#gay pining

[self-made-purgatories]

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-intimate stabbing ✔️ (courtesy of Amok Time)

-outright obsession ✔️ (courtesy of The Tholian Web and countless others)

-confused pining ✔️ (courtesy of The Savage Curtain and many, many others)

-"no one knows me like you do" ✔️ (courtesy of Turnabout Intruder, remember that the girl in this scene is actually Kirk, it's complicated)

-lifelong promises that always sound suspiciously like wedding vows ✔️ (courtesy of Wrath of Khan)

yep, checks out

[brenna]

tfw you're used to it

[yooboointhemood]

I've seen 5 years, 18 years, 800 years but they've been pining for 6000+ years 😭 Aziraphale and Crowley are the founding fathers of gay pining

[worrynoodle]

Aro, touches Aziraphale's hand and is immediately ambushed by six thousand years worth of religious trauma and gay yearning

[schrodingenders]

So I'm waiting a fic about jayvik because interacting with jayvik fans has been like wearing an oxygen mask in this moment of my life

If you're into modern AU, scientific competition, slowest of burns, friends to enemies to friends to lovers, petty lab wars, soul mate shit, then i will leave you the link :)

I leave you with some screenshots of fluffy moments because God knows we need those in this economy.

Please feel free to interact if you feel so inclined. Makes my day every time.

[marmarbinx]

being a little in love with ur friends is like. in my chest I’ve carved out a little bedroom full of books and plants, and the sheets are clean, and the walls are your favorite color, and it’s reserved for you to come and stay whenever you please and leave whenever you like knowing you can always come home, because that part of me belongs to you, it has always belonged to you, it will never belong to anyone else, I want you, I don’t want anything to change, I need to know that you’ll always be here, I don’t want to tie you down, I would go to the ends of the earth for you, I’m happy if you’re happy, I have known you forever, we were strangers a year ago, I can’t imagine life without you, I love you I love you I love you

[heretherebedork]

The gay act of pining for your straight best friend as he goes through girls like tissue paper and uses you to fake gay to get of trouble all the while you're holding him in your heart like fine china and then he grabs you by the shirt and says you're the only one he has while you have to sit there and somehow not kiss him.

[queeresthellhound]

I genuinely do not think a lot of people understand how much of an impact my husband not just offering but genuinely *wanting* and *Being Excited* about learning ASL has on me.

Let me explain:

I am semi-verbal. I have always been semi-verbal. I will always be semi-verbal. Speaking is unbelievably hard for me. I CAN speak but I do not enjoy speaking, I do not feel like I can express myself fully when I speak. I’m a polyglot, I love learning languages but I hate speaking. If I could I would sit in silence my entire life and I would be so so so happy.

When I was a child I learned ASL before I learned to speak because my parents thought I wasn’t ever going to talk. And learning ASL and signing was The Most Empowering thing for me.

ASL is the only language where I feel like I can express myself freely, where it’s completely effortless. And it feels like constantly stimming while I communicate which is the most amazing feeling in the world to me. ASL is genuinely joyous to me. It feels amazing and beautiful and *easy*. I never realized how *easy* it is for most people until I found other people who sign and I could actually say what I was thinking without having to figure out a puzzle for every single word.

No one in my life has ever wanted to learn ASL because it’s comfortable for me. The second people find out I can speak, no matter how difficult it is for me, they want me to speak. But my husband *offered* to learn My Native Language so that he could talk to me in the way that’s most comfortable for me. I’m tearing up at the thought of it. There will never be an act of love as beautiful to me as that. Never.

My love language is literally ASL. And it’s a tragedy more people don’t bother trying to learn it but it is the most beautiful thing in the world for someone I love with all my heart to be beyond excited to learn it. And of course he wants to learn it for other reasons but damn… learning a language so I can live a more free, beautiful, joyous life.

“I can’t help it, I love the way men love”

[perfecttragedyraspberry]

Since the winning vote on the poll was to show a little snippet here you guys go! I'm hoping to get it out sometime this week, if all things go to plan. Anyways this is written in 3rd person limited perspective focused on SMG3. Hope you guys enjoy. Read in the order is presented!!

[not500beesinatrenchcoat]

Goddamn it why isnt there someone in my bed cuddling me right now, what the hell universe

[metalheads-trash-bin]

They make me fucking ill

Coming out as cringe but I am free 😔

Reblogs, likes, and comments are always super appreciated!!

[axciea]

I’m not a furry BUT… I just think they should kiss. Who doesn’t love a homoerotic relationship with their god!!!

[star-64]

I have this itch I need to scratch so bad. I need to kiss him. I need to kiss him just to know what he tastes like. I need to kiss him just to know how gentle he is. I need to kiss him just to know. Surely I won’t think about it again after that oh no I am ruined

[pallid-pining]

Ugh… This boy has me down horrendous.

[apotheosphorus]

ill have whatever the hell mizrak and olrox are having

2 shots extreme overly competent zesty gay men pining for each other despite the odds

4 ounces of religious trauma

a spritz of decolonization

and a dash "i wont say im in love" a la olrox bitters