#bpd anger

[tear-stained-lenses]

what are any lesser known signs of bpd? /genq cause i’m nervous i might have it

I'm not entirely sure what is considered lesser known because I experience my symptoms very heavily.

But some symptoms include, but are not limited to: (Below the cut)

- Black and white thinking. Ex. You thinking every little thing is either the worst or the best, no in between.

- Heavy obsession and attachment. Ex. Favourite person(s), you become attached to them and their presence in your life and how they interact with you determines your mood, and the things alike.

- An (almost) constant empty feeling. Ex. Never feeling satisfied with life, your accomplishments, your hobbies.

- Intense anger/rage. Ex. Overreacting, blowing up, getting violent.

- Fear of abandonment. Ex. Personal experience here, begging and pleading for someone to not break up with you when there's even the slightest hint that they might.

- Dissociation. Ex. Not feeling like you're in control of your body, as if you're watching your life from another perspective.

- Extreme Paranoia. Ex. Getting very scared about what your partner's true motive is when it comes to dating you.

That's just a few, but remember to do your own research, I'm not a doctor, and cannot diagnose you. I however am pro self dx. You can reach out in our dms if you need any support in these times.

[borderlesbian]

i'm really fucking scared this is all i will ever be

[la1npilledg1rl]

“have you ever just cried because you’re you”

[perisbpddiary]

Apologies without change is manipulation ASSHOLE

[borderlineangel222]

i’m afraid that one day my anger will overshadow the little love i still have left for the world

[its-simply-just-krys]

[lifeonkylesfarm]

trying to have healthy relationships with bpd just feels like trying to be tactful and respectful while holding back your emotions with a brick wall that feels like it's about to snap like a twig

hiding. it feels like hiding.

yet I must hide, so it seems.

[lost-in-space-69]

I wanna be fucking normal. Why couldn't I have been normal?

[bpdarlingx]

I’m lost.

[saddevilsworld]

i just wanna go home but i never even had one

[borderlesbian]

my biggest fear is becoming like the people who hurt me

[la1npilledg1rl]

[sleeplessv0id]

everyone looks at me, like I'm a monster.

and I look back at them and cry that they made me this way.

[borderlineangel222]

i never felt loved by my family which is why i always searched for it in the worst places because when you’re about to die of thirst, even a drop of poison tastes like heaven.

[perisbpddiary]

I've been dissociated like 24/7 for weeks now this isn't great

[its-simply-just-krys]