#gay firefighters

[cinematics123]

Buck (drunk, holding a picture of Eddie and Chris): Y’know, they say that home is where the heart is…

Buck:

Buck: But I’ve never even been to fucking El Paso.

[seen-the-stars]

@exhaustedpirate and i were talking about tommy yesterday and then this happened. enjoy, i guess :]

"Tommy, I do like you, you should know that.” Hen says, holding the cup of coffee in her hand, watching over to where Karen and Buck are playing with the kids. She can feel the way his body is tense next to her, and it reminds her of a younger Tommy a long, long time ago.

The tension never really left him, back then. Hen always attributed it to something else.

“I just never thought you liked me all that much,” she adds, looking at him from the corner of her eye.

His shoulders fall, but the tension remains.

"Hen, I…” his voice is quiet, soft in the way it wasn't back then. “I admired you from the second you walked into the firehouse. I just. God, I was so jealous, too.”

Hen can't help the scoff that builds in her throat at the words. “You. Were jealous of me?” She says it like it's crazy, because it is. She was the dirt beneath their feet under Gerrard, she would have gladly changed with anyone. She was in no position to be jealous of. It's absurd, is what it is.

“You came into the firehouse and you stood your ground. You never pretended to be anyone else other than yourself. And we treated you like shit for it, I know. Believe me, I do.” There's a pause there that feels significant, so Hen doesn't interrupt.

“I know you can't exactly hide it. But you could've made yourself smaller. Changed. And you didn't. You… god, Hen, you were so loud about who you were. Unapologetic and with both feet on the ground, immovable. Solid.”

Hen turns to look at him, wondering where this is all coming from. He's fidgeting with the mug in his hands, eyes trained on Buck in the other room.

“And every day I saw you,” his voice is even quieter now, “I thought: please stop being so loud. Stop showing me what I should be, because I can't. I hated that I couldn't be like you. I hated that I hid, that I was so terrified. I wasn't uncomfortable with you for any of the reasons everyone thought I was. I was uncomfortable because it's like someone gave me a mirror and said: look, this is who you would be if you were better, if you weren't such a coward. And I never learned how to deal with that while I was at the 118.”

There's a thousand conflicting emotions in her heart, but Hen knocks their shoulders together anyway.

"That's why you transferred?” She asks, because she has a hunch about it. "So you could be better?”

“Yeah,” he admits, leaning against her shoulder with his own, “I had a really good teacher, you know.”

[fellowvin]

“This whole thing between us.”

“I understand why Tommy felt threatened by what me and Eddie have.”

“I didn’t mean to out you.”

“I don’t have to sleep with everyone I have feelings for, and I don’t have to have feelings for everyone i sleep with.”

…much to think about… the wording this season… yes…

[eddiestightywhities]

makin’ out

[sisyphuswinchester]

Eddie reacting to finding out Buck is Bi. And he goes absolutely feral cause he never thought he could be with the father of his child in the ways he always wanted.

[anxiou5-machine]

I get we all want buck and Eddie together but I cannot take another fic where all buck or eddies issues are solved by them getting together

They still need therapy, getting isn’t a relationship doesn’t solve years of internalised homophobia or rejection or neglect. Yes it can help but I want to more of those two ideas getting there shit together AND getting together not getting their shit together BY getting together

[afantasyoffiction]

help i fear the microwave has become a permanent oven

[buddieisgoingcanon25]

How about #TeamBuddie and #GiveUsBuddie instead of #Gayfirefighters i mean obviously they don’t check what we want. We need to be absolutely clear

Yes. Those are great hashtags. Bring em on. All of them.

[mpreghotties]

TK and Carlos edits

[ierodorable-way]

You’re dumb. Why wouldn’t Buck and Tommy work out? Please keep your negativity out of our tags

Hi there! I think buck and Tommy won’t work out because it is basically a soap opera and buck never seems to get good things and I’d rather not get my hopes up and delude myself into thinking this character who was signed in for a four episode arc is gonna be main cast. Also this is my blog and I can say whatever I want! Hope this helps!

[cinematics123]

Eddie: this absolutely homophobic. It’s pride month and no one has kissed me yet.

Buck: Well, it’s only June 6th! There’s still plenty of time…

Tommy: Wait, Eddie, aren’t you straight…?

Buck: And if you keep up that attitude, he always will be.

[seen-the-stars]

i have at least three friends completely uninvolved in 911 asking me for updates on the tommy situation. bc im a normal and well adjusted person.

[willpressleverfordopamine]

This is not even all of them.

9-1-1 otherwise known as THE GAY FIREFIGHTER SHOW

[eddiestightywhities]

𝓖𝓪𝔂𝓪𝓼𝓼 𝓜𝓾𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓮 𝓔𝓭𝓶𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓸 𝓓𝓲𝓪𝔃 💕

alexa play i want to break free by queen…

(bonus buck reaction under the cut!)

*SPLAT*

[fellowvin]

Tommy thought he was in a competition with Eddie while Eddie was beefing with a DOG, god bless

[thebabygronckle]

christopher hears his dads talking about "evan privileges" and goes ???

and bucks like yeah my name is evan buckley, thats where the buck comes from.

nd chris is like your nAME is EVAN????? WHAT

and buck is like yeah, yknow you can call me evan too if you want i dont mind (because he loves chris)

and chris tests it out, rolls 'evan' on his tongue and physically cringes

"No way," Chris says, "That's like calling Dad 'Eddie'."

"Really?" Buck laughs

"Yeah," Chris says, "Like he's not Eddie to me. He's my dad. You're not Evan, you're my Buck."