#borderline life

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid

[borderlinesadgirl]

I'm so sick of feeling like this every fucking damn day

[sleeplessv0id]

"mental health matters!" until your screaming and crying in the early hours of the morning over losing something as miniscule as your phone charger. but the reason your crying isn't actually about the charger, or your favorite pen you can't find.

little things add up.

[abusedpixie]

[reisenbleiben]

Und vielleicht…ja vielleicht verdiene ich auch einfach diesen ganzen Schmerz.

[blindfolded-b]

[pileofthembonez]

I wish I had words to express the feelings I feel without threatening suicide. I wish I could fully explain exactly what I feel. I wish I could say something other than life is meaningless and I want to kill myself.

[cuperno]

Das Problem mit Gefühlen ist das ich sie nicht kontrollieren kann.

[letsplaydoct0r]

‘hey you seem nice can we—‘

stfu the last time i got attached to someone i carved their initials in my skin and stabbed it each time i was angry at them.

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

[borderlinesadgirl]

I'm so tired of being in this vicious cycle of hating myself and not feeling good enough

[sleeplessv0id]

will this horrible feeling ever pass?

[abusedpixie]

𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩

𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩

𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭.

[reisenbleiben]

Und dann überkommt es dich wieder plötzlich. Die dunklen Gedanken sind wieder da. Die Kontrolle wird weniger.

[nemosopenletters-blog]

It's a hard truth to realize that they don't love you

They love what you can be or do for them.

[learningfromlosing]

Following people who say yes I had to let it fester actually and yes I did need to isolate actually and blocking OPs who post shit like 'did you seriously let it linger' or 'I know it's not you staring at those old wounds forever' if I'm being honest