#bpd things

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

[landminesubsys]

im the most useless child in my family. all i do is rot in my room all day and occasionally leave to eat food. its so pathetic. im so pathetic.

[zxloftt]

No... NO! STOP LET ME WATCH IT 😭🙏

[jirai-ezzie]

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[h4t5t0f55l]

when you talk in the groupchat/ask a question

and it goes silent

or when you and another person both reply the same thing to someone

and even though you replied first

everyone likes the other person's message and not yours

sickening i tell you, sickening

*No reply*

Oh so you want me to kill myself?

[borderline-buddies]

a scar for everything I have ever done .

[annepenguin]

[hauntedbydemonswhilefollowinggod]

I already have a warrant out for me I've avoided since 2021 for a violation of a court order.

maybe i should start committing crimes to feel wanted.

[bitter-intestines]

[oshidorifuufu]

switching from fine to depressed and/or near suicidal like a traffic light 😭

[tear-stained-lenses]

what are any lesser known signs of bpd? /genq cause i’m nervous i might have it

I'm not entirely sure what is considered lesser known because I experience my symptoms very heavily.

But some symptoms include, but are not limited to: (Below the cut)

- Black and white thinking. Ex. You thinking every little thing is either the worst or the best, no in between.

- Heavy obsession and attachment. Ex. Favourite person(s), you become attached to them and their presence in your life and how they interact with you determines your mood, and the things alike.

- An (almost) constant empty feeling. Ex. Never feeling satisfied with life, your accomplishments, your hobbies.

- Intense anger/rage. Ex. Overreacting, blowing up, getting violent.

- Fear of abandonment. Ex. Personal experience here, begging and pleading for someone to not break up with you when there's even the slightest hint that they might.

- Dissociation. Ex. Not feeling like you're in control of your body, as if you're watching your life from another perspective.

- Extreme Paranoia. Ex. Getting very scared about what your partner's true motive is when it comes to dating you.

That's just a few, but remember to do your own research, I'm not a doctor, and cannot diagnose you. I however am pro self dx. You can reach out in our dms if you need any support in these times.

[drowningbpdbodies]

I hate that she aged up and now looks ugly as fuck. One of the reasons I’ll never be a mother iykyk

[professionallyunstable]

so i started to think about some stuff. never doing that again.

[borderlesbian]

i'm really fucking scared this is all i will ever be

[zxloftt]

TW S/H(?)

I scratched my hand until a shit ton of skin came off It's not bleeding but... its almost there Does that count as a relapse? Maybe I'm just paranoid haha. whoamikiddingimbeingfuckingdramaticsomebodyfuckingkillmepleaseicantdothisanymore!!!!!!!🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣

[vixensofdeath]

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore