#tw skin problems

[littlelilaclina]

“you only live once, eat what you want!” why would i live my one life fat..?

[sickly-honeylamb]

I'm sleepy and wanna sleep but I also might have scabies cause its at our school and a I now have a rash uncomfortably close to what beginning scabies looks like and my mom doesn't wanna take me to the doctor and I feel like crying

[bigandbadandbruisedd]

the way in which i refuse to drink regular coke but will happily drink double my bmr in alcohol,, jail

[ana-banana-fo-fana]

indie sleaze is coming back and that means deathly pale and deathly skinny

[hi-its-meg]

Friday is the day I meet with the plastic surgeon for a skin removal consult 🙈

[crush-echoes]

08/05/23 - A Dream

You’ll peel away each layer of my skin, not finding the real me

I’ll just fall away, nothing underneath all these false faces, false names

Because as it turns out there is no real me

I’m reflecting you, I was a mirror all along

Just what you wanted to see, bits and pieces of you and what you want stitched together to form your very own fucked up person

And there was no real me, no one is home

All that's left to do is for you to dance with my skin, afterall I’ll always be there for you, limp in your arms in pain but still holding a smile, not a hint of a grimace 

No real me there at all

[notadsmpblog]

I think this will be my last ever post about this situation on this account unless something brand new and wonderous (/s) happens, but stop acting like people should have seen the signs all along lmao?

Analyze his music and how he left warnings and hints all you want, but don't act like this was something that everyone should have seen coming. No offence but encouraging people to take every single song ever made at face value on the off-chance that the song is actually meant to be taken at face value is crazy. Ntm you guys are reading into things way more than necessary (E-girl Trilogy was just Wilbur making songs and capitalizing off of jokes about simps and Delphine fans, face it)

Also, it feels kind of off-putting because it does feel in the same territory as victim-blaming? I'm saying this as an emotional abuse victim myself btw. Telling people that it was there all along and that if they just tried hard enough they would know... You're seriously setting people up for failure in the future when it comes to these things

I'm not saying that Wilbur's fanbase is a victim of him, that's going a step too far I'd imagine. It's just that doing this sort of thing encourages other fans (who, again face it, are mostly comprised of impressionable teens) to either gain trust issues or be blindly trustful of others because CLEARLY they know better now and can see problems from a mile away

This is a long stupid post I know, but I'm tired of seeing dumbass posts on every single damn social media app about how Your New Boyfriend is "Wilbur's true self and he was telling us all along and we're dumb for not getting it."

[starving2seemybones]

POST CHRISTMAS BC BMI GUESSES????

[tiny-little-rabbit]

Almost four days <3 if I had waited an hour it would have been 4 but try explaining to someone that you can only eat in an hour because then you haven't eaten for 4 days lol

Also the soup wasn't the one expect but it was still good but I got full so quickly but had to semi finish it

I'm having to work the next 3 days again so I'll try to fast until Christmas

We'll make fondue!!

[littlelilaclina]

“omg i NEED to lose weight” “wdym you’re already skinny” SHUT UPP

[purpluc]

Do you have quick and effective ways to lose a lot of weight?

[harddrugg]

OMFFG I HATE MY LIFE

I gained weight recently and I think it shows on me and tomorrow I have a date with my boyfriend and I don't know what to do now, do yall think he will notice?

I've had a very good relationship with him lately and I don't want it to break down after he sees that I'm a fat pig.

[rexiexoxo]

update

i havent been on this account in ages. food is still hard. i feel like its never going to NOT be hard. i have a nutritionist now. i have a whole team of doctor's helping me get better. im facing all of the negative health side effects of treating your body like shit since you were 10. im 20 and my digestive system is fucked, im confirmed to be infertile, my body will never be the same, and im scared that i'll never truly know what its like to have a normal relationship with food. im scared that ill never be able to experience life outside of the food obsessed lens im looking through now. im spending my prime years ridiculing and ruining a body and face that will realistically never be as small, as smooth, as capable as it is now. and the crazy thing is that i know all of this and still can't bring myself to really change. no matter how much progress i make physically i dont think there will be a single morning where i dont wake up with the intention to relapse. when will i not "start again tomorrow?"

[vroomian]

Well that was the most disgusting hour of my life! I need seven showers and a memory wipe!

[abbsabigail]

literally me

[yuiconsono]