#3ating d1sorder

[hhurtingg]

my fav b0d¥checks of mine (bмi 16-17)

[blvckswvnn]

[http-vyvanse-vixen]

Rn I am getting worse clearly

[hhurtingg]

locking tf in now bcz ive been binging so bad recently, going back to omad every day and restricting whenever i can

[needtokeepup]

i dont even crave food anymore.

i crave the attention,

the worry from others

the questions and whispers

“is she sick?”

“you look like you’ve lost a lot of weight”

the attention fuels me to keep going.

[minimimiminimimiminimimi]

People don't talk enough about how much more difficult school and work make 4n4. Like I'm juggling 15 college credits, a part time job, ballet, and like, a whole ass life??? It's so overwhelming sometimes, the brain fog/ exhaustion are no joke. I can't afford to fail out or get fired because I made a stupid mistake. Also being constantly out of control of the food around me or what I have access to.

[http-vyvanse-vixen]

How does someone have an eating disorder for 14 years and still end up fat that's pathetic of me never again

i feel ashamed that i have an ed and i am not skinny

[velvetwish-22]

The only person I’m competing with is myself.

Can I beat my last fast?

Can I go longer this time?

Can I lose another pound?

How about another kg?

Can I do it faster this time?

Can I be more disciplined this time?

[tutu233322]

I would be soooo skinny if I didn’t have parents 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[http-vyvanse-vixen]

Honestly for my size it shouldn't even be a three digit number

There's no reason my cal intake should ever be a four digit number

[saddi3grl]

[onevibrant]

Pants getting loose is so fun but also unsettling like wdym I used to be fat enough to fit into those?

[bigmouthstrkesagain]

when im hungry i open tumblr . that’s it

[anaiwin]

im new here and using tumblr as a way to vent since i can't let anyone know im back on my ed including my therapist :(

if you’re an 3d account please reblog this!! i need more mutuals<4

[cheekyapple444]

I literally feel like this every single time