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FUCK. YES.

^tagged by @soctherapy but the post was getting too long

this isnt a win for me.......

Tags!: @rae-unbeloved @lil-gae-disaster @fictionalcharactergraveyard @livelaughlovelams @alexanderhamiltonhasafatass

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i think today was better than yesterday i don't really remember yesterday i just remember crying

but yeah im

i have this weird feeling of extreme boredom recently all the time and it makes every waking moment hurt idk how to explain it im doing everything i can do run from it

i got really angry and depressed today cause my game wouldn't work lol i wanted to play mk1 i bought the game but my laptop is too shit and that made me wanna die cause i was excited to play that

withdrawing from my friends again I just don't feel like talking to anyone other than my gf

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dont mind me. im just daydreaming how people would react to me killing myself. maybe they'll know what they lost by then

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when my mum cries over me in my doctors appointments i float out of my body and imagine killing her as brutally as possible

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want to cut myself open just to feel something

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pmdd is kicking my ass anyone have any coping tips?

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Valentine in Silent Hill 🎃

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Tell me where it hurts 😷💉

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fucking ruined me and my gfs anniversary because i was too depressed to call i need to leave her bc she's fucking better off without me i can't be FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER BECAUSE IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE but she's my lifeline i think i genuinely will commit if we break up she's all i have to live for SHES ALL I HAVE TO FUCKING LIVE FOR

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i might kill myself soon i honestly see no reason not to

im a tiny speck in the world i don't mean anything

i cant be good enough for the people i care about

every single day stings

im just so tired

i can't do this anymore

why am i dragging this out so much i just need to do it already there's no point in being alive at all

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how to you cope with chronic loneliness i can't fucking do this anymore i want to die

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i want to die i can't do this anymore

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do i need to kill myself or am i just tired

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How to get the constant emptiness and desire to do literally nothing out of me please

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The girls in suits because I said so