#4narex1a

[illegalpinkbones]

How do you see @na?

I will go first:

She’s my Siren

[cokezerobug]

why do I feel like I want to eat everything and nothing at once

[mylove0701]

random legspo

[a-star-riding-through-clouds]

Y’all as someone active on EDblr I just entered a WhatsApp Ana/mia group and I’m utterly traumatised. Like Wdym you have THAT many requirements to enter the group im scared the fuck. Also they’re so mean 😭 this bitches scare me they have punishments if you overeat and like… ew no I hate it. WTF ONE OF THE PUNISHMENTS Is SH girl I’m terrified. back to tumblr I don’t wanna be there anymore

This shits out of a movie

[chaneladdixt]

#needthat

[gotfreeviolet]

i might not have universities knocking on my door, but i do have multiple 3d residentials calling me nonstop begging me to come asap

[rvttenangel]

IM SLOWLY LOSING THIGH FAT THIS IS MOTIVATING ME SO MUCH OMFG

[sevenstarcigerette]

Hiii I'm looking for dancer thinspo, anyway you could make some please??

Yes of course!!

Hope this is what you're looking for ♡

(all pics from 📌)

[fawnangelrexiie]

I just want to look like i'm hurting constantly, like I pretty much already do emotionaly

I just want to look like just staying alive is something taking a lot of energy from me, which is actually already the case mentally

like every breath can be my last, like I could collapse or break at any given moment

I just want to look as sick as I am in my head

[cute-sk1nn1-bunny]

Guys, my boyfriend just cheated on me with my friend who is soooo much skinner than me. I always knew I'm not worthy of love because I'm fat

[illegalpinkbones]

[cokezerobug]

i’ve had probably 900 calories for dinner oh my god I want to p🚽rge but it’s already been an hour and a half. burning as many calories as I can before i’m exhausted bc im SICK!!! not eating anything tonorrow wtf

[sadstrever]

i know i haven’t posted in a while sorry, my life is just falling apart. long story short, in the beginning of this week, i fainted in front of my entire extended family. it was one of the most humbling and terrifying things that has ever happened to me, i felt like suddenly all my bullshit got exposed, and i can’t pretend like i’m okay anymore. they wanted to drive me to the hospital and i just persisted that i was okay despite the fading bruise on my cheek and my chapped lips turning blue. i hate what i did to myself. i’m going to keep having fucking hospital visits for the rest of my life and never get better. why can’t i get better man.

yeah whatever so things aren’t great. that’s okay. it’ll get better. one day, this’ll just be a part of my past that i barely remember and cringe when i do. i hope so. i really fucking hope so. i’ve been like this for too many fucking years im so tired. i don’t know who i am. my personality is the way my body looks each day and my drug of choice. it’s not me. this isn’t me. i hope some day soon i can exist. be something greater than a drunk malnourished girl in high school and a sad stupid cringe anonymous tumblr girl.

also i gained 1lbs even though i’m still fasting. the fucking stress is getting to me, i haven’t eaten since christmas😐😐😐😐😐😐😐why am i gaining a lb.

[a-star-riding-through-clouds]

The humanisation of 4norex1a and bul1m1a through the characters of “Ana” and “Mia” contribute to the romanticisation (and by extension perpetuation) of this disorders amongst teenagers

(Oooo fancy fancy writing)

When we get overexposed to a certain term, thing, or idea we begin to understand it as natural. Essentially we rationalise it. The terms an0r3xia and bul1m1a aren’t necessarily “normalised” in the average persons daily vocabulary. A “normal” person views this as d1s0rd3rs, But names are just names. Hearing about Ana and Mia doesn’t make the sirens go off like hearing abt an0r3xia and bul1m1a does.

When we see skinny beautiful girls online saying they have Ana, and sharing mealspo and talking about their fasts, and how Ana is their friend, how she gave them wings and made them beautiful…

If that’s what Ana is portrayed as who wouldn’t want to be an0r3xic?

But no. You don’t want to be an0r3xic. You want to be Ana. This beautiful skinny girl with long hair and clean skin. This is the image EDblr often puts out.

Yes, a lot of us are romanticising our d1s0rd3rs as a form of coping with them. But when showing an idealised image of Ana and Mia (we’ll mostly Ana I haven’t seen that many ppl romanticise Mia) we end up perpetuating this deseases. Young teens who wouldn’t be developing an ED end up being lured in by this image, and by the time we realise this things aren’t pretty… it’s too late.

That is the first stage, the romanticisation stage; normalising the name. but then; We end up normalising now not just Ana and Mia but an0r3xia and bul1m1a. We are no longer shaken by this words like we should be. And when we end up normalising them to ourselves, we project them as something normal to others.

Here is where I believe most of EDblr ends up promoting this deseases, no matter how many times you say you’re pro recovery, when you normalise having an ED you perpetuate the idea that it’s not something serious, even if you know it is. Yes, it’s part of your life. But that doesn’t mean its something normal. Normalising it is what I believe makes this side of tumblr so dangerous for tweens and teens.

Anyways, idfk what this post is meant to be, but this are just some thoughts I had. Don’t take em seriously I’m just stating what I think with funny fancy wordings.

[melancholicarrogance]

they gaslight so much kms

[gotfreeviolet]

guys should i post my own bódÿ çhëčk since im at 85 lbs … i haven’t done one yet here