#tw dysmorphia

[bugsb1te]

i dream of long sharp teeth, i dream of a maw with black gums, dripping with saliva. i lie awake and wish for rough paws, that can carry me as fast as they'll go, i lie awake and wish for a cold, wet, black nose that can detect sickness and disease. i hope for the day this dysphoria leaves me, and i can finally be at peace. i do wonder what it would feel like to be a dog, but why do i need to wonder this if i am a dog? am i not a 'real' dog? im my own dog, im a dog in human flesh, with the mind of an animal. an angry, scared, and hungry animal. i wish for the ability to destroy bones with my teeth alone. i wish to be able to eat raw meat without being repulsed by it. i wish my human instinct would disappear. i wish i could transform into a dog whenever i felt like it. but i cant. im stuck. im stuck with a soul that isn't mine and im stuck with a body that'll never change.

[endless-v0id]

I hate being human

I hate not having paws

No tail

No pointy, fluffy ears

No sharp teeth

Just human hands

Human fingers

Human legs

Human face

I don't ever recognize myself in the mirror

Because when I look in the mirror, a human stares back.

[foxless]

i really wish there was more positive representation of short men, like actually short men. like 5’3 and under. 5’0 and under.

i wish we had more representation of us as masculine, as attractive, as desirable; representation that doesnt force us into a submissive, infantilized, or hotheaded role.

it is so hard for me to ever imagine that i will be taken seriously or seen as manly because of my height. it is so fucking frustrating. i know i deserve to be happy with myself, but without representation its hard to even know what that might look like. if its even possible.

[girlmachinezeph]

Another day of waking up and staying under blankets as long as possible to try and ignore how made of flesh I am, only to fail and feel me puppet my hand and feet with writhing ropes underneath chewy fat and layers of skin. Some days waking up as robotkin can only be described as body horror.

[tothepointofinsanity]

You know you can’t do that until you look at yourself.

[discord-emote-customs]

hello it is gillipop from the discord realm /silly

could you do the age euphoria/dysphoria emojis but with cats and "species" euphoria/dysphoria?

like so many versions jumpscare (this is gonna be a nightmare to add to my done list in my pinned T^T

heres some species (cat & dog) dysphoria/eurphoria & dysmporphia ^^ will do system emotes and gender dysphoria later and will link this post when i do ^^

[hotteststar]

another poem bcs why not?

THAT'S WHAT THEY CALL IT

dysphoria, they call it,

but i think it's an empty name.

when you read it, you don't feel

all the pain that lives behind it.

you don't feel the pain in your chest,

you can't know how much it hurts.

you know nothing about the confusion

that that name can unleash in our hearts.

tell me, do you ever look in the mirror

and see a wrong version of you?

like you wish you were more androgynous,

but still say it's nothing.

you are what's between your legs,

nothing more, nothing less.

you can't change it and you can't switch.

you were born that way, that's it.

and then you start wondering

what it could be like

to be who you truly are, to be born again,

but in the right body this time.

to feel good when you look at your hands,

not to be scared of changing your clothes,

to be able to look at your groin without

that feeling, that lump in your throat.

i was born wrong.

i was born in a body that i don't feel mine.

i was born through a mistake.

i was born, but i don't feel alive.

i watch other people;

they are something i'll never be.

they are confident, strong.

they are so right; they are nothing like me.

'cause i'm wrong.

i am, i know it now; i can try to change it,

but that's still the truth,

even if i lie to myself and everybody else,

i still live in a body that i

don't recognize as mine.

[ezbecomestiny]

This is what I get when I look in the mirror

[myabsurdconsciousness]

straight from the notes app

[chnhrobin]

how grateful i am for people who think i’m beautiful even when i look my worst and have nothing but hate to give to my face, body, and being. for someone who sees me with eyes wholly unlike mine, that are full of wonder, and not weighed down with the years of abuse given to me by myself and others. your perspective is everything to me. it’s given me the strength to live out every day. it’s profound, unselfish, and sacred love.

thank you.

[nathaaaan]

do you ever just… want to be the opposite gender?

do you ever look at the them and think;

“I wish I could look like that.”

“I wish I could sound like that.”

“I wish I could be like that.”

I hate this feeling.

This feeling of dysphoria. Dysmorphia. Gender dysphoria. Body dysmorphia. It just seems to get worse and worse every day. I genuinely don’t know how to make it go away.

I’ve been told “You are a [gender].” and “Stop trying to dress/act like a [gender].” so many times. So many times. Sometimes I feel like the world is trying to taunt me. That I can’t be that and I know it, because that’s what I was taught.

You can’t change your biology.

These thoughts plague my mind throughout the day, just randomly when I’m looking in the general direction of other people.

I don’t know if anyone who is trans, or is thinking about transitioning, or just… not trans and thought about it once/haven’t thought about it once is reading this (I don’t wanna call you cis gender ngl), but could you like… explain this to me?

How do you get rid of this feeling?

[spectatorglitch]

It’s a good day, sun is shining, birds are chirping, dysphoria is taking a break then I look down and see that my chest completely blocks my feet from view

[barflovski]

Kyle’s perception of himself compared to Stan’s perception of Kyle

[hello-im-not-a-possum]

Headcanons fore catnap from poppy playtime?

Tiny Toon Version:

-Is asleep most of the time and is awake in small spurts throughout the day, is mostly dragged along on adventures by friends.

-Him speaking sounds like squeaky meows that the other Smiling Critters can understand but the audience cannot.

-When he *is* awake, he gets the most extreme zoomies.

-During an intersection of Playtime co's adoption campaign and the cartoon run, lots of posters and a script was made about Dogday being adopted by Catnap's family, but for some reason the episode was never made, let alone aired.

-His home has at least three music boxes always playing in it.

-After the toy Catnap was recalled, the In-Show Catnap disappeared without fanfare or anything, which was made all the more jarring as he disappeared in the middle of Season 2.

Big Toy Version:

-Lonely, but is extremely uncomfortable being with people.

-Toy puberty was a bitch and he'll feel body dysmorphia when he's in places where it's easy for humans to move around in but hard for big body toys to.

-Never feels his actual size.

-While all of the others were 'heretics' and therefore either all needed to be killed or kept barely alive as a message, he keeps Dogday alive because his relationship with him is a lot more complex than his relationship with the other Big Body Smiling Critters. (Dogday still can't tell if him keeping him alive was done out of mercy or spite.)

-It's uncomfortable for him to stand on his hind legs but he'll do it during worship sessions anyway.

-Engages in zoomies and in his case it looks terrifying.

-His body naturally produces substances that even the Hat man would fear. Harvest his blood and drink it and you're out like a light in seconds but having the most insane nightmares ever. ...If you survive that is.

-One time he drew what he'd think he'd look like if he grew up as a human.

-He watches the Smiling Critters cartoon when he has free time, but only the season and a half that doesn't have Catnap in it.

-Tries to bury any regrets that pop up in his worship, he made his choices and its decades late to un-make them.

[tumble-tv]

Maybe in another universe, I would be a real boy and not vomit in my mouth when I see myself in the mirror.

[djpurple3]

look man if i cant post this on the lonely transgender freak website where else can i