#suspected hpd

[nofuckingideawho]

I miss you I'm sorry please hug me

[borderline-culture-is]

BPD + suspected HPD culture is 'I need people to pay attention to me so I feel like I exist'

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[nofuckingideawho]

But the thoughts of you make me so high

You always leave me so. Empty.

[narcvampp]

` I don't give a fuck 'cuz I'm a millionare! `

INTRODUCTION POST

Nonhuman nightmare(godkin, vampkin, zombkin, dollkin, and therian)

HEAVILY disordered; Npd. Bpd. Hpd. Autism. Did. Ptsd

Memory loss. Psychosis. Depression

Anxiety. Suspected bipolar. Aspd traits. Hypersexual. Paraphile(Anti-contact, have multiple.)

'Obsessive love disorder' . StPD . + more

Proudly 'claimed' /ij, but in all seriousness, do not try to engage in a "friendship" unless we do so first. Our guard dog bites.

Taken + dating someone in my thoughts tbh

Minor. MDNI blogs can int, but we also do not check blogs before we int/follow back.

CW for some of our posts; we will post/rb shit about drugs, possible sexual content, violence, and ocassionally triggering topics(e.g., self harm, sa)

All of our names + pronouns.

No DNI, block us if we fit yours, we'll block you if we want. However, some of our stances are; anti-endo(of all breeds), anti-transid/radqueer/whatever you call yourselves, anti-contact paraphile for harming or non consenting actions.(e.g., acting on pedophilia or zoophilia)

Tags for posts; #vamp diary - all basic posts, #vamp sillies - responding to asks, #utterly insane - vent posts, #millionare - reblogs, #coffinshipping brainrot - exactly whar ir sounds like.

If you have any questions, our asks are open.

(Div creds @/mmadeinheavenn)

[jatlokgwo]

autism/adhd/hpd hybrid creature while i debait just remaking

the itty

[deadandbite]

I'm genuinely curious, so don't be shy

*Alt text* "I'm so edgy! I can take on anyone!"

[lunareclipse555]

Confession, I’ve actually had a very similar relationship as Nicole x Ari where I 100% was Nicole, the girl who was like Ari stuck around for over a year even though I never officially dated her and she’s STILL into me. In fact only reason I made her so obsessed was because I was piss drunk one day when we were out and I deadass said fuck it and slept with her… but I was SO BORED by it plus she’s not good lookin imo, I decided to fall asleep.

Funniest shit about the whole ordeal is that she did play class of 09, and she literally said I was like Nicole 💀

[card-carrying-system]

yknow. I hope one day we end up on r/systemcringe simply because we love stirring up a shit storm online and we literally don't care about cringe as a term.

[doomsdayradio]

"source: i know one person with hpd and decided thats what everyone with hpd is like" be so fucking fr right now💀

[nofuckingideawho]

I WANT ATTENTION FUCK YOU

[moonfalls-system]

One thing that annoys the crap out of me online is trying to look for other people who suffer from autocannibalism, because there isnt much actual research into it. But if you try to look for it online, all you get is romanticizing and fetishizing stuff.

It's often a firm of self harm, I just want someone who understands our struggles

[borderline-culture-is]

suspected bpd, hpd and dpd is basically "GIMME ATTENTION NOW!!!!!! PLS IM DESPERATE I NEED YOUR ATTENTION NOW PLSPLSPLSS IM DESPERATE IM GONNA DIE HERE IM GONNA ROT IF YOU DON'T:(((( PLSPLSPLSSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLS IK IM BEING ANNOYING RN AND IM VERY VERY VERYYY SORRY ABOUT THAT BUT I REALLY REALLY REAALLLLYYY NEED YOUR ATTENTION NOW :(("

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[arsonanarchyandanxiety]

Sigh. I guess I'll do one of these note things.

5 notes and I'll drink a glass of water

10 notes and I'll talk to my therapist about suspecting hpd

15 notes and I'll try to keep a plant alive

20 notes and I'll start going outside more

25 notes and I'll start tracking my screentime and attempting to lessen it

30 notes and I'll write one hundred words for my book

35 notes and I'll try to pick up a hobby I used to have before depression hit

40 notes and I'll start going out in public more

45 notes and I'll talk to my therapist about managing my hypersexuality

50 notes and I'll start cleaning my room. Maybe. Possibly.

55 notes and I'll try to start reading actual books more

60 notes and I'll wash all my clothes and try to start putting outfits together

65 notes and I'll make a schedule for my schoolwork and try to start doing it everyday.

70 notes and I'll go to a pride event

75 notes and I'll talk to my sister about why I haven't been interacting with her a lot

80 notes and I'll go to my sister's house

85 notes and I'll start telling my mother when other alters are fronting with me

90 notes and I'll try to talk to my friends more

95 notes and I'll tell my mother about my ED

100 notes and I'll start going to weekly events at the local library + try to make an irl friend

Luckily I'm a small blog and idk anyone with like . Tag lists ??? So I won't have to do many of these

No spam ig. I'll add more if it passes 100 in the next like year or smth idk.

