#4n0rexic

[http-vyvanse-vixen]

I can taste the flat tummy on my tongue see my problem is I’m so self aware that I’m far too pretty to be fat I am fuckin gorgeous my face and old body has songs and poems written about it but since having a baby and gaining all this weight I’m no longer the girl they wrote songs about im still the pretty face being written about but I’m just a pretty fat girl even if my boyfriend tells me he likes me how I am how can I believe him when I’m the biggest girl he’s dated and I’m like 2.5x his size and I refuse to be bigger than him any longer regardless of what he says

[cokezerobug]

why do I feel like I want to eat everything and nothing at once

[ivunnii]

im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat,

why am i so fat?

[http-vyvanse-vixen]

I want them to see me at my best not at my worse

I love all of my friends, but sometimes I want to ignore everyone and hide away until I'm skinny

[a-star-riding-through-clouds]

Y’all as someone active on EDblr I just entered a WhatsApp Ana/mia group and I’m utterly traumatised. Like Wdym you have THAT many requirements to enter the group im scared the fuck. Also they’re so mean 😭 this bitches scare me they have punishments if you overeat and like… ew no I hate it. WTF ONE OF THE PUNISHMENTS Is SH girl I’m terrified. back to tumblr I don’t wanna be there anymore

This shits out of a movie

[3g1rlm1s3rabl]

this book & black coffee ☆

[gotfreeviolet]

i might not have universities knocking on my door, but i do have multiple 3d residentials calling me nonstop begging me to come asap

[cokezerobug]

i’m so so proud of this week omg gonna keep it up

[rvttenangel]

IM SLOWLY LOSING THIGH FAT THIS IS MOTIVATING ME SO MUCH OMFG

[illdiethin]

the only thing i have been losing is my sanity

[16candleangel]

I know I’m not exactly the dictionary image of 4nor3xia but like… I was drawing shit like this in high school and nobody was concerned?? Okay…. Thanks a lot for your concern guys…

[a-star-riding-through-clouds]

The humanisation of 4norex1a and bul1m1a through the characters of “Ana” and “Mia” contribute to the romanticisation (and by extension perpetuation) of this disorders amongst teenagers

(Oooo fancy fancy writing)

When we get overexposed to a certain term, thing, or idea we begin to understand it as natural. Essentially we rationalise it. The terms an0r3xia and bul1m1a aren’t necessarily “normalised” in the average persons daily vocabulary. A “normal” person views this as d1s0rd3rs, But names are just names. Hearing about Ana and Mia doesn’t make the sirens go off like hearing abt an0r3xia and bul1m1a does.

When we see skinny beautiful girls online saying they have Ana, and sharing mealspo and talking about their fasts, and how Ana is their friend, how she gave them wings and made them beautiful…

If that’s what Ana is portrayed as who wouldn’t want to be an0r3xic?

But no. You don’t want to be an0r3xic. You want to be Ana. This beautiful skinny girl with long hair and clean skin. This is the image EDblr often puts out.

Yes, a lot of us are romanticising our d1s0rd3rs as a form of coping with them. But when showing an idealised image of Ana and Mia (we’ll mostly Ana I haven’t seen that many ppl romanticise Mia) we end up perpetuating this deseases. Young teens who wouldn’t be developing an ED end up being lured in by this image, and by the time we realise this things aren’t pretty… it’s too late.

That is the first stage, the romanticisation stage; normalising the name. but then; We end up normalising now not just Ana and Mia but an0r3xia and bul1m1a. We are no longer shaken by this words like we should be. And when we end up normalising them to ourselves, we project them as something normal to others.

Here is where I believe most of EDblr ends up promoting this deseases, no matter how many times you say you’re pro recovery, when you normalise having an ED you perpetuate the idea that it’s not something serious, even if you know it is. Yes, it’s part of your life. But that doesn’t mean its something normal. Normalising it is what I believe makes this side of tumblr so dangerous for tweens and teens.

Anyways, idfk what this post is meant to be, but this are just some thoughts I had. Don’t take em seriously I’m just stating what I think with funny fancy wordings.

[little-miru]

I realised today that my uniform is loose on me, to the point that I can pull my trousers down/off my hips without even unbuttoning or unzipping them. I’m not even sk!nny yet but I’m certainly not as f@t as I was before. Very motivating ngl

[melancholicarrogance]

they gaslight so much kms

[http-vyvanse-vixen]

I’ve already lost some weight in under a week even after eating small portions to not get caught I’m kinda proud

so that every time they see me, i'm th1nn3r

[onevibrant]

Pants getting loose is so fun but also unsettling like wdym I used to be fat enough to fit into those?