the earth ghoul was listening in.Â
âWhat?!â Dew burst out laughing at the thought of his pack's gentle giant scaring Ifrit quite this much. Sure, he could hold a grudge with the best of them, Dew ought to know that best of all, but he had never seen the earth ghoul do anything that could warrant this kind of reaction. Still, Ifrit kept glancing over his shoulder, clearly terrified.Â
âWhat did you do to him? Mount wouldn't hurt a fly!â Â
This did nothing to mollify Ifrit who shook his head furiously.Â
âHe's so pissed at me Dew! You should've seen him, I thought he was gonna kill me!âÂ
Dew continued laughing, the thought of Mountain scaring the normally over-confident fire ghoul was beyond hilarious to him. Â
âWhy would he want to hurt you? What, did you scorch one of his saplings or something?âÂ
âWorse! I made a move on his mate!â Ifrit winced at the memory. âOnly I didn't know it was his mate until he got all possessive and terrifying!âÂ
Dew positively howled, bent double.Â
âItâs not funny,â Ifrit whined, âhave you seen his face all day? He looks like heâs been plotting my destruction!âÂ
Still gasping for breath amid paroxysms of laughter, Dew patted Ifrit reassuringly on the arm.Â
âFirstly Iff, why in Hell did you go after Swiss of all ghouls? He's been lovesick over Mount since before we even got here!âÂ
âI didn't know that! I've just seen him around, and thought he was cute, y'know?â Â
Dew rolled his eyes, still snickering; Ifrit was just as susceptible to Swiss' innate charms as everyone else, it seemed. Â
âYou don't need to worry about Mountain though. Heâs not mad at you, he and Swiss are just having a bit of a misunderstanding right now that they need to work through.âÂ
With that said, Dew reached up on his tiptoes to look for Mountain's head above the crowd. Even without his massive antlers on full display, his auburn hair should still be visible well above the tops of the heads of the rest of those gathered. There was no sign of him in the large clearing however, which Dew hoped meant he was off talking with Swiss.Â
âIt doesn't look like he's around now anyway,â Dew shrugged, "so forget about him and go have fun! Go schmooze with some humans, they'll give you the time of day, I'm sure!â Â
With an exaggerated wink, Dew waved a relieved-looking Ifrit off towards the drinks table where he immediately found a small cluster of guests to entertain with his charming looks and winning smiles.Â
Rain, whose own company had also wandered off, had been listening in amusement and now leaned his chin on Dew's shoulder, wrapping his arms around his middle.Â
âPoor ghoul,â he giggled in Dew's ear, âyou're never going to let him forget that are you.âÂ
âNope!â Dew grinned, popping the âpâ sound with satisfaction and spinning around in Rain's arms to face him. âI bet Mount will be so embarrassed about scaring him too, I can't wait to annoy him about it once he's sorted out his mess with Swiss!âÂ
âYou're such a menace.â Rain smiled and shook his head fondly at this new side of his favourite ghoul that was slowly emerging as he grew more comfortable and confident.Â
âYou love it though.â Dew smirked, but Rain knew by now that such a throwaway comment was still silently begging for his reassurance.Â
âI do. I love it. I love you.âÂ
Dew pressed closer to him, staring up and clearly waiting for the kiss that always followed those words. Rain was struck for what felt like the thousandth time how beautiful his eyes looked, even more so tonight as they reflected the myriad complimentary autumn colours around them. Who was he to deny Dew anything he wanted?Â
âLove you too.â Dew murmured, words half-garbled by the meeting of their lips.Â
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With a final squeeze of his hand from Sunny for good luck, Swiss made a beeline for where he could see Mountainâs head bobbing through the crowd. He had left the stage in a hurry, not wanting to have their conversation in front of a watching audience, and needing a moment to compose himself and get his breath back. Copia had held Mountain back only briefly, but it was long enough that the crowd had closed between them. Swiss dove headfirst through the throngs of guests and ghouls back towards where he had been, single minded in his focus. Â
Mountain was doing the same, chasing after Swiss before he could disappear completely with little care for the disgruntled faces he pushed past. As such, neither ghoul immediately registered that the other was in front of them until they collided with each other, hard. Winded, Swiss lost his footing and was only saved by a pair of large hands catching hold of his shoulders and keeping him upright. Green eyes stared down at him, full of a thousand conflicting emotions, but mostly radiating concern. Still slightly stunned by the impact, they began talking over each other.Â
âAh! Sorry, I wasn't looking.âÂ
âAre you alright?âÂ
âMountain? I was looking for you!âÂ
âWe need to talk, I'm so sorry.âÂ
Their words could barely be heard over the sound of the crowds around them Swiss realised with a nervous chuckle, watching Mountain's lips move but hearing next to no sound come out. He pointed at the earth ghoul, then off to the side of the clearing, motioning that they should go somewhere quieter. Mountain nodded, looking so relieved to be given an out from the overwhelming crush and noise surrounding them that he wasn't even considering the awkwardness they had felt earlier. It broke the tension between them, the pair smiling shyly at each other as Swiss turned to lead their way out of the clearing, Mountain sticking to him like glue.Â
Breaking out of the crowd, Swiss kept walking. He could feel Mountain's presence following behind him, so he kept going until the noise of the festival was just a low hum in the distance. Finally recognising his surroundings, he realised he had led them to the small garden they had explored in their earliest days here. It felt as magical as it had then; a safe haven with only the plants around to eavesdrop. Swiss led Mountain over to one of the benches nestled deep amongst the shrubs. Â
