#derealization

[braaainwaaash]

[clawzinc]

[moriintus]

Memories from my grandparent's yard.

[missing-childhood]

I wish time would stop, if just for a bit, so I could experience the bliss of not fearing tomorrow.

[xmortem09]

I just wanna rot away and dissolve into nothing.

[rabbitplanet]

Do you still regret it?

[horrifierproject]

[thefluxsystem]

You know what the worst part of having a dissociative disorder is, for me personally?

The emotional amnesia.

Your entire life feels like something that you watched on TV, rather than something that you actually lived through.

You know that some of the most horrific things imaginable have happened to you, and you feel nothing about it. Sure, the memories disgust you on principle, but you don’t feel anything.

It makes you question if anything that you remember is real. If that actually happened, shouldn’t it feel significant? Shouldn’t you be sad, angry, hurt, something?

And to top it all off, nobody understands. Not even yourself.

[junabuggy]

[softytothecore]

[braaainwaaash]

[brutalcomplex]

[deceased-bunny]

Derealization

[moriintus]

[missing-childhood]

I am my own downfall. Over and over, the cycle repeats.