#cluster b

[hellhoundzzz]

and calling someone who's a little odd / weird: "psycho" , "schizo" , "crazy" and even "delulu" as a treat !!! 🫶🫶

"let's not be ableist!", "every mental illness should be respected" and "using slurs, especially ones that based on illnesses is wrong!" people after they call every abusive and evil person they met "narcissist", "psychopath" and "sociopath":😂👍

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

Narcissistic culture is daydreaming whole worlds where you are loved and cared for unconditionally, and even when you have faults, you are praised for recognizing them. Never improving, though, that's the limit.

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[skyrages]

There is not “a void inside of me”, there is a void BETWEEN us, that which i cannot reach across.

[doomedfromthewombfr]

I don’t need a villain in my life. I am my villain. The enemy is me, the chaos is me, the reason I can’t find peace is me

[manic-pixie-dream-cock]

Yeah fuck that shit

uhh???

[beetlepilled]

i hate that i have to control my emotional instincts to be seen as a "good person" but self entitled empaths don't even move a finger to stop acting like a piece of shit

[ur-all-fucking-idiots]

Npd culture is this silly picture

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

*displays textbook symptomatic behavior of my own disorder that I am well educated on* what’s my deal why am I like this

[ohara-n-brown]

As a late diagnosed autist I will say one of the most damaging but transformative experiences I've ever had was being misdiagnosed with BPD.

Everyday my heart goes out to people with BPD.

The amount of stigma and silencing they face is astonishing and sickening.

I took DBT for years. Therapists use to turn me away because of my diagnosis.

I would be having full blown autistic meltdowns, crying for help literally - but because I was labeled as BPD ANY time I cried I was treated as manipulative and unstable.

As if the only reason I could be crying was if I was out to trick someone.

95% of the books out there with Borderline in the title are named shit like 'How to get away from a person with Borderline', 'How to stop walking on eggshells (with a person who has BPD)'

I was never allowed to feel true pain or panic or need.

That was 'attention seeking behavior', not me asking for help when a disability was literally inhibiting my ability to process emotions.

There were dozens of times where I had a full meltdown and was either threatened with institutionalization or told I was doing it for attention.

My failing relationships weren't due to a communication issue, or the inability to read social cues. No, because I was labeled borderline, my unstable relationships were my fault. Me beggong nuerotypicals to just be honest and blunt with what they meant was me pestering them for validation.

Borderline patients can't win.

And the funny thing is - I asked my therapist about autism. I told her I thought I was on the spectrum.

BPD is WILDLY misdiagnosed with those with autism and I had many clear signs.

Instead - she told me 'If you were autistic we wouldn't be able to have this conversation'. She made me go through a list of autistic traits made clearly for children, citing how I didn't fit each one.

And then she told me that me identifying with the autism community was the BPD making me search for identity to be accepted - and that I wasn't autistic, just desperate to fit in somewhere.

I didn't get diagnosed for another ten years. For ten years I avoided the autism community - feeling as if I were just a broken person who wanted to steal from people who 'really needed it'.

Because of my providers - I began to doubt my identity MORE, not less.

Ten years of thinking I was borderline and being emotionally neglected and demonized by a system meant to help me.

To this day, I still don't trust neurotypicals. Not fully.

I know I'm not borderline now - but my heart aches for them. Not for the usual stuff. But for the stigma. And the asshole doctors. And the dismissiveness and threatening and the idea of institutionalization hanging over their head.

I love Borderline people. I always will. I'm not Borderline but if you are I love you and I'm sorry.

You're not a bad person. You're not a therapists worst nightmare, you are a human with valid feelings and fears.

Borderline people I'm sorry.

[happyherringbonkpickle]

[autopsyfreak]

my anhedonia is eating me alive so i’m making these mental illness memes to cope

[ladygrey111]

The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.

[chronicallyqueercoining2]

"We need more mental health acceptance and awareness!" Y'all still call ppl with cluster b disorders evil 💀

"We need more weird people!" Y'all COMBUST when someone is xenic 💀

"Healthy coping mechanisms are important!" When someone age regresses, you call them creepy 😭

"More people need to be proud of who they are!" When you see a furry, you cry 😭

(U should totes follow me if ur a supporter of these so I can b on the good side of tumblr XD /nf!)

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD culture is constantly questioning if you truly love someone or you just love them for what they can do.

Do I love them for their humour or because they give me supply? Do I love them for their appearance or because they love mine? Do I love them for their heart or do I just love that it's mine? (Accidental poem)

I second guess myself so much, I question every friendship I have. Am I really just keeping them around for my own sake, or do I truly care about them? If they left me tomorrow, would I miss them or would I miss how good they make me feel about myself?

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[skyrages]

Some of the insults I get like “monster” “heartless” “cold” implies like a PHYSICAL difference thing and i am really curious about the psychological source of it?