The pair sat in silence for a short while, both knowing there were things that needed to be said, but neither wanting to interrupt the other. Swiss could tell that there were words trying to escape Mountain, could see his bitten lip and the way he kept trying to take a breath to speak, before the words got stuck in his throat as Swiss opened his own mouth, before also pausing. Â
âYou go first,â Swiss eventually spoke softly, âI'll listen, I promise.âÂ
Mountain's mind went blank as he found himself suddenly put on the spot but tried to remember that it was just Swiss in front of him; the ghoul he loved most in the world. That thought finally inspired him to fight to get his words out and overcome everything that had been holding him back as it raced around his mind all day. Â
âI... I'm not too sure where to start,â even looking down at his feet, Mountain could feel Swissâ warm gaze on him, full of gentle encouragement, âI've got a lot to apologise for today I think.âÂ
True to his word, Swiss continued to listen quietly to Mountain's low, soft voice, overflowing with remorse and nerves.Â
âI'll start at the beginning, I guess. I need to explain so you know all of this is my fault, not yours.âÂ
He took a deep breath and dared to raise his eyes to meet Swiss'. As green met gold, he felt a rush of love that gave him all the confidence he needed to continue. Â
âI'm sorry about last night. For kissing you without knowing if that was something you wanted too. I know it isn't an excuse, but with all the free drinks I don't think either of us was thinking clearly and I'm sorry I didn't wait to ask you properly first.âÂ
Swissâ mind raced at the notable omission: Mountain hadn't said he regretted the kiss, only that he regretted not asking first. He dug his claws into this little shred of hope and smiled encouragingly at Mountain so he would continue talking. It worked; now that Mountain had started he found the words came easier, all the thoughts that had been whirling around his head all day coming pouring out.Â
âThen this morning. Iâm sorry for leaving you and for running away. I wasnât sure if youâd want to see me or not, but I figured you'd want me out of your space when you woke up. I wanted to come and find you, I promise I wanted to apologise properly, but then I saw the ghoulettes with you and you looked so sad.âÂ
Swiss winced; he was sure the venom radiating off of Mist in particular hadn't emboldened Mountain either.Â
âI thought you would have been angry at me, but seeing you upset made me think maybe I should have stayed this morning after all. So I'm sorry that I left, unless you wanted me to? I've been so confused all day, not knowing exactly where I messed up, only that I did, and that's why I've been avoiding you which I'm also sorry for!âÂ
Mountain's final words burst out so fast he was almost breathless, and Swiss was barely certain he had caught them all. If he had been confused about Mountain's actions, it seemed the earth ghoul had been equally conflicted, if not more so. He had thought so much about doing the right thing, he had only managed to escalate their problems further. He started thinking about what on Earth he could possibly say, when Mountain continued speaking again, determined to leave nothing unsaid that could cause them any more confusion.Â
âI should have come to find you earlier, I'm truly sorry for that. Giving you space didn't mean ignoring you the whole day even if that seemed easier. I understand if you do want space after this, but you should know that I don't want it. It felt horrible being apart all day! I want my favourite ghoul back, however you'll let me. Whatever it takes.âÂ
Seeing Mountain's shoulders finally slump as he released all the tension he had been holding on to, it was clear he was done. Swiss didn't think he'd ever heard him speak so passionately or for so long at once before. Â
âI don't want space either,â he replied quietly, smiling almost shyly as he spoke, âI missed you today. I want to put this whole big misunderstanding behind us â try and forget the last twenty-four hours.â Â
He paused.Â
âWell, maybe not completely forget them...âÂ
Mountain looked at him quizzically, head tilted and brow furrowed as he tried to make sense of what Swiss meant by that exactly.Â
Swiss's smile widened; maybe Mountain really was just that dense about these things. The time for subtlety had long since passed he realised, and hints would no longer suffice. He shuffled closer, his eyes never leaving Mountain's, determined to get an answer to the last big unanswered question in his mind.Â
âDid you want last night?âÂ
Mountain took a while to answer, looking like he was choosing his words extremely carefully.Â
âOnly if you did too.âÂ
He looked so hopeful, Swiss thought. Like his whole world was floating, suspended around his head while he waited to see if it would fall to the ground and shatter into a million pieces or not. Swiss wasn't going to be the one to let it fall though.Â
âI don't regret anything about last night,â he smiled as reassuringly as he could, âaside from all the confusion that damned free beer caused! What say we start off where we should have done last night?âÂ
Mountain still looked nervous. Swiss understood and he lamented his poor choice of words: Mountain's emotions had been thrown around like a young tree in a storm all day, and he could see how his words could be easily misconstrued. Now was not the time to leave him guessing about anything, especially not for the sake of some imagined allure or air of mystery. Even if Swiss himself found direct words difficult sometimes, he had to try.Â
âSorry, I didnât mean it like that.â He wriggled back on the bench until he was up on his knees, ignoring their protests. His whole body now facing the earth ghoul, he could meet his finally eyes properly while remaining far enough away that he could keep him in focus.Â
âI like you, Mountain. A lot. I would like to court you as a mate. Would you want that too?âÂ
