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Oiled up.

Now.

Did I improve? 😿

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Art comms!

I’m doing comms and thought to post them here too since I have a decent following!

I need to eat, to put plainly. And am currently in between a lot so comms is the only way i earn.

Please take a peek, even just to boost this. Thank you.

I am able to draw just about anything and when you dm me i can give specific examples for you (Environment work, mecha, etc etc) As long as what you’re asking me to draw isn’t illegal, I’ll draw just about anything :) My slots are always open! Complex backgrounds (plus complex characters) are 45 and just complex characters are 40! For every body added into the drawing add about 7 bucks :) The average wait time for a commission would be 3-4 days when inspired and a week when in artblock. If you’re interested please comment below or DM me privately for discussion! My one rule is that you need to pay half upfront (7, 10, and 15) as I’ve seen so many artists get scammed. Cashapp is PREFERRED but i am flexible with the alternatives! You can always ask me for updates on your commission if you feel its taken too long or you’re just curious. <3

Some of my work for ref:

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THIS WILL BE THE LAST TROLLS POST I EVER MAKE.

First off, thank you to those of you that continued to show all the work I make love. Thank you for caring for my work other than Trolls.

Now, onto this post and my final statements about this fandom.

I joined the fandom late, I’d always technically been a part of it but never interacted until about a year or so ago through this site. Immediately I got interaction and a good amount of followers, a lot of people enjoying my work and wanting more.

That “wanting more” slowly became harassment as I got messages every day from a select few people commanding me to continue writing or making fanart. This slowly started to seep into me but was NOT the nail in the coffin. Even as i got handfuls of asks commanding more.

The nail was how the fandom handles abuse and abusers. I am a punk person, to those of you that know my Tiktok i post a LOT of punk content and have gained so much interaction. I am well known in a lot of communities and am even trying to advocate for the people that cant. It is BASE LINE respect to “always believe the victim”. Base line. Yet as soon as a very POPULAR and HIGHLY FOLLOWED creator who is being accused of abuse posts content back showing very explicit conversations and mental breakdowns to embarrass you into silence everyone FLOCKS to them. I had so many friends in this fandom, and as soon as i was publicly HUMILIATED by him for speaking out, i was being blocked. Some of the people i used to make fanart for and support are now people i look at with fear and disgust. This includes my fans, people who BETRAYED me and did not stand with me. Didnt QUESTION why all of a sudden I deleted everything?

Let me lay things out for you all, FINALLY. Since im fucking PISSED. He BLACKMAILED ME INTO SILENCE. He got his boyfriend to THREATEN ME. And when all was said and done as i was choking on my sobs? He kept the post UP. His post with THOUSANDS of views and comments saying disgusting things about me. Because no one gave a FUCK about the fact that me and my friend both came out about horrors when it came to him and his new boyfriend.

I am so disgusted and disappointed as to how my fans reacted to this all, i had even gotten a dm PRAISING ME for going back into silence. That broke my fucking heart.

Why am i bringing this up now? Because a multitude of his art for Fliff had had messages for me. Which NO ONE but me and my fiance knew about. Dictator barb? Message. Floyd saying insults to riff? Message. Are you all that illiterate to context of someones character? Did the INCEST HE PUT ON HIS TWITTER NOT SAY ANYTHING??? JD and his BROTHER having a threesome, completely naked said NOTHING? And when someone pointed it out he said he didnt give a shit.

No one gave a FUCK. I have so much dirt on one of his friends i used to ADORE that i will never utter even though he also fucking abandoned me because he knew him longer and believed i was the wailing banshee.

So overall, trolls fandom, get your FUCKING ACT STRAIGHT. About victims. And about context.

I am a HUMAN BEING. My callout was not something to laugh at and silence just because you like the PORN he draws.

He’s once again posting after i was able to get him to fuck off from this fandom for almost a year. The relief i felt for that year was bliss. And now? I can barely fucking breathe. Once again i feel trapped.

So FUCK YOU ALL.

Have a fucking ANGRY and HURT tw of self harm under this sentence.

Good riddance, Trolls fandom. This is the last i will utter a word about the fandom or my experience. I am so disappointed.

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Update to the Deadplate wip.

I’m completely unsure as to when this will be finished. And honestly im currently in a violent state of crashing out alongside being artblocked.

But yeah, i love deadplate. The concept of it.

And i feel like im only really good at semi realism now. Any time i try to draw anything remotely cartoony i just cant bare to look at it.

So thats that.

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REMINDER: ANY time ive posted a callout on someone it has BEEN TRUE. ANY. A N Y. Just because its not THERE ANYMORE doesnt mean SHIT.

FUCK MAN.

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Homoeroticism

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Wip

Small tangent about dead plate:

Dead plate had so much potential for a better game in its intensive fundamentals all the way down to the mechanics and world building. From the way you struggle to do tasks because the action wont show up, to the way that the restaurant doesn’t suit the uniform or storyline, to the half assed explanations of so many topics (Manon in general and actually building up to her being insane, Vincent’s past and moral drive, Rody’s stalking/harassment tendencies and why exactly he “loved” Manon, the rat incident, giving an actual in game context to multiple “explanations” given by Rachel on twitter, etc etc), to just the poor visuals and hyper focus on gore/scare factors instead of an all over equal amount of attention, and more.

So, i hate dead plates game. But i love what it could’ve been if it was put in better hands. Mad Father for instance was a beautiful horror game with the same pixel like style.

That being said, I’m thinking of starting a passion project of making a comic of dead plate and all it could’ve been.

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Rubs hands together like a fly

Partner systems are so weird bc how do u tell gang that Kagaya Ubuyashiki, from demon slayer, got some mf named Klain a collar…… like wtf

-Uzui Tengen ✨💎

(Ignore the banger song)

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Being a system w/ another system is so funny

Bc how do i explain to my friends i just got my guts rearranged by the Uzui Tengen..

God help me

Anyways I love my hubband..

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Insert funny quip here

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God..save me OWM..save me…..

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I succumbed to my desire

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Guys im so ill about one wheat mark its so stupid i love it

Happy gay month...

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Yes this is what you think it is

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All of my trolls art, a thread:

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I ♥️ wrestling the personification of ppl that have hurt me