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I wonder if anyone has examined the Freudian theories that seem ever present in Madoka Magica.

Id, Ego and Superego.

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I rlly luv your art style and how you color and how you composition everything!! It's all so beautiful to me, and I hope I get to see more of ur wonderful art in the future! (*´∇｀)ﾉ

Thank you ^_^ I’m currently in a weird phase of experimenting with different styles, and colouring is still the most difficult for me out of every other element…I am grateful for the kind words and support. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

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Hi cool artist!!! :3 do you have any thoughts on mami tomoe, i've yet to see any content of her on your account so it has me curious

Hello :0 I think Mami is a very cool character. Her design is very recognisable and the way she fights really captivated me when I first watched the show…I would like more people to talk about her since she is actually, much like the other puella magis, a sensitive person, but one who just happens to manage her own vulnerabilities better. She’s very sweet and I like that she looks out for other magical girls :]

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Id, Ego and Superego.

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[When I was doing my Southeast Asia gender studies course, I recall being deeply distressed at one point when the local documentary I elected for my research paper reminded me that my true existence will be common knowledge only among my associates and myself, and the rest of them would instead commemorate me as I was superficially to the grave. No one actively looks into our kind, letting us live if we are quiet, yet they all know we whisper our real names to each other, and that is the only channel I have found security in when I go out into this real and hostile world.]

[Being a transgender individual in this country is agonising at times, usually when shopping for clothes. Attendants would insist on showing you clothes appropriate for your assigned sex and you have to push the excuse out of your mouth that the article of clothing you want is instead “for a friend”. Then they swallow the thought and become less insistent when it registers the lie that it’s for a boyfriend/girlfriend. It’s only easier for me because of how unassuming this body is, but this is not the case for some friends of mine.]

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[I like shopping with my friends the most because all of us understand what it’s like to be in clothes that are a part of that skin you are ambivalent towards. I like to dress in a “hyper-feminine” manner some days because it has less to do with my gender (though it plays a significant role nonetheless), and more with the sensation that I do not feel identified with people in general. In the eyes of others, it is more acceptable to me if they could distort me as an object of an unreachable ideal, such as an immortal youth, compared to the description that I am a person who likes to dress up. I have been described as a doll, a Victorian man, or a vampire on multiple accounts, which are more appealing than anything else. A character who can’t possibly exist in their current reality.

I feel sympathy for my friends. That’s why it’s preferable to go shopping in a small group, or even a pair. The heteronormative nature of this society would tolerate it if you glanced at their direction and pretended to be lovers who are exchanging gifts, or a group each deciding what to buy for their partners instead of themselves.

I think about my sense of security when I am with others, and that we ultimately do need each other. I no longer remember what I look like, so I would rather spend more time assisting those closely acquainted with me to be more comfortable.]

[Being a transgender individual in this country is agonising at times, usually when shopping for clothes. Attendants would insist on showing you clothes appropriate for your assigned sex and you have to push the excuse out of your mouth that the article of clothing you want is instead “for a friend”. Then they swallow the thought and become less insistent when it registers the lie that it’s for a boyfriend/girlfriend. It’s only easier for me because of how unassuming this body is, but this is not the case for some friends of mine.]

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[Being a transgender individual in this country is agonising at times, usually when shopping for clothes. Attendants would insist on showing you clothes appropriate for your assigned sex and you have to push the excuse out of your mouth that the article of clothing you want is instead “for a friend”. Then they swallow the thought and become less insistent when it registers the lie that it’s for a boyfriend/girlfriend. It’s only easier for me because of how unassuming this body is, but this is not the case for some friends of mine.]

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Part of the Greater Good.

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Maybe one day I will talk about the hilariously astronomical beef between Ven (the antagonist) and Kore. She had her memory fogged and she still managed to think about quantum physic equations out of the blue because that’s what she always associated with him. I know her hatred for him back then must have been real because even he used to scared of her. Everyone was.

I haven’t been able to stop thinking about Kore from The Sorcerer’s Corpse I might actually be losing my mind. She is so amazing. They put her to sleep to minimise the wrath she would bring upon her opponents, but at the end of her story literally two True Humans are dead, with another two previously being severely wounded just by happenstance that she was there. Strongest True Human as advertised by Lyra no doubt.

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I haven’t been able to stop thinking about Kore from The Sorcerer’s Corpse I might actually be losing my mind. She is so amazing. They put her to sleep to minimise the wrath she would bring upon her opponents, but at the end of her story literally two True Humans are dead, with another two previously being severely wounded just by happenstance that she was there. Strongest True Human as advertised by Lyra no doubt.

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I have come back to your asks to send you two 3D models

The angel demon is Alter

Here’s art of him:

You have returned to grace my inbox with progress on 3D modelling once again, and I am glad. Alter looks really cool; I quite like how distinct his design seems. The 3D of him goes hard.

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Your sayaka arts really resonate with me deeply and I really like them :)

Thank you very much, I am flattered to hear that (*⁰▿⁰*)! Sayaka is more or less my current medium to express different experiences, so I’m happy when people are able to relate to them.

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Prince in shining armor? 🤨❤️💙

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I don’t know if anyone tagged me in posts while I was gone, but I guess I shouldn’t have left my one gorbillion notifications unattended because I’m embarrassed to not see the things people wanted to show me.

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Unfinished compilation.

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sayaka miki when she walks into the schizoid personality disorder competition and her opponent is jacques breadavota 😨😨😨

Sayaka would foam at the mouth in real time when she hears about the extent of Jacques philosophy on lovelessness. To be honest. But they will be united by their trademark schizo death glare and dramatic head tilt.

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unsure if anybody has previously asked this but have you ever played Lobotomy corporation? (or any of project moon's games) ? They are a little tough to get through but the story and worldbuilding of it could potentially be your cup of tea!

I tried getting into Limbus Company before but I did not really understand how to play the game, though I think the character designs are very cool looking…this is not surprising as I actually liked their characters from Library of Ruina too. In terms of lore, they (Project Moon’s creations) are definitely one of the more interesting ones up there.