Mountainâs eyes blazed brightly back with love, both at Swissâ words and at his understanding of the earth ghoul, making sure the words he wanted to hear so badly were said in a way he couldnât possibly misunderstand. They had had enough of guesswork. While some of their packmates may have managed to telepathically traverse the gap between sworn enemies and future mates, that didnât mean they had to. Mountain nodded shyly.Â
âIâd like that. I want to court you too. I want to be yours, and you to be mine.âÂ
They continued staring at each other for a second, letting their words properly sink in, until finally a euphoric giggle escaped Swissâ lips. At last, they could say for sure that they were on the same page. Swiss threw himself back onto the bench to sit properly beside Mountain again, sitting as close to the earth ghoul as he could while still maintaining a respectful modicum of space between them. Swiss gently bumped shoulders with Mountain, a simple gesture between the closest of friends. That was first and foremost what they would always be; all romance aside.Â
âI hated today,â Swiss said quietly, âletâs never do that again.âÂ
Mountain nudged him back reassuringly.Â
âMe too. I promise.âÂ
As they continued to sit in a blissfully comfortable quiet, the noise from the party lowly drifted over to them, a low rumble of conversation punctuated by shrill peals of laughter. Swiss leapt to his feet in a panic.Â
âSHIT, we forgot about the festival Mount! It must be nearly time to perform again!âÂ
Mountain looked up at him in horror, having also completely lost track of the time. Even though Copia would likely be delighted that they had made up, letting him down on his big night would be unforgivable, and not the way to repay him for his patience. Swiss grabbed his hand, as he had done so many times recently when leading him somewhere, to pull him to his feet and back towards the party.Â
Suddenly Swiss hesitated and his grip went slack, as though he was unsure if such a gesture was okay still. Mountain squeezed his hand reassuringly and let the multi ghoul continue to tug him forward, the pair giggling hysterically as they tore through the gardens towards the festivities.Â
#what you've done you cannot undo#hunters moon#medieval au#historical au#cw alcohol#angst with a happy ending#misunderstandings#backstory#swissalps#swiss ghoul#mountain ghoul#swiss x mountain#ghost fanfiction#the band ghost#nameless ghouls#ghost#ghost bc#em writes
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Havenât read the Book of Bill but this is what I think the general premise is based off of all the Tumblr posts about it
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5 years ago, I was in Rehab.
10 years ago, I was watching my Potential and Opportunities dissolve and evaporate in an ocean of cheap gin and expensive whiskey.
But 5 years ago, I was in Rehab.
One of the exercises they had us perform was to imagine ourselves happy, 5 years in the future.
Many of us in that room had forgotten how to imagine nice things happening to them. A few snorted (well, I snorted), finding the notion that weâd even still be around in 5 years grimly humorous.
For about half of us, it was the last stop on the way down.
But I indulged the therapist. I was there, after all, because I did not want to die. So, I imagined myself, 5 years hence.
Happy.
It came to me all at once; an artistic remix on Norman Rockwellâs Freedom From Want, reframed with myself placing food at the table.
Sunday Dinner At My Place, I answered, when it came my turn to share my fantasy. I was asked what food I imagined eating.
Itâs not the meal itself, I said, itâs the implications framed around it. Sunday Dinner At My Place means that I have a Place. It means that I have Family that will actually speak to me and friends who actually want to see me. It means money enough not just to feed myself but others too. It means having the time to spare to take the time preparing the meal.
A lot of nodding heads all around me. A struck chord. Many people with no Place, in that place. Nowhere that would lament their leaving.
5 years hence, as I lay down to sleep in my Home, with my Wife and my Son, surrounded by my Art and my Flowers, I reflect.
It was a long road. It was hard. We lost people. So many people. There were long days and long nights and hospital stays. Angry arguments with ghosts. I changed, in ways I never hoped for, or expected. Good ways, finally, for once. Slowly, against the backdrop of a world in chaos, I found my mind.
Sometimes, My Wife wondered aloud, what she did to deserve me. After some stumbling with my feelings, I eventually settled on an answer.
Iâm a Rescue.
She gave me a Home.
And, so, I gave her a Family.
It seemed fair
This Sunday, my folks, which whom I have not had a shouting match in years, will come over for dinner. We will cook and eat together. My Friend became My Wife, and she took a piece of me and with it she made Our Son. There will be many hugs, and no violence. Good Things Happened.
I donât know who needs to hear this, but you donât know what the future holds.
donât give up yet, ok?
It could get good, even.
#troglodyte thoughts#tales from Real Life#cw addiction#cw alcohol#sometimes the light at the end of the tunnel is the headlamp of an approaching train#run#fight#hide#SURVIVE#do not go into the light#there are unpet dogs#and unhugged children#and unseen sunsets#and maybe even love#even for a wretch like me#the best part of your life might be old age#you donât know
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Alternate scene for Trod 'Drunken Gods' chapter where Lamb is already drunk before Narinder even arrives to the party. Gotta love 'liquid courage'
#i have a continuation to this btw ill post in a bit#trod au#the rehabilitation of death#narilamb#narinder x lamb#cult of the lamb#cw alcohol#cw drunk#doodles#btw that crab is a sona for twitch chat lmao
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Get drunk, make out, laugh until you're sore, cry until you're sick. I want to do it all. Let's get through this crumbling world together, happy valentines day.
