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This is why my personal Pain Scale has 1 as “No Pain” [healthy].
Because I experience 0, “No Pain and that is a Bad Thing.”
(definitely also experience at least -3 of the mood scale several times a month at work…..)
we usually think of mood as a scale from 1-5, but there's actually a negative scale too, where the frown turns back into a smile, but just a little insane !
#pain scale#emotional scale#mood scale#dissasociation#unhealthy coping mechanisms#i don’t know what i’m doing#but i should be hurting more#and the fact i’m not scares me
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When Whumpee is lying on their back, hand covering one of their (bleeding) wounds as they stare up.
Too much pain, too much happened. They can't move. Physically, they could. But right now all they can do is just lie there and breathe.
The danger is gone, the fight is over.
They're still horribly injured, and might die. But for the first time in so long, they don't have to move.
So they don't.
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//WARNING: meltdown, dissociation, spiraling//
I'm proud of you and all your accomplishments! Everything will be okay <3
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt comic#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt raph#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#turtle tots#i feel like i had things i wanted to say while making this and now im just at a lost for words#stimming#autistic donnie#nonverbal donnie#until the end i guess oops#take care of yourself <3#tw meltdown#meltdown#cw meltdown#tw dissociation#dissasociation#cw dissociation#im going to sleep now lol#thank you for joining me on this journey
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Co-workers: you're so anti-social, always in your little world.
Me: *sitting in the corner, disassociating while writing my book in my head*
#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writer stuff#writerscommunity#my writing#writing#writers#tumblr writing community#maladaptive daydreaming#obsessive daydreaming#writers life#writer memes#writing community#writer community#writing memes#spacing out#dissasociation#lost in my thoughts#tumblr writers#authors of tumblr#writing is hard#i need sleep#writing inspiration#do not disturb
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Painting a dream I had that stains my mind till this day. Being out in the open ocean at night 🌟
#artists on tumblr#paintings#sea#ocean#open ocean#seems like depression but once it’s finished it’ll be a different story#mental health#dreams#painting a dream that visited me#painting it will unstain it#darkness#dissasociation#layers#black#00l6
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⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖🎀 ࣪ Disassociation queen ⋆🎀౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
#lana del rey#girl interrupted#girlblog#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#lizzy grant#girlhood#manic pixie dream girl#im just a girl#coquette dollete#sparkle jump rope queen#so me coded#coquette#dollcore#girl blog#girlblog interrupted#tumblr girls#i wanna be perfect#i need a lobotomy#dissasociation#queen of the gas station#esoteric#girl boss gaslight gatekeep#i wanna be sk1nn1#girl blogger#black swan#pinterest#natalie portman#sharing the secret#sofia coppola
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every day it gets harder to live. I get out of bed and don’t know what I’m doing, I don’t know who I am, I don’t know what I want or need. I simply do not exist.
#bpd stuff#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd symptoms#mental problems#mentally fucked#actually borderline#borderline blog#bpd problems#bpd struggles#depersonalization#tw depressing stuff#depressing shit#dissociative identity disorder#personality disorder#dissasociation#borderline personality disorder#self isolation#major depressive disorder#bpd#depressing quotes#tw depressing thoughts#bpd things#depressing life#bpd thoughts#bpd shit#bpd traits#depressiv#mentally unstable#mentally tired
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every day, i feel less and less real ✶⋆.˚
#3ating d1sorder#3d but not sheeren#3d f4st#3d not sheeran#4nor3xia#4norexla#tw 3d vent#tw ed ana#⭐️ve#⭐️ ing motivation#mental health#mental illness#actually mentally ill#disordered eating mention#dissacociation#dissociation#actually dissociative#dissasociation#dissasociative#cw vent#vent post#vent#venting#personal vent#vent ish#hell is a teenage girl#girl interrupted
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#furbycore#furby#alternative#photography#emocore#emo aesthetic#compartmentalizing#dissasociation#depersonalization#2000's nostalgia
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Dude, the fact that you smile so fucking bright after all that shit that you went through>>>>>
#actually bpd#bpd#bpd thoughts#d3ath#d3pression#s3lf harn#bpd safe#s3lfharmm#tw s3lf harm#family#bpd blog#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd splitting#bpd vent#anxi4ty#anxienty#anxitey#anxeity#anxiété#tw death#tw depression#d3athsp0#d3pr3ss10n#dissasociation#borderline problems#borderline thoughts#actually borderline#borderline pd#sorry for being depressing
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I’m a disaster… I’m a fuck up… I’m a disappointment… I’m a disgrace… I’m a poor excuse of a person…
#borderline personality disorder#bpd safe#mentally fucked#dissapointment#bpd vent#mental health#tw self loathing#mentalheathawareness#bpd thoughts#cptsd#ptsd#depersonalisation disorder#depersonalisation and derealisation#dissasociation#im exhausted#youre not alone#anxiety#depression#i hate waking up#i hate it here
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Whumpee who has freed themselves, and is back to safety. They're sitting on the edge of the bed as medics/healers are taking care of them, and they just feel numb.
