#did stuff

[roseangelxx]

My biggest sexual fantasy? Having the people in my life to actually want me instead of tolerate me.

[skullergeist]

traumagenic DID sys here :)

Guys:( I'm in endo land:( save me:( traumagen / anti endos PLEASE interact

[botanical-garden-system]

“Chat” but in a “My system is as big as some average numbers streamers get” way.

[lgbtransgirl]

I feel like I got the "vanilla" experience of having DID.

What do you mean there's non-humans, that's possible?!?

Wait, your headspace is that complex??? Mine is just... A big dome house with different views...

IS THAT WALTER WHITE?!? WHAT DO YOU MEAN INTROJECT!?!?

I'm just... Six people. In a house. No introjects/fictives/factives, all human alters.

[lemony-ink]

reminder that fictives struggling with missing people from source that they have memories with are valid and deserve space and time to process their situation !!!

[skullergeist]

that’s just wild lmaooooo ppl will say anything honestly

If I see one more "number names are ramcoa exclusive!" In a server I'm going to crash out. It's not that deep I'm afraid

[burningsolarsystem]

Is there a term for like an introject-adjacent alter?

Say an alter is heavily inspired by a fictional character (same name, personality, likes, etc), but isn't that character, is there a term for that?

Something between fictive and brainmade. Or just between introject and brainmade.

Just asking for my one alter.

[purely-angelix]

Our friend knows about our system and he has always been extremely interested in the concept, as well as finding any way to support us.

He plays DND. And a few days ago, he comes to me and says "wanna see my new character"? Guys I cried. Genuinely. He made the most accurate and humanizing character that has DID.

The character has the host, a protector, and a persecutor. The persecutor gets a whole arc where he becomes less angry and heals. It's just. It's beautiful and it made me feel so seen and loved.

🌙

[quailavenuesystem]

Girl, why should I focus on syscourse? I have school work to do and a life to live that doesn't revolve around delegitimizing someone else's identity. People still think of DID as a murderer mental illness, we have bigger fish to fry than our fellow freaks, target destigmatizing DID before you decide to be a horrible person. I'm sorry I like to try and be considerate of some of my takes but honestly I'm so tired of people doing infighting.

With love,

Milo

[skullergeist]

hello!! my name is also moth (but you can call me miqui!) isn’t that crazy?!

PLEASEEEEE ASKS PLEASEEEEEEEE I BEEEEEEEGGG. IM SO BORED AND WANNA TALK TO PEOPLE AND HAVE INTERACTIONS!! AND WANNA MAKE FRIENDS!!!

PLEASE THOUGH... NOT THE DONATION ASKS IT WILL BE DELETED AND BLOCKED CAUSE WE GET SPAMMED WITH IT, MOST ARE JUST STOLEN FROM OTHERS ASKING THAT AND WE CANT DONATE ANYWAY ALREADY ANSWERED THEM BEFORE TOO

-MOTH

[t0yb0xxsys]

guys this might be a dumb and obvious question but like…do some of your alters/parts want to be perceived as separate people and some of them really don’t…? like some of them don’t even want names or pronouns and others like to be completely individual and separate.

on sysblr the normalization of alters being separate people is everywhere but i never see people talk about some of their alters not wanting to be separate from the body. idk if any of that makes sense

[thenightsystem]

just found this. This is how DID feels most of the time

-host

[songs-by-the-river]

I really hate seeing others say how they want DID or think it's so cool when they're a singlet cuz why???? Why would you want this??? I genuinely can't comprehend why someone would purposely try to create a system either because this sucks

And don't get me wrong I absolutely love my head mates, I adore Saturn, Astrid and 404 are fucking cool as shit and I love everyone else, even the hurt ones, even our persecutors, but I would give literally anything if it meant I could have my own body away from them, I wish I could be physically detached from Saturn so I could give him actual hugs and kisses, I wish i could go get my own little job maybe at a library or smth simple and quiet, i wish I could look like myself instead of this body.

I just don't understand why anyone would want this

[botanical-garden-system]

Whenever I see someone saying they “wish they were a system,” I don’t think: “Oh how DARE they try to mock this shit that debilitates me every day!”

I think, “I wonder what in this world could make them feel like they need to have multiple voices in their head.” I think, “Are they lonely..? Did they even have any friends whilst growing up..? Were they neglected..?”

I understand because I also felt this way as a little kid, elementary school age (5-10). **I** wanted to be less alone as a kid, so I created imaginary characters that began to separate and distinguish themselves from one another. While yes, I had some major events of trauma, my trauma was what I thought as “monotonous” or “insignificant.” I just wanted someone to talk to, someone to confide in. I didn’t feel safe telling an adult what I went through, so it was stored in another alter.

You guys are so quick to jump at someone you have no information on in any way. You don’t know how educated this person is on the complexities of DID, and you don’t know what the person went through at all.

Please stop being so harsh and aggressive towards people figuring themselves out.. you would want that grace too..

[dandelion-system]

*is a system*

*decides to watch a show with decidedly mentally unwell characters*

*stressful situation begins*

*does not stop watching the show*

*relates a bit too hard*

*starts copying the mannerisms and speech patterns unconsciously*

“Oh. Oh no”

[littlest-bugz]

How it feels when your system is trying to make any important decision