#valentines day#my art#digital art#rabbit#illustration#artists on tumblr#who can guess the song hehe#cw alcohol
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It's funny how it turns out the guy has a little problem with alcohol, WHO WOULD KNOW
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...i promise i take him seriously i just keep finding shitposts that fit soooo well... i have folder with just shitposts that fit ominously well with him that i keep wanting to draw and then i never get to them HAHAHA
#TECHNICALLY this is#[ tragedy au ]#BUT. it applies in the regular universe anyways#uhhh. sure ill tag him#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#cw alcohol#dont like the colors here but its 3 am and i dont have the energy to fix them sjxnsjxbshzaj#anyways. i only tagged tragedy au because i was planning to draw (LALALALALA DUNMESH SPOILERS) the winged lion peeking in the bg of the last#panel like âi can fix that : )â#but again. its 3 am. and i have a test tomorrow. so.#oh right i should tag main as well#dungeon meshi#behold#tragedy comedy
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besties sketchdump yay
#id in alt text#my art#cr#cr1#critical role#the legend of vox machina#percy de rolo#keyleth of the air ashari#cw alcohol#cw gun#Not what i was intending to post today but it is my SWORN DUTY to be abnormal about these two best friends and by god i will deliver .#disney princess & anime protag
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What can I get for you, Starlight? đđˇ
#cw alcohol#bartender moon beloved#idk what posessed me to doodle this i just wanted to hehe#moondrop#fnaf moon#moondropfnaf#moonfnaf#daycare attendant#sundrop#sundropfnaf#fnaf sun#sunfnaf#my art
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me and my roommate get drunk one night and end up fucking!!!! oh my god, this is so awkwardâŚ
ŕ¨ŕ§ syn. itâs your final year of uniâafter midterms come to a close, you decide to celebrate by getting absolutely SMASHED with your roommate, itadori yuuji. much to your chagrin, this decision comes with a boatload of consequences. how do you navigate the awkward morning after with your golden retriever of a roommate!? (4.8k)
ŕ¨ŕ§ pairing. itadori yuuji x f!reader
ŕ¨ŕ§ cw. modern au, fem!reader, both yuuji and reader are in their final year of uni and are implied to be 21+, alcohol mentions, drunk sex, dubious consent (read prev warning), pet names used (baby, pretty, angel), oral (f!receiving), fingering, vaginal sex, creampie, dealing w/ the repercussions of fucking your roommate the morning after (but it ended up alot more fluffier and romantic than i intended because i love him), minors + ageless blogs dni! 18+ content under the cut!!
ŕ¨ŕ§ love, oak! oh christ almighty. i like itadori yuuji a normal amount. i just really really think he'd make the perfect boyfriend ever. first time writing for him so hoping and praying he isnât incredibly ooc but regardless,, hope u guys like this i wrote it with my entire clit :3 crossposted to ao3 here!
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âYuu~ji!â
Your lilting voice carries through the shared living space of your apartment. Shuffling in through the entryway, the door clicks shut behind you as you peer around the corner of the entrance hallway.
âYou there? Yu?â
You hear a muted groan come from the couch in response.
Toeing off your shoes with a giggle and setting them onto the shoe-rack (the same shoe-rack you constantly have to pester Yuuji aboutââYu, donât just leave your shoes on the floor! The rack is right there!ââevery other day), you peek over the back of the fluffy couch in the living area and find Yuuji sprawled on his stomach over it, face shoved in a pillow.
âHow are you feeling?â you ask.
âLike Iâm dying,â comes his muffled reply.
You reach a hand down to tousle his already messy bubblegum pink hair. He weakly bats a hand at you.
âSurely you can live a little longer for a night out with your favorite roommate?â
With a grunt, Yuuji flips over, lying on his back. He blinks once, twice. Then he grins; that familiar, radiant grin that makes your heart speed up a little in your chest. You can feel your own smile widen in response.
âI think I can do that,â he says, propping himself up on his elbows. He tilts his head at you. âYouâre not gonna pass out on me again though, are you?â
Your eyes narrow slightly in challenge. Bringing your face closer to his by leaning over the couch, you reply snarkily, âand youâre not gonna force me to shoulder you the whole way home again, are you?â
Yuujiâs eyes widen at the new proximity, a faint rosiness rising to his cheeks that makes you giddy. His throat bobs before he replies, âNo, promise I wonât.â
You think you see his eyes flick down momentarilyâtowards the swell of your chest, exposed by the low-cut top you had chosen to wear todayâcausing a smug sense of satisfaction to pool in your tummy. You lean further, the urge to be a tease winning out over your usual sense: over the notion that you shouldnât be flirting with the guy you live with. It's entirely a bad idea (and yet here you are, doing it anyways).
Yuujiâs lips part slightly; when he meets your gaze again, thereâs hunger shining in his big brown eyes, hazy and diluted by conflict. You can see the inner strife going on in his head already: he shouldnât be feeling this way about his roommate. He shouldnât be a perv.
You shouldnât be feeling this way about him either, but you just canât help yourself. Something about the way heâs looking at you fills you with a streak of confidence that throws all common sense out of the window.
âGood. Be ready at 7?â Your tone has noticeably lowered, nearly a purr even as you smile innocently down at him.
Yuuji swallows again, still looking like a deer caught in the headlights. âSureâokay. Sounds good!â He babbles nervously.
Itâs cute. Heâs cute.
