#bpd culture is

[vulgaristt]

I don’t think I have an eating disorder, I just forget to eat because I’m not hungry, I’m not hungry until my stomach growls and hurts. The thought of food in the morning is nauseating to me, and my schedule is so unpredictable that I rarely ever eat lunch either.

It’s weird because I love cooking, I just don’t have the time or the energy for it, especially when I don’t feel hungry but know I should eat.

[rainywhispersblog]

[obscurix]

i’m so fucking tired of existing like this and all i do is beg for it to stop.

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

[professionallyunstable]

“whats wrong with you” - a lot actually

[buriedasylum]

being alive is just so exhausting

[bpdetrimental]

Being traumatized from an early age is strange.

I long for a home I never had.

[saduboiss]

my soul is too sensitive for this life.

[autopsyfreak]

i hate that BPD gives me such a lack of emotional permanence.

you can spend hours describing the ways in which you care about me, yet the moment you stop my brain will immediately decide you hate me and are destined to leave me.

[obscurix]

holy fuck why does it always feel like i’m asking for too much, always asking too much.

[vilea777]

sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

[iifly-with-meii]

i wanna block everyone and stab myself to death

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops

[jiraikeibabes]

My mental illness makes me so childish. Like I feel mentally behind people my age. I want to feel like a woman and not a scared little girl.

[buriedasylum]

What if they secretly hate me and are forced to hangout with me just so I don’t kms