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[paristhin23]

what's really addictive about ana

yesterday i had a realization: at first i thought that i developed an ed to achieve the perfect body, to be more beautiful and feminime, and that's true, but i think that what makes really ana so addictive to me are the emotions.

Life sometimes can be so boring, but since i relapsed i had such incredible highs and miserable lows that make everyday feel like a rollercoaster. When i see the scale drop, even just a number, i can feel my heart beating and i feel pure joy, i'm excited and i feel invincible. But when i gain weight i can feel like the most miserable human in the planet. When people tell me i look good in my new body i feel good, proud of myself, but when i binge i totally lose control and i feel like a walking shit. Being able to walk4+ hours in a day gives me the confidence to think that my body is in invincible machine, but when after 20+ hrs of fast i start to feel weak and dizzy, it feels like i'm dancing with death and i don't know if i'm going to win.

Don't know if it's bad or good, but i can say that my emotions are alive, and in some way ana gives so many colors to my life, some are shiny and beautiful, some are dark and disgusting.

[kikisj]

I’m making a discord server about ana, so we can share our progresses and stuff. anyone who wanna join lemme know, i’ll post if today most prob xx

[onevibrant]

Pants getting loose is so fun but also unsettling like wdym I used to be fat enough to fit into those?

[saddi3grl]

[riceballkittykie]

THIS MONTHS CHOICES ARE NEXT MONTHS BODY

[pandoragirlblog]

[dollsiescale]

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[paristhin23]

smoked a lot of weed last night and i saw Ana really clearly: the funny thing is that she's not just a pretty skinny girl - she's me. She's me if i didn't waste my potential. She's me but thinner, hotter and a lot more mean. She treats me like shit, but she loves me. She wants me to be the best version of myself.

[kikisj]

such a shame that it’s only the deadline months that change but never the number on the scale.

[fvckyujay]

“Binging because you ate two cookies

Is like

Stomping on your phone because you dropped it”

[anaaaasback]

Bye😭

[the-starving-mushroom]

Delicate Shoulders 🪽

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I dislike my own shoulders so much. They're so broad and heavy. But I can change things 💕

[cozydiiary]

i want to hear:

“wow, you look different.”

“dang, you’ve lost a lot to w€ight.”

“you’re so sk!nny now.”

[bluerenaissance]

Stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny

[starve-or-get-a-cup-of-coffee]

rather have a headache from not eating, than feeling bloated from binging

[paristhin23]

Pic from my last show