âCool. âm gonna get a nap in then.â
He nods his head slowly. The tension hovers in the air between you, so palpable you could cut it with a knife. Slowly, ever so slowly, you straighten, watching as his eyes never leave your form. You bite your lip and offer Yuuji a softer smile before you turn on your heel and make your way to your bedroom.
You can feel the way his eyes bore holes into your back as you walk away, skirt swishing with every step. You purposefully sway your hips a little more despite yourself and you think you hear him choke slightly, a sound that makes you feel much more smug than it realistically should.
As you close the door to your bedroom, the only thing on your mind isnât how tired you are from dealing with midtermsâitâs how Yuuji looked at you just moments ago, eyes gleaming with raw want, like you were a five star meal served on a silver platter. You clutch your chest as you flop onto your bed.
Thereâs always been an underlying tension between you and Yuuji. It used to be easier to ignore, something left tucked away in the corners of your mind, leaving you to instead settle for an easy friendship. Something that doesnât complicate things, especially since you live together. Thereâs no avoiding any awkward encounters should either of you decide to take that step.
But lately, things have been coming to a boiling point. Youâre not sure if itâs the stress of your final year of uni dawning upon you or if its just years of tension finally being pulled taut enough to snapâwhatever it is, it has muddled your senses enough to find flirting with Yuuji fun instead of something forbidden. It has you pushing boundaries you never thought you would push with him before.
Oh, well. If there was any time for things to make some bad decisions and get a little complicated with your incredibly handsome roommate, your last year of uni might just be perfect. Screw the consequences.
âYuu,â you moan, drunkenly stumbling into a wall of muscle.
Thankfully, that wall of muscle happens to be Itadori Yuuji. He wraps a strong arm around your waist, a hiccup bubbling from his lips as he grins down at you.
âHey there,â Yuuji laughs. âYou okay?â
âYeeeeaaahhh,â you slur. âAre we home yet?â
âAlmost there. Hang on a little bit more for me, okay?â
The night air is crisp and cooling against your balmy skin, a welcome relief after spending hours in a bar packed with sweaty bodies and bass thrumming through your veins. Itâs breezy, fallen leaves rustling across the ground as the wind scatters them along the sidewalk. A particularly stronger gust has you pressing closer to Yuuji, your little top and skirt doing little to protect you against the autumnal weather.
Yuuji pauses, making sure youâre steady before he shrugs off his jacket.
âHere, put this on,â he says, gently maneuvering your arms into the warm sleeves. His cologne wraps around you in its embrace, warm and musky and tinged just a little bit with alcohol. You smile.
Megumi and Nobara have already made their separate ways home, the former grabbing an uber while Nobara hitched a ride home with Maki. You canât help the way you giggle and stumble as Yuuji ushers you forward again. âNobaraaaâs gonna geeet iiiiit,â you snicker, latching onto the hard muscle of Yuujiâs bicep to steady yourself. âDid you see the way Maki wâs lookinâ at her? I wish someone looked at me that way.â
Yuuji is probably about equally as blasted as you are (you went shot for shot, after all), but he manages to carry himself in a more sober manner than you. He lets you latch onto him like a koala as he guides you through the doors of your apartment building.
Heâs quiet. Uncharacteristically soâheâs usually a chatterbox when drunk.
âYuuji? Didâya even hear me?â you push.
âI heard ya,â Yuuji hums, pulling you into the elevator with him. As the machinery moves up to your floor, it makes your stomach lurchâforcing you to grab onto Yuuji tighter and bury your face in his shoulder.
âAre we there yet?â You grumble into his arm, clutching him tight.
âAlmost,â he replies softly. You think you feel a gentle kiss being pressed to the crown of your head, but with the way everything is spinning, you canât be entirely sure.
Between some time and the next, youâre finally ambling into your apartment, clutching Yuujiâs jacket tight around you. As the door clicks shut, you spin to face himâ
âand end up nearly face planting, if not for the way Yuuji surges forward to catch you in his arms. âWoah there,â he mumbles. âSteady. Donât move too fast, or youâll fall.â
Despite his words, he has to lean against the now shut door to keep himself upright, you can feel that much. You grasp the fabric of his shirt in balled fists, pressed against the sturdy surface of his chest. You can feel the way his muscles flex and roll as he shifts with the way youâre pressed up against him.
When you look up at him, doe-eyes wide, youâre met with brown eyes glimmering with want. Lust.
âYuu⌠ji?â Your lips part slightly as you suck in a breath. He inhales in sync, his hands dropping to curl around your waist. He holds you gently, like a porcelain teacup on the verge of breaking.
It's quiet. There's a dazed look in his eyes as he stares at you.
âCan I kiss you?â The question falls from his lips softlyâbut with the silence of the apartment, so quiet you could hear a pin drop, itâs earth shattering. His eyes drop down to your glossy lips, his tongue darting out to wet his own.
Youâre not in your right mind. This is a bad idea. You know this.
You donât care.
Pulling at the collar of his shirt, you tug him down to you, lips meeting in a clash of teeth and tongue. Itâs electrifying, everything youâve ever wanted and needed in this one moment, warmth exploding in your chest like a dying star.
Fuck. You were kissing Itadori Yuujiâand itâs everything you dreamt it would be.
He pants your name amidst kisses but itâs hard to hear with your heart roaring in your ears, a drum beating an unsteady rhythm that throws you off balance in your very core. You stumble into the shoe-rack trying to hastily drag him over to the couch. Shoes clatter to the floor as you tumble into him, a moan falling from your lips as he paws at you while your hands tangle in his hair.
âI was lookinâ at you like that, you know?â Yuuji groans as the two of you fall back onto the couch. He holds you on top of him, letting you get comfy as you straddle his lap before he continues. âYou havenât noticed?â
His voice is heavy, dragging drunkenly as you stare down at him. In this position, with Yuuji laid back on the couch, you feel like youâre towering over himâgiving you some semblance of control, even though you know perfectly well that Yuuji can flip you over and take you just like that. You dip your hands under his shirt, nails gently scratching against the velvet wrapped steel planes of his abs. Pushing the fabric up, you reveal the faint happy trail that begins at his navel, disappearing teasingly under the waistband of his jeans. You bite your lip.
âHey,ââyour name falls from his lips in the form of a plea, desperate and sweetââLook at me.â
Big hands squeezing your hips force your attention back to him. You finally listen and meet his gaze, finding that his eyes are heavily eclipsed by dilated pupils, leaving a faint ring of hazel in its wake. Itâs like a dark sun, or perhaps a black hole threatening to pull you into him, consumed by everything that is Itadori Yuuji.
You think you wouldnât mind that one bit.
âAre you sure this is okay?â Heâs worried, something that makes your heart warm fondly, giving you a moment of clarity amidst the fog of lust that addles your brain. The guys you typically went home with sometimes never found it in themselves to care too much about you. But Yuuji⌠heâs different. He does care. Yuuji continues, a touch softer, âWeâre both drunk⌠what if we regret it in the morning?â
You slowly reach down to cradle his face in your hands. When you speak, itâs with a bold certainty that Yuuji cannot argue with: âI know I wonât regret it.â
Yuuji nods his head. With that anxiety out of the way, he surges up to kiss you with renewed vigor, tugging his jacket off of you and pulling the hem of your top over your chest to reveal your tits. When he pulls back, his eyes widen slightly as he takes in the pretty lace bra you had opted to wear out tonight.
âYouâre beautiful,â Yuuji says softly. A groan catches in his throat as you roll your hips down against his, delicious friction against his erection that has you mewling for more.
âYu,â you sigh out as he unhooks your bra with clumsy fingers, pulling your shirt off as well in one go. The garments flutter to the floor, forgotten.
âI mean itâyou really are.â His voice has noticeably deepened, taking on a huskier tone that makes your toes curl. âI couldnât take my eyes off of you. I never can.â
He presses another kiss to your lips, quick and chaste, drawing a path down your jaw, the slope of your neck. He removes a hand from your waist to palm at your sensitive breast, drawing a whimper from you that has his cock twitching in his pants. âI canât believe youâve never noticed. Our friends tease me all the time for it, you know?â He sighs, nearly a whine, words slurring together in a lust-drunk haze as he presses a kiss to your collar. âI could never take another girl home with me because I only want you.â
Yuujiâs drunken confession sends you reeling, thighs tightening together around him as you tilt his chin up towards you. Love and adoration glimmers in your eyes as you respond gently, âI only want you, too.â
He smiles at you then, scooping you up in his arms as he rises. âDonât wanna ruin the couch,â he murmurs, strong hands grasping at the fat of your ass as he carries you with ease. âYour room or mine?â
âYuââ you gasp, clutching onto him for dear life, âmine, please.â
Even drunk, he moves with you with a practiced easeâas if youâve done this your entire lives. As he lays you on your bed, he curls over you, lips pressing together messily as his hands fiddle with the hem of your skirt. Thereâs a brief moment where he pants, âCan I take them off, pretty? Can I?,â as he nips at your lower lip. You nod your head; immediately heâs sliding them off, leaving you in your lacy undergarments and feeling unfairly naked compared to him. You cross your arms over your chest shyly.
Yuuji smiles sweetly as he kneels, pressing a kiss to your navel.
âDonât hide from me, baby. I wanna see you..â He trails off as he hooks his fingers under the band of your panties, eyes flicking up to yours in silent question. You can only manage to nod your headâwords have entirely escaped you at this point. If you spoke, you werenât sure what, exactly, would come out.
The way he pulls the fabric off of you is almost reverent, his eyes never leaving your body as he sets your panties to the side. His breath is hot against your skin as he presses a kiss to your inner thigh.
âBaby,â Yuuji starts, the pet name falling from his lips with ease, like something familiar, âtell me if you want me to stop, okay?â
Calloused fingertips press into the sensitive flesh of your thighs as he pushes your legs open, even going as far as hooking a leg over his shoulder as he settles between them. His breath is hot and heavy as he grows closer to your core. Itâs embarrassing, and you want to press your legs together, but Yuuji doesnât allow this. Heâs firm in his place, holding your legs wide open, baring you to him.
He starts gentle. A kiss to the apex of your thighs, a gentle finger running along your sensitive, weeping slit. A shiver runs down your spine as he parts you open, eyes raptly on you.
âDonât stare,â you whine. âItâs embarrassing.â
He murmurs a soft apology, taking one more second for himself before he dives right in: tongue lapping at you voraciously, pulling the sweetest of moans from your lips as he eats you out like a man starved. You try to press your thighs together once more but he holds you open, unyielding in his grip as his tongue dips in your slit, then draws upwards, making circles around your clit.
