#@n@ blog

[vivyzka]

collarbone th!n$pro 🩷

[ivunnii]

im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat, im so fat,

why am i so fat?

[etherealbunnies]

when you're so shit at your ed that your therapist stops weighing you LMAO

#wannorexia moment

[random-3d-thoughts]

what i ate today!

Total: 307 cal

Trying to do a liquid fast this week! I wasn't planning on having a protein drink, but I was getting shaky at work and I have to hand hot drinks out a drive thru window, so i had to do something about that lol. Other than that, think i did pretty okay :)

[little-miru]

3rd day in a row b!ng!ng. Might jump off a cl!ff later idk

(I feel sick omg)

[shacelt0n]

Coming home to an empty empty flat knowing there’s absolutely nothing to b1ng€ on is so incredibly liberating.

[taylohillstannn12121212000]

[anomgirll03]

I had a dream last night that I had an ultimatum. He said or you eat these moldy rotten old chocolates that really look horrible HORRIBLE in my dream I almost threw up. Or I’m gonna go trough your phone and make all your nudes public! LIKE WHAT IS THAT FOR AN ULTIMATUM!

But I really couldn’t eat the chocolates but then I looked trough my phone for the nudes and all my nudes I was fat except for the ones from last year. But if those come out everyone can see how fat i actually am and then I woke up and I was like fuck I need to lose weight again people can see I got fat again and nobody is telling me and I need the hard truth even tho I already know…

But today I’ve had breakfast I’ll push myself to go on a walk 5k steps (I’ve been really ill so any form of exercise is hard on me). I’ll try and skip lunch and have fish for dinner. And start my fast at 7pm

[ivunnii]

i hate feeling full, it’s so fucking disgusting. hunger is the worse.

[cadaverousrat]

What are some of your favorite saf€ f00ds under 200 cal0r!es that require minimal effort to cook?

[lowcaltrashkitty]

for someone who thinks about their disorder constantly i sure do suck at this

[etherealbunnies]

if ed, why no skinny

[little-miru]

5 days into 2025 and im still not sk!nny

[iwillreachmydream2]

REMINDER 💗

IF YOU’RE CONSIDERING RECOVERY THEN GO FOR IT, LOVE

there’s a whole life outside of this d1sorder waiting for you ❤️‍🩹

[ana-s4ve-me]

As much as I like having clothes become loose it's a bit annoying having my trousers nearly fall down in school...

[4ng3ls-p4l4c3]

reasons i need to lose weight . . .

1 ) love the way i look

2 ) fit my clothes better

3 ) get more compliments on my outfits

4 ) have more variety for clothes

5 ) to have less of a box shape

6 ) won't get call "regular" or "standard"

7 ) to not feel addicted to sweets

8 ) to cleanse my insides

9 ) make it easier to eat healthy

10 ) build habits that make me a better person

11 ) feel more motivated to clean, take care of myself, etc

12 ) i'll be able to fit into all of my friends clothes

13 ) i won't look fat if i ask to eat out

14 ) no rolls when i sit

15 ) collarbones will stick out so far water can get stuck in them

16 ) thighs will no longer touch

17 ) won't sweat easily/as much

18 ) fell more comfortable in my own skin

19 ) i won't have an indent on my bed whenever i lay down

20 ) can get through small places easier

21 ) won't be scared to sit on someone/next to someone

22 ) to feel more light

23 ) not to take as much space up

24 ) be able to sit in the child position wo feeling fat 😭

25 ) nails to be blue, hands to be pale constantly

26 ) to look better in pajamas

27 ) no double chin

28 ) to look like the character i relate to

29 ) not to get as winded when going up stairs

30 ) to reach my full potential

i'll add to this whenever i find more reasons, i'm doing this for me. to love myself as much as i can.