#tw vent

[pookiei-bookie]

Is this.. not normal?? NO?? LMFAOOO

ABANDONMENT ISSUES GO BRRR

I’ll always be more scared of you leaving me then caring for myself

Whatever you want I’ll give

 My heart, my soul, every fucking thing

[violetgotfree]

i went over to my brothers house to get out of eating. and my mom literally texted my brother to make sure i ate and he refused to lie so i had to eat 50 cals worth of food. everyone is sick of my shit rn.

[bugg-bonez]

FFFFFFFUCCKCKKKK ITS ANOTHER VENT PIECE.

So yet again I shall send the art and then explain below it

It's mainly of me and my source, feeling as though I will inevitably meet them in some way again. Through another system or otherwise. And I would be glad to see them once more, but I would know that everything that follows won't be the same. That I have forgotten it all, and I cant remember their names or my own occasionally. There is no winning, either I sit in my lonesome, no one but another version of myself who understands and knows about the loops, or I find them again, and cause more damage for my own selfish needs. However,even if just briefly, I have a new family. They help me remember things when I forget. I care for them and they care for me. I know that they don't understand completely, but that doesn't matter. They're my family,and it means so much to me that they've been here. That they've stayed.

The found family members are on the parts referring to the sunset.

Mal du Pays is here too because their entire existence is the embodiment of despair, sadness,homesickness, etc etc. So they're obviously gonna be there for some bits as SYMBOLISMMMMM RAHHHHH

anyhoo, yeah that's itttt!!!! If yr one if my found family members and saw this, shhhhh no you didn't "Frin you literally drew me right there" no shhhhh you're imagining thingsssss shhhhhhhhh wdymmmmmm /sil

[fvckyujay]

“Binging because you ate two cookies

Is like

Stomping on your phone because you dropped it”

[thecorvidforest]

boy it would be nice to be able to google something related to personality disorders, psychosis, intellectual disabilities, autism, DID/OSDD, etcetera without finding majority articles that are like “how to deal with a person with X” “how to cope with your child with X” “how to spot someone faking X” “can people with X be cured?”

[themindofmine]

I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living

[chiyeko-kurea]

My last breath will be a sigh of relief.

[cherrycolouredcollars]

You ever just look in the mirror and realise youve been anorexic for so long and still have nothing to show for it LOL i am cracking at the seams

[puppyguur]

:33

[pinkistufff]

idk how much longer i can force myself to stay alive

[crush-echoes]

ok yeah so im 90 percent sure they actually stopped caring and i have no idea why but two can play that game! i will never make friends again.

[violetgotfree]

i just weighed in at 89 lbs, with a hoodie and sweatpants on at the end of a day. let’s go. 🪽

[vixensofdeath]

the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day

[the-scraped-angel]

it's funny how little things make me violently upset and angry

[stahr-critter]

i could wait