Heâs messy in the way he eats you out. He doesnât hold back, either: he laps at you like heâs a dehydrated man at last finding an oasis, drinking in your juices like itâs the finest of nectars. Slick covers his chin as he raises his head to look at you, half-lidded eyes meeting yours as he eases a finger into you. It slips in with ease, aided by how wet youâve gotten on just his tongue alone.
Your back arches as he pumps his finger into you. You need more. âYuuji,â you plead in a broken moan. âNeed more��want your cock inside me, I can take it.â
His eyes widen slightly, but heâs nodding his head like an eager puppy, withdrawing his hand and rising to pull his clothes off. You whine, a soft plea of, âhurry, need you now,â that has Yuuji clumsily fumbling at the button of his jeans. He doesnât even pull them off fully, letting the fabric pool at his ankles as he takes his dick in his hands and presses his hips to yours. His shaft presses against your messy slit, pulsing and needy.
âFuck,â he curses, a soft whine sounding deep in his throat as his hips cant against yours. Your eyes are wide and unblinking as you take in the sight: Yuuji, desperate, grasping your legs and nearly folding you in half as his cock rests on your pelvis, your navel. Heâs big. The thought of someone his size fucking into you should be scary, but you know Yuuji will take care of youâor perhaps thatâs the liquor in your brain telling you that you can take it, that you need him inside of you now.
âYouâre gonna feel me so deep, baby,â he mumbles, entranced by the sight. You buck your hips slightly, barely moving thanks to the hold he has on you.
âI can take it,â you repeat, your breathing growing heavier with every passing second. âI need it. Give it to me, Yuuji.â Your hands grasp at the sheets beneath you as finally, finally, he slides the tip against your slit, catching a few times against your clit (âYuuji, stop teasing me!â) before he finally eases into you, his fat tip breaching your weeping cunt. The stretch burns, but the sensation is not an unwelcome one.
Your mouth drops open in a silent moan as Yuuji hunches over you, pressing further into your pussy. It feels like it should almost be fucking impossible how deep he reaches inside you like this.
âBaby, baby,â Yuuji whines against the shell of your ear, breath hot and wet. You can feel his chest heave against yours as he struggles to regain his bearings. âYouâre so tightâdonât think I can pull out, you feel sâgoodâŚâ
As he bottoms out, you think you might die like this. His cock fills you so perfectly, pulsing and twitching inside you as he forces himself to stillâto give you time to adjust.
You donât want time, though. You really will fucking die if he doesnât move soon.
Wrapping your arms around his neck, you pull him down to you to messily slot your lips against his, moaning into his mouth as his hips buck into yours. âYuuji,â you breathe out against his lips. âFuck me.â
âOkay, baby.â He nods, pressing his sweat slick forehead to yours as he moves his hips. He starts slower, long strokes that force you to feel all of him, deep and all-consuming and overwhelming your senses with him, strong arms caging you against the bed as he fucks into you again and again and again.
Yuujiâs pace picks up, your moans a sweet melody in his ears that spurs him on, making him lose all ration in his brainâitâs evident, in the way he growls almost animalistically, hips starting to rut into yours with reckless abandon. His balls slap against your ass, accompanied by a lewd squelch with every thrust into your messy cunt.
âYu, fuckâplease,â you sob with every thrust. He angles his hips a little differently until he finds the perfect spotâthat sensitive little part of your cunt that has stars exploding behind your eyelids. Once he finds it, he narrows his focus on it, bullying his cock relentlessly into your pussy until youâre sobbing.
Your nails scratch along his back, leaving angry red marks in their wake. Yuuji groans and buries his face into the crook of your neck, mouthing and biting at the sensitive flesh as his hips pound into you.
âGânna cum, donât stop, ohhhh god,â you gasp out as Yuuji nips at the flesh of your collar. You claw at his back, toes curling in the air when you feel him slide a hand between your slick bodies to thumb at your clit, adding to the orchestra of sensations that are driving you mad with pleasure.
âCum for me, angel,â Yuuji urges you breathlessly, fucking you with a renewed fervor. His hips are starting to stutter, and his large hands are grasping your thighs in a bruising grip as you convulse around him. His voice alone is enough to tip you over the edge; youâre falling into him, into oblivion, orgasming so hard your vision goes dark for a moment.
A long moan of his name falling from your lips is enough to push him over with you, white hot ropes of his cum coating your pulsing heat. You feel utterly breathless, boneless, as Yuuji slowly eases your legs down. The ache is pleasant.
âBaby,â Yuuji pants softly, breaking the pleasant silence as he brushes his fingers across your forehead. âIâm still⌠can I..?â
Oh, god. He is still rock hard inside of you. Your pussy is still fluttering with the world-shattering orgasm he had just given youâyouâre not sure if you can take more.
But Yuuji looks at you with pleading eyes, your name falling from his lips with such desperation that youâre nodding your head, opening your arms for him. He smiles down at you, and as he leans down to press a gentle kiss to your lips, his hips slowly start to rut into yours again.
Youâre not sure how many rounds you go with Yuujiâthe rest of the night is a blur of moans and groans, of him making you cum again and again and again, as many times as you can possibly take.
You wake up with a pounding headache and a foreign weight slung over your chest.
âOh, fuck,â you hiss quietly to yourself, voice raspy with remnants of sleep. âHow much did I drink last night?â
Blinking open bleary eyes, you squint against the light that filters into the roomâyour room, which doesnât make any sense because you never bring home your one night stands. Your hand brushes against the strong arm slung over you, and thatâs when you hear an all-too-familiar snore.
