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I close my eyes, hoping that when I open them up, things will feel okay. But yet again, I'm blamed, I'm called a monster, a freak. I'm seen as the villain in my own story, because of something I'm not the cause of. But no matter how much you make me seem like the bad person. I love you. I need you. Let me close my eyes again, just to hope I'll be in your arms next time.
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Every time I take a breath, it's like I did every wrong thing. Every time I close my eyes, I'm told I'm selfish for not paying attention. Every time I try to speak, I'm silenced. Everything is my fault, and everyone around me continues to prove it.
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