#st4rv3

[mukbangwatcher]

hunger hurts

but i want it

so bad, oh, it kills

[lovetolose111]

THIS.

hey question, do any other ana people forget that like drinking exists lol, like my brain is so focused on food that i forget to drink anything 😭 im trying bro dehydration is no joke

[skinnywannabesworld]

I love baking and since its christmas season i want to make so many things but i need to control myself and it SUCKS

[sweetieboness]

i’ve done it. i’m pretty much no longer interested in food. the thought of eating and seeing food almost disgusts me. idk why it suddenly hit me yesterday but i’m so thankful.

last night i hung out with my friend after not seeing her for months so we drank this lychee soju and had dinner. i thought since we were gonna be drinking we wouldn’t eat so i didn’t fast the day before which i regret now T_T

so we went to this arab restaurant. i’ve had arab food like once before this and it was good from what i remember but this was uhh ok at best 💀 there was only 3 vegetarian options (all fast food) so i finally just settled for the falafel ab pack with salad. i wanted to get a small but my friend ordered the large for me 😭😭 it wasn’t bad actually but i just had no appetite so i ate maybe an 1/8th? but i mainly just ate the small salad on top lol (the whole thing was huge in my opinion) then we had a shared dessert. i had maybe 1/2 of the cream baklava and 1/3 of the pistachio baklava. i never had baklava before so i’m sure others are better but this was just so oily and syrupy and gross. yet my friend.. i think she could tell something was up 😭 she was encouraging me to eat too and on one hand, i felt reallyyy bad guys especially since she paid but in my head i was like thanks for thinking i’m skinny 😍 but i’m not at that th1nspø point of concern yet

if anything at all it just encouraged me to get worse.. esp by the time i see her next year

[dietmasc]

just to be clear i know MBTI is pseudoscience

BUT i heard that the personality types most likely to have eating disorders are INFJ and INTJ, and it got me wondering, what are your personality types? Mine is INTJ so I felt a little called out :,)

(the poll doesn't have enough options so im not using it)

[littlelilaclina]

i can never be the most talented, the smartest, or the kindest. but i can be the skinniest, and that’s enough.

[buttlerflymoon]

ÀS ANAS E MIAS DO BRASIL

hello divas, estava a meses sem postar, sem consumir ou tocar no tumblr, achei até que tinha me livrado de tudo isso mas a realidade é que nunca vou estar realmente curada e nem sequer sei dizer qual transtorno eu tenho, faço tudo para emagrecer, sou obcecada pelo meu peso, pelo que eu como, por calorias e tudo mais. Depois que comecei a namorar, meu namorado me convenceu por um milésimo de segundo que para ele eu sou perfeita e que ele nao me acha gorda, assim como meus amigos tentam me convencer, agora vamos para as medidas:

tenho 20 anos

1,62 de altura

114KG

e consumo a media de 1200 kcal por dia

preciso que sejam sinceras e abram meus olhos para o quão relaxada eu fiquei, quero ter o corpo do meus sonhos e nunca vou conseguir se continuar uma porca e me deixar levar por comentarios mentirosos sobre mim.

Então quero alcançar mais mulheres que se sintam assim para podermos ser sinceras umas com as outras e juntas possamos nos ajudar nesse longo processo.

xoxo, moon

[lelalutka]

“u can suck in ur stomach but ur arms and thighs will tell the truth”

GET OUT OF MY SKINNNNN

[negative00zero]

[mukbangwatcher]

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[blessedangelofdeath]

[st4rv3m3]

I feel like people should understand that not every person with an ed is always underweight or even at a normal weight. People with ed's are all shapes and sizes and still suffering

[lanadelreyrexii]

i feel ashamed that i have an ed and i am not skinny

[ayoits-coon]

HELP

My health teacher is talking about body image and 3d

I am actually gonna cry i don’t wanna be here

[destroyluna]

WHY ARE MY THIGHS SO FCKING FAT IM GOING INSANEEE 😭

[dietmasc]

what annoys me about eating disorder spaces is that everyone seems to be able to sleep and do drugs all day instead of eating? I go to college I can't just smoke that shit every time I want to eat a donut.

not to be a hater because if that works for people that's great, it's not like I'm against sharing tips, but it's just so different from my reality that i feel the need to post about it