They barely register the touch of the medic, barely respond to the questions asked. They know they should probably feel pain, or relief, or anything, but it feels like they're underwater, and everything is muted.
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Okay wait so dream had a vision of the future kinda like what shattered dream had and tried to change the future is that what happened?
Dream: my eyelights Nightmare: the villagers are giving us a lot of stuff. it's nice. Dream: my eyelights. Nightmare: i like your new eyelights. Dream: please keep yours. Nightmare: …I'll try?
Villager: Dream, I need to talk to you. Dream: oh! is this about your dislike of my brother or your house burning down? i heard about it. that must've really sucked :) busy lately? Villager: uh- yeah. My sister was terribly injured in the fire, so we need apples for her recovery.
Villager: my mommy told me to give you this Dream: thank you, Charlie. tell your mom i said hi. Villager: it's a pie. Dream: thank you. Villager: she says your brother is a bad person and should be executed. i think i agree, 'cuz he's really scary. Dream: he's really nice. you should be nice to him. Villager: oh. okay! he's still really scary though.
Prophecy Nightmare: HEY. Dream: AAAAAA-
Villagers: "Are you okay?" "Dream, can I get an apple?" "Are you okay?" "Are you okay?" "Are you okay?" "Can I have an apple?" "Are you okay?" "Are you okay?"
Nightmare: are you gonna sleep tonight? Dream: no Nightmare: did i- do something wrong-? Dream: no Nightmare: are you okay? Dream: no Dream: yes
Prophecy Nightmare: LYING TO YOUR BRO? COLD. Dream: god damn it
#dream sans#nightmare sans#past events#heavy topics#eye strain#i think#dissasociation#insomnia#sleep deprivation#hallucinations#arson#implied violence#child abuse#house burning#manipulation#death wishes#death mentions#death threats#kind of#discrimination#maybe?#most of this is tagged so people can filter it out so i want to cover all the bases#queue
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How To Write Supressed Memories
From @differentnighttale we have a new ask: "How do I write a character who becomes a murderer without knowing while dealing with his repressed or surpressed memories?"
The condition that causes "repressed memories" is called dissociative amnesia.
A) Dissociative Amnesia
Dissociative Amnesia is caused when a traumatic or stressful event is so emotionally overwhelming that the brain builds walls surrounding the memories. This either blocks out severe or long-term trauma.
In most cases, the person still has the memories but they're just kept seperate from the everyday consciousness. Ultimately, dissociative amnesia is one of many different kinds of coping mechanisms that the brains adopts whenever a situation is so deeply traumatic and life-altering that the brain needs to shove it away.
However, despite the fact that the consciousness can't actively recall the memories, the traumatic event would still impact their behavior subconsciously.
For example:
giving them a phobia with seemingly no beginning
a refusal to enter in locations for no obvious reason
an avoidance of certain types of people
flashbacks
nightmares
Most people aren't aware of their missing memories until outside circumstances remind them. For example, military men with PTSD might forget the days following the return until someone mentions it.
This time can stretch from days after the trauma to months to even years.
B) Can Murder Be Traumatizing?
Answer: it depends
If the person is murdering people with a cold-hearted attitude and generally fine with murder, then they probably wont be traumatized.
However, if these murders were commited by a person when the tensions were high then it might result in dissociative amnesia.
Another contributing factor in this hyperspecific scenario might be the person's own internal beliefs of themselves! If someone is so convinced they are a great person, then they might shove down memories where they weren't a good person.
#writeblr#writing#on writing#creative writing#writing advice#writers#writer#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#fiction writing#writing community#writing inspiration#dissasociation#dissociative amnesia#repressed#repressed memories
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I exist. And for today. That certainty. Is enough.
#trans girl#transfem#shit post#shitpost#trans#dissasociation#depersonalization#derealization#trauma#childhood trauma#mental illnsss#optomism
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