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Reblog if you've found friendship because of your fandoms.

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Like to charge reblog to cast

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what if that’s how i like my gods tho

“No you cannot worship the fictional gods from the novel I’m writing. They are not real” is not a sentence I ever imagined I would have to say

But here we are

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whether this is an honour or an insult depends entirely on what you do next…. 😂

Me, writing away: *randomly and casually names a character Maxima for no reason at all, keeps typing* Me: *re-reading what I wrote this morning* Me: Oh crap. *facepalms*

So, uh... anyone got any alternative names that I can use that are not possibly the name of one of my moots?!? Looking for a name that means "victorious" or "the greatest." (Not using Victoria, fyi. Too obvious.)

The character is a young woman, about 20 years old, and is Jaye's cell mate.

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this is just achilles pre trojan war. and he's EXCELLENT at it

Reverse Mulan about a young man who disguises himself as a noblewoman and has to learn how to do passive-agressive politicking at dinner parties.

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when ur mutuals are mutual with each other 

pro: squad con: i saw this post like 18 times today

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to all my writblr moot lovelies i finally posted some poems!!!! i guess we'll see if i manage to be active on here in anything remotely resembling a consistent manner.

anyways ive got more poems. (i always have more poems) if ppl wanna read some! also i have fic for bards.

my wip??? she's been undergoing some shall we say...restructuring. while i had this new hyperfixation. she's hopefully making a comeback sometime soon and maybe then so shall i....

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crazier things

do you dream enough for the both of us? or are these hidden beasts, foreign sleeps, the visions that plague me night and day - are they all of it? all ill ever get to say? i saw you like a fucking cliché across the room and breath caught a spider spinning web, you mended thread but i am composed of duality and demons and the moment you smiled i knew you play your part in my game with alacrity that gives me pause i dread that i am known by you the supposed fool whom i try to play forever foolish, i keep wishing to be understood who were you then, before we met? a question i cannot answer, a truth i cannot hide. but i am tired of perfect pirouettes, and i want - i want to be free, i want to be you and me, i want to know the things you’ve left untold and what does it mean, to be real? when you kiss my hand, when you heal you seal a wound, you break my bones with the force of this fall; visceral. i am crossing lines, blind, i am catching myself out in a lie, i feel this world is chaos and dreams i breathe and yet you are an anchor in my soul

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sunset in the west

she is dusk and dawn in a single breath. i perceive within her endings, mine, and the collapse and fall of facades, ours. i know that she will never be mine to keep her smile is a dagger edge her eyes purple sleep

i watch her dance with languid grace a dangerous game, this commotion she is mesmerising, and i am spellbound i will forget myself, lost in her ocean though i cannot prefer this perfect ritual over clumsy fallen limbs atop the ground

for she is also an edge, an envy, a sprite too wild for the wind, unbound and untamed by strangers’ judgments or mistakes. her proffered hand is temptation, tugging loose my careful threads, breaking apart what i do not know how to mend

and i know - gods only know that i know _ behind her wonderland smile and eyes is a mind i cannot risk falling behind. she glints with gold and danger; she hides what she cannot seek. to fall now, for her, would be a cliff-edge, fatal.

yet somehow, knowing the game is played is not enough to save me now i have been hypnotised by wreathing flames, i am caught in lavender throes, like mistletoes i bend at her beck and call

and it is bittersweet bliss, to be now at her side, to feel her feverish touch. i am uplifted past heaven, i soar and watch the view of how far there is to fall

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pros of finishing first multi chapter fic: Elation, Pride, Superiority

cons of finishing first multi chapter fic: Depression, Hollow Now, Hubris that i could somehow Do It Again?!!

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the hyperfixation is so severe guys. would u believe me if i said ive been writing? like. 4k words a day, or a poem. its just all abt dnd actual play so....

do i post it here? on the side blog? this is my dying effort to bring back writblr caitlin i miss her but i cannot do anything that isn't Hyperfixation Media rn oops. how would yall feel abt some noah kahan inspired poetry abt fantasy lesbians

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— sylvia plath (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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tsunami alert for west coast and hawaii and japan, maybe other pacific coasts. big earthquake off russia.

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it's so hardcover –> we're so paperback

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Not writing a fanfic nobody asked for but writing fanfic for yourself and that one other person who is equally insane about the idea

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where is pining. i like to write P I N I N G

Genuinely curious,

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inside me there are two wolves. one is the above mood, the other is the katalena fic i wrote when i was 13 that i left unfinished. the last thing i did on it was reply to a comment after a brief hiatus saying more was coming soon. i could log back in to wattpad and write more any time i wanted but its wattpad so i wont. sometimes i think if it was on my ao3 like the destiel fix it mini fic i try not to think about, id have finished it. i think about it often. i still ship them in an au where yelena isn't aro/ace but just ace but im loathe to take any of our few aro/ace characters and consider them otherwise. whoever i replied to with that comment that day im sorry. i think of you often

Every now and then I think about the Stucky fic I started on Wattpad in like 2018 that was lost when I lost the password to that email address I don’t remember anything about it. I know it had like three or four chapters maybe five. It haunts me. I don’t know what the title is? what it was about? What’s out there? if it can be tied back to me. was there any identifying information in my Wattpad profile? I don’t even ship Stucky anymore really.