#derealization

[groveposting]

.....holy fucking shit

IT ISN'T JUST ME??

ive been feeling so so sosososososo invalid abt my trauma lately becos of my lack of emotion towards what happened to us, and here i am learning that's a common experience.

thank you, genuinely. -🍄

You know what the worst part of having a dissociative disorder is, for me personally?

The emotional amnesia.

Your entire life feels like something that you watched on TV, rather than something that you actually lived through.

You know that some of the most horrific things imaginable have happened to you, and you feel nothing about it. Sure, the memories disgust you on principle, but you don’t feel anything.

It makes you question if anything that you remember is real. If that actually happened, shouldn’t it feel significant? Shouldn’t you be sad, angry, hurt, something?

And to top it all off, nobody understands. Not even yourself.

[ariadne-mouse]

It's a good look.

[clawzinc]

[braaainwaaash]

[2019mordor]

[mysteriousimages]

[pepperediris]

i dont know

[moriintus]

Memories from my grandparent's yard.

[iwentghost]

[horrifierproject]

[ariadne-mouse]

Fucking LOSING it that 1) this is what gets Merlin back to consciousness and 2) this trait is so deeply obvious in him that the Granddaughter knew to try it in the first place

[brutalcomplex]

[braaainwaaash]

[missing-childhood]

I wish time would stop, if just for a bit, so I could experience the bliss of not fearing tomorrow.

[sunnypuppyy]

chat do you ever get the feeling that your body isn’t your own and rather that there is something trapped beneath your skin struggling to escape or is that just the derealization

[deceased-bunny]

Derealization