The gimmicks found me so more. As I'm writing this I got three new notifications two of which are taglists.

110 and I'll try to get into drawing again

120 and I'll write a full chapter for my book

130 and I'll ask tumblr what they think of my book

140 and I'll talk to my only irl somewhat-friend again

150 and I'll ask previous mentioned person to hang out

160 and I'll try to eat healthier

170 and I'll make an altar for the entities in my room (religion thing)

180 and I'll try to officially work with a deity (religion thing)

190 and I'll try to fix my attention span

200 and I'll clean up the dirty dishes in my room

1k and I'll try to finish writing my entire book

(Caps warning)

IVE GOTTEN LIKE 20 NOTIFS WRITING THIS NOW IM SCARED.

[hpdcultureis]

Suspected SzPD + HPD is wanting to be admired like a prized artifact. Admired but not touched. It's craving empty calories. Wanting the taste, knowing it won't fulfill me. It's dramatizing events for attention, only to backpedal and say everything is fine when things become too personal or real. It's a constant back and forth, push and pull, hide-and-seek with people who love me, for no real gratification at all.

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[multiplicity-positivity]

Here’s some positivity for systems with HPD!

Histrionic personality disorder (HPD) is a serious mental illness that affects many systems. Folks with this disorder may find themselves feeling lonely or isolated from the community due to circumstances that are outside their control. However, it’s so important for us to acknowledge these systems, and to welcome them into our spaces with open arms! So here’s to all the systems with HPD out there!

🌹 Shoutout to systems who formed due to their HPD!

🏵 Shoutout to systems with HPD who are easily manipulated or prone to being influenced by others!

🌻 Shoutout to systems with HPD who feel uncomfortable, anxious, or upset when the focus is not on them!

🌹 Shoutout to headmates who are symptom holders for certain HPD traits!

🏵 Shoutout to systems with HPD who often have emotional outbursts or who struggle with emotional regulation!

🌻 Shoutout to systems with HPD who need constant reassurance from their loved ones in order to feel safe, loved, and secure!

🌹 Shoutout to systems with HPD who care a lot about fashion, their physical appearance, and how they’re perceived by others!

🏵 Shoutout to systems with HPD who are compulsory liars, who have harmed themselves or faked an illness for attention, or otherwise have displayed symptoms that others aren’t willing to accommodate or understand!

🌻 Shoutout to systems who suspect they may have HPD, or who are attempting self diagnosis!

🌹 Shoutout to systems with HPD who have lost friends and loved ones due to behaving inappropriately or being too much of an “attention seeker!”

🏵 Shoutout to systems who are learning to live with their HPD and accept it as an integral part of who they are!

We hope all systems with HPD can feel loved, accepted, and taken care of, today and every day! Please know that you are so loved and cherished, even if you don’t always feel like it. You belong here and are a vital part of the plural community just the way you are, and we are so happy to be able to share this space with you!

Please try to take it easy and show yourself and your system some gentle kindness today. You deserve so much love and support, and we want to uplift you however we can! Thank you so much for taking the time to read this, and have a wonderful day!

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

not culture but a question, no pressure if you dont want to reply

is possible to have NPD at the age of 16? does it mean something fitting the criteria at this age or is just being an asshole teenager? you can be as honest as you want i dont really care for "rude" answers, also would like other people answer too

(take what i say about professional diagnosis in this post with a grain of salt if you don't live in the united states. my perspective and knowledge of that part comes strictly from my experience living here, but i don't know where you live and it may be different there.)

heyo! i do believe it's possible, but self-diagnosis of that kind of thing at that age should obviously be handled with much care and consideration. i believe most people will exhibit traits and symptoms of their disorders before they reach adulthood, this especially makes sense considering PDs are in most cases born of childhood trauma. for example, from my memory, i've been exhibiting symptoms of my PDs since i was 11-12. my HPD and NPD symptoms specifically go even farther back than that in my memory.

the thing is in most cases as a minor you won't be diagnosed with NPD until you reach adulthood. i don't believe it's impossible to be diagnosed before 18, but that's usually in cases where the symptoms are extremely severe and overt (even then sometimes professionals just suck and fail to acknowledge it). i have also seen cases where minors have had their therapists just suspect it or medically acknowledge the symptoms, haulting a professional until the person turns 18.

with all that being said, it's important to put a lot of care if you're considering self-diagnosis in this case. make sure to do a lot of proper research and examine your own unique situation and symptoms. and also remember, it is okay to be wrong. i'm not implying that you inherently are, but a lot of people have this mindset that if they're incorrect about their self-diagnosis it means they were a horrible faker all along. that is not true. it is okay to make missteps and be wrong on the journey to figuring yourself out.

as i'll always say, even if you don't turn out to have NPD, if you benefited from resources related to it, that's truly all that matters. you don't need to worry too much about putting label on what's going on if you don't want to, alleviating symptoms and taking care of yourself is all that truly matters at the end of the day.

people can feel free to add on. i had a difficult time putting words together on this one tbh and i definitely didnt cover every angle and nuance of this topic