#bpd things

[letsventstuff]

Oh please, you have no idea how exhausting it is for me to never get a break from me.

[vixensofdeath]

dressing pretty to hide the fact I’m actually fucking hideous and to hide that my mind is a literal barbed wire trap full of horrible thoughts

[brdrlneprsnltydsrdr]

[styro-boy]

What vibes do I give?

[s3x-drvgs-and-bpd]

My heart hurts…

I wanted to go see him… I wanted to listen to music and watch shows and play video games and hang out and fuck like we used to.

But apparently the girl he’s sleeping with now (or rather, one of them. Apparently there’s multiple.) has a key to his place (my old key) and can show up whenever. So if I want that I have to like, be okay with her potentially just showing up??

And I’m not willing to put myself through that.

So, for now, I’ll stay away. But god my BPD is ripping my mind and my heart apart over this. How could he do this to me? How could he expect me to be okay with that? How could he let this girl have a key so soon, so easily? How many women is he fucking? What if he has something? How is it so easy for him to move on? Did I really mean that little?

My brain just won’t stop. All the questions, all the pain… it makes me constantly feel like I’m about to cry.

[professionallyunstable]

so i started to think about some stuff. never doing that again.

[disaster-0l0gyx]

pov: u have no blades so you paint the blood to get that satisfaction but it hasn’t worked you still have urges but at least ur heads clear now!!

art is mine :3

[lild3m0nnn-bpd]

[yourgirlinpieces]

i hate that kind of sadness where your chest physically hurts

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

[icarusfallsblog]

my body is the worst most uncomfortable place ive ever lived in

[borderlesbian]

i'm really fucking scared this is all i will ever be

[oshidorifuufu]

switching from fine to depressed and/or near suicidal like a traffic light 😭

[bitter-intestines]

[mirroringshards]

cute bpd things!!

paranoia

*small inconvenience* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP

yeah im fine lol look at this meme :D

paranoia

mood depending on them

every text hurts or feels way too good

intrusive thought yeouch okay ouch thats another one yeOOUCH

the 50000+ articles on how youre abusive

paranoia

fp is bad for me but its ok i love them<3

"if i hurt someone its gonna be myself"

becoming completely obsessed with someone the moment they give you the slightest attention

never being able to cut anyone off ever. immediately go running back

cry because theyre talking to someone that IS NOT ME

oh my fp isnt here. okay. oh im dissociating okay i dont have any purpose to continue living without them okay my life literally revolves around them i want to die where are they are they safe i dont know what to do with myself

"just leave. everyone does anyways"

5 minutes later theyre the worst person ever

*looking for an identity* hmmm, where could it be?

dependent on fp like theyre a parental figure you never had

paranoia

[tear-stained-lenses]

*No reply*

Oh so you want me to kill myself?