#bpd culture is

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

[borderline-buddies]

a scar for everything I have ever done .

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[bpdetrimental]

Being traumatized from an early age is strange.

I long for a home I never had.

[professionallyunstable]

“whats wrong with you” - a lot actually

[buriedasylum]

being alive is just so exhausting

[saduboiss]

my soul is too sensitive for this life.

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

[iifly-with-meii]

i wanna lay under my blanket and die

[x4ver1a]

I'm homesick for arms that don't even want to hold me.

[vilea777]

sorry i overreacted i had no idea everything would be fine

[gabapentinblues]

i feel like such a fucking problem

[bpdetrimental]

I fucking hate looking in the mirror. Why the fuck do I look like that and why the fuck can’t I be different and how the fuck can anyone even tolerate being near me.

[autopsyfreak]

i hate that BPD gives me such a lack of emotional permanence.

you can spend hours describing the ways in which you care about me, yet the moment you stop my brain will immediately decide you hate me and are destined to leave me.

[buriedasylum]

I wish people could realise how hard their words are affecting me

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops