#bpd culture is

[gabapentinblues]

i feel like such a fucking problem

[sleeplessv0id]

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

[bpdetrimental]

Being traumatized from an early age is strange.

I long for a home I never had.

[professionallyunstable]

“whats wrong with you” - a lot actually

[buriedasylum]

being alive is just so exhausting

[saduboiss]

my soul is too sensitive for this life.

[gabapentinblues]

feeling like no one can help me

[autopsyfreak]

i hate that BPD gives me such a lack of emotional permanence.

you can spend hours describing the ways in which you care about me, yet the moment you stop my brain will immediately decide you hate me and are destined to leave me.

[vilea777]

sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

[iifly-with-meii]

i wanna block everyone and stab myself to death

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops

[bpdetrimental]

I fucking hate looking in the mirror. Why the fuck do I look like that and why the fuck can’t I be different and how the fuck can anyone even tolerate being near me.

[buriedasylum]

What if they secretly hate me and are forced to hangout with me just so I don’t kms

[professionallyunstable]

“cant wait till i get older” was the dumbest shit i ever said