âOh, fuck.â You repeat, dread creeping into your groggy voice.
That was Itadori Yuuji in bed with you. That was your fucking roommate, naked in bed with you. Youâre wearing his overly large t-shirt, and thereâs an ache between your thighs that explains exactly what had transpired when you returned home with him last night.
You donât remember too much, typical of nights where you have a little too much to drink. What you can graspâmere wisps in the back of your mindâare fleeting moments of mind-numbing pleasure, or of sweet-nothings being whispered into your ear. Whatever scraps of memory you do have are enough to make you want to scream into a pillow out of sheer embarrassment.
You feel the arm around you tighten as Yuuji pulls you into his chest and you squeak.
Oh, thatâs just fucking mortifying.
âMmh⌠huh?â Yuuji mumbles sleepily. He slowly blinks, eyes focusing on you after a few moments. âWhat are you doing in my bed..?â
Your eyes widen as you scramble to sit up, grasping at the sheets to keep your lower body covered as you do so. Your mouth opens and closes as you look for the right words to say.
Yuujiâs eyebrows furrow. He seems to have come to a realization without you having to say it out loud.
âOh. This isnât...â Yuuji frowns. Heâs calm in a way that confuses youâwhy isnât he freaking out like you are? âWe got really hammered last night, huh?â
You slowly nod your head in agreement. âDo you⌠remember anything?â
Your attention is drawn to his lips when he bites his lower one in thought, then drifts downards when you catch the blooming hickeys on his neck in your peripherals. Oh, god, did you leave those? What were you thinking?
All too slowly, Yuujiâs eyes meet yours. The way he looks at you is almost unbearable. Thereâs a sinking sensation in your chest: you think he might apologize, or tell you that last night was a mistake. That he wonât let it happen again. Quickly, you blurt, âYou donât have to say it. I get it.â
Yuuji tilts his head, his train of thought forgotten. âSay what?â
âI get that you regret it.â The words start tumbling out of your mouth and thereâs little you can do to stop it. âItâs okay, you wonât hurt my feelings. I know youâre too kind to just say it outright like thatââ
Yuuji opens his mouth to say something, but you barrel onwards, looking down at your lap. Youâre too mortified to look at him directly.
ââAnd I understand if you maybe want to avoid me for awhile? I know things will be awkward, so seriously, take whatever time you needââ
Your onslaught of words is cut off by Yuuji cupping your face in his hands as he leans forward to kiss you. Itâs gentle, and while it only lasts for a heartbeat, to you it feels like it lasts a lifetime.
Stunned, you lift a hand to your lips, ghosting your fingers over them as you stare at him. Youâre absolutely dumbfounded.
âSorry,â Yuuji starts softly, his thumb brushing your cheek gently. âI didnât know how else to stop you.â
You blink at him, making a noise in the back of your throat. Itâs an exhale of breath, of one you didnât even know you were holding until just now.
âI donât regret it. And I really hope you donât, too.â Yuuji sighs gently. When his eyes meet yours, he looks unsure, but he continues, âI meant everything I said last night. Youâre beautiful, and youâre all Iâve ever wanted. Have been, for awhile now.â
âOh,â is all you can manage. You think your heart might explode in your chest. It beats an uneven rhythm, pulsing against your ribcage as if itâs bound to break out any moment now.
âI just didnât want to ruin our friendship, yanno? But now that, uh...â He clears his throat. âLast night happened⌠I might as well come out with it.â
You nod your head as his words sink in. Yuuji visibly gets more distressed with every second that passes in tense silence, so you say, âOkay. I see.â
He swallowsâyou know what he wants to ask: âDo you like me like that, too?â but he doesnât voice it out loud. It hangs in the air, heavy and oppressive. You carefully deliberate your next words.
âWill you take me on a date, Yuuji?â you ask bluntly.
âWhat?â
âI saidââ
âNo, no, I heard what you said.â His eyes widen slightly, stark relief visible in his irises. âAre you sure? I meanâIâd love to. Yes. Iâll take you wherever you want to go, angel. You name it.â
You smile fondly at Yuujiâyou think if he had a tail, it would be wagging ferociously right about now. âFirst, you can get me a glass of water and some ibuprofen. Then weâll talk about date plans, âkay?â
Yuuji nods his head fervently. He rises out of bedâand quickly realizes that heâs still naked. âOhâshit, donât look,â he stammers, lunging for his boxers that were conveniently laid out on the floor as he blushes. Once heâs got those pulled on, he turns towards you. Youâve politely averted your eyes.
âIâll be back in a sec,â he murmurs, grabbing your attention by gently grasping your hand, pressing a kiss to your palm. âAnything else I should grab ya?â
You feel your face warm up at the affection as you shake your head. With a smile, Yuuji shuffles out of your room to go fetch your requested items.
As you sit in the quiet of your bedroom, listening to Yuuji rustle through the bathroom, you think that maybe fucking your roommate wasnât such a bad idea after all.
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bonus: say in the tags how old u were in the tags + what's your legal drinking age or, if u never drunk before, feel free to say your age too + why, if you have a reason why you don't drink!
#444#i was like 14? bc i'm eastern european lmaooo#my polls#polls#poll#alcohol#tw alcohol#cw alcohol
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