#seventeen cards. and I still keep them in a box underneath my bed 22 years later because it proves that someone at some point cared about me

[madeofbees]

i’m not even a person, i’m just a bunch of traumas stacked on top of each other in a trench coat made of fandoms.

personality ? me ? no no, that’s just season 4 of community. common mistake though !

[could-be-calliope]

hey people who like Community, please validate my feelings of catharsis during the Thanksgiving episode (4.5) because I knew there was going to be some moment where Jeff's miserable childhood ripped my heart out but i was not prepared for him storming out of the meeting with his father, only to turn around when he sees his half brother wanting to run away because "if you leave now, he won't know what he's done wrong" and that's the threshold, isn't it? that's the instant where Jeff has been changed enough by having actual friends and he grasps why they keep telling him not to bottle up his emotions. but that scene where he lays it all out, tells that story of lying about having appendicitis and carving that scar into himself just to make it real enough that people would care about him?? "i got seventeen cards and i still keep them in a box underneath my bed, 22 years later" fucking hell