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guys i just drank a litre of coffee um

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i love the sirens album cover its so ︎❤︎

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i was dreading school coming again but its so much easier to ⭐️ve now

and i get so many steps in without even noticing i love it ugh

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lunch <3

212 c4ls 🤍

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my social anxiety is going to be the death of me

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sing you a lullaby, where they die at the end

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theres a demon (my mother) trying to stop me from doing gods work (losing w3ight)

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today is sunday and ive decided im going to try not w3igh myself again until next sunday!!

apparently it can be more motivating to see a bigger drop in w3ight because itll feel like youre making a lot of progress so hopefully thisll work and hopefully ill be able to stop myself from w3ighinv for a week

ive tried doing this before and would give in and w3igh myself after two days 😭

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my steps today ⭐️

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mfs be like "just eat"

no but what do i eat? how many calories does it have? what's in there? how many portions is it? can I weigh it? from where do i eat? do i eat from the fridge? from the pantry? do I get take out? are there calories on the menu? is it good value food or bad value food? is it processed? what plate do I put it in? do I even need a plate? do you want me to eat it whole? do I need a fork a knife a spoon a bowl? do I eat in my room? do I eat in the kitchen? in the living room? do I eat alone? do you want to eat together? will you watch me eat? will somebody judge me for eating this? all of this, some of this, if i get it just to throw it away afterwards. I can't eat after this. I need to eat again after this. I didn't eat so I could eat this. I won't eat so I'll be able to eat that. if I drink something with it I'll be less hungry. what do I drink? how many calories are there in that milkshake? in that coke? in that glass of milk? in that cup of tea? did you put sugar in there? did you put oil in the pan? butter in the recipe? milk in the coffee? I can't just eat it like that.

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my mum filled the cabinets with all my f3ar/b1nge f0ods and im not even tempted to eat any 🦋

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new yt video posted 🤍

forgot to tell everyone that ive posted my first youtube video!!!

im super excited

my youtube is @pr3ttypartynation if you wanna check it out <3

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today is my first day in weeks where ive managed to stay under 1000 c4ls!!!!

i know it sounds like a lot but ive been struggling with r3str1cting for agessss and today im finally back!!!!

locked in for november 🤍

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oh we are so back

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i made a youtube channel!!!

just to let you guys knowwww i have a channel on youtube now called @pr3ttypartynation so if youre interested check it out im gonna be posting soon!!!!