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The most painful thing to me is that Faifa tells his mom to call her favorite son and she doesn't argue with him or even ask him anything, she just keeps on going about why he's sulking and blaming everyone else and never looking at herself or their actual relationship.

I really hope the show finds a way to give us some kind of closure on Faifa's family because, yes, real life doesn't come with closure but this is fiction and we are allowed to have that kind of thing in fiction. And I want closure. I want people to know how much Faifa carries, that he cries every time he drops her off, that he wants people to remember him, that he feels forgotten and unimportant to the people who love him the most.

I want Faifa and Wine's relationship to give him the courage to ask more of the other people in his life and for Wine to be able to help him find that.

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It's all about how Faifa showed Wine the roof for the first time to help him solve a problem he was going to just run away from and how Wine ran to the roof to find Faifa because Faifa ran away from their problem and how the story has come around and they're both learned so much from each other and the end is that they love each other and Faifa can be honest about his feelings and Wine doesn't have to run away and they can solve problems together as long as they talk to each other and they didn't need anyone's help to figure that out.

(Which is very telling because everyone else in the show needed a third party intervention to make the relationship happen but Faifa and Wine needed nothing like that because what they needed most of all was each other, not a lesson on communication.)

((Bonus: may this all lead to Faifa's entire family finding out how much they've hurt him and learning to be better because Wine isn't running anymore and he can definitely stand up for his boyfriend when Faifa can't.))

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Slowly but surely the show is inching, inching, towards the gay agenda.

With a literal spark between them!

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I love this man so much almost despite himself. He's hopeless and useless but if he could just really figure out the gay agenda he could do so well.

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I have watched enough Thai BLs to know that there is a sex joke at play here. I do love them when they're using the gay agenda to their advantage!

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Brothers like brothers. Now actually talk to each other and make your family better, damnit.

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All they ever needed was someone to hear them out, take the time to listen and a bit of respect and a whole lot of love.

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These two are just the best huggers.

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Wine always knows when Faifa needs a hug because it is at all times.

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Let's hug.

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It's a pre-dating engagement photoshoot.

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Toey is the worst because she outted Wine to his friend without bothering to talk to him and outted him to her brother and his former crush without, again, ever talking to him or telling him about it which then set her brother up for heartbreak.

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And to think that they kept worrying that Faifa was the one who didn't know how to love when the real problem was that Faifa doesn't know how to be loved because none of the people in his life has ever done that before.

Faifa is more willing to hold the people he loves accountable when they hurt someone than they are when he gets hurt. Faifa will sacrifice himself again and again and again and the people that love him see that as a flaw not because he is hurting himself but because doing that might hurt others.

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Just a little kiss.

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Be my focus.

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Loving someone who doesn't know how to be loved is hard but they found a way together.

(Everyone was so sure Faifa didn't know to love but that was never truly his issue.)

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A kiss to prove love because for everyone's fears that Faifa can't show Wine he's special... Wine knows Faifa is the one who can't believe he's loved.