#multigenic safe

[mintyeels]

BYF/DNI

Call me Splat or Scissors. I go by xe/god/slime/it. I prefer masculine language.

Alright fuckers, this is my honesty account! Im gonna be keeping this separate from my mains for a good fucking reason because like fuck am I losing all my damn moots and shit for this <3

I am (or we are) a polyfrag multigenic system with npd, bpd aspd, and possible hpd along with several other mental illnesses. I experience psycosis, I have adhd and autism, and I have several controversial special interests. Get used to that if you stay here.

I will not censor my thoughts here. If you wanna be friends then you should know im a two-faced cowardly bitch who loves attention and pushing others away. I do not fucking trust you <3

That being said if I say something bigoted or unjust, lmk. I’m incredibly aware of my potential impact on others, and I pride myself on being helpful, non-harmful, and using progressive language. I am physically disabled.

(That is to say, in non aspd language: pls lmk if I say smth offensive. I genuinely want to learn and become more aware, as its important to me that im not harming others with my language or actions. Call my bullshit out (politely!) and I will be more than willing to accommodate and adjust!)

I am currently in an environment where I cannot safely seek treatment or therapy for my personality disorders & systemhood at the moment, however I am educated on mental health, mental illness, and psychology (self researched). I also plan to pursue a career in social work or psychology.

With that context it should be clear that I DO NOT self-diagnose myself lightly. I am not making light of, purposefully demonizing, or making a bad name for people with these disorders. I am simply being honest about how they affect my life and outlook on this blog.

I have been medically recognized as a system, and don’t give a fuck what you think of my origin or pronouns. Mind your fucking business and shut your fucking mouth.

Self diagnosis is valid. Endogenics are safe and accepted here. Introjects are real (I cant believe I have to say that). I refuse to call source memories/exomemories “psuedomemories,” as it is invalidating imo.

My proper BYF is much longer, but here’s the gist. [late addition, im anti-sexual age-regression (CGLG/LB [squick] or CGLG/LB agere [immoral imo]), and pro-nonsexual age-regression. sfw regressors are welcome here, though please be aware that this blog is not always child/little-friendly!]

(ID: A black box with neon green text reading, “DNI: PRO-CONTACT FOR HARMFUL PARAPHILIAS, TRUSCUM/TRANSMED, ANTI-NEO PRONOUN, TERF/SWERF/RADFEM, SYSCOURSE/DISCOURSE BLOG, EXCLUSIONIST, TRANSRACE, ANTI-MSPEC IDENTITIES, POLICE LGBT TERMS/IDENTITIES, ANTI-AGEREGRE/ANTI-LITTLE, CTLG/B (AGEREGRE), ANTI-KINK, ANTI ENDO/TULPA, DON’T RESPECT CLOSED PRACTICES, TRANSID/TRANSX (EXEPT TRANSSPECIES AND TRANSAGE IN GOOD FAITH), ANTI-NEOPRONOUNS, GENDERSKEPTICAL/CRITICAL”)

My spins (special interests are):

Hermitcraft

Zombies

Apocalypses

Art

Shifting (scientific interest)

Dsmp (dream sucks.)

Slimecicle

Slimecicle cinematic universe

Ranboo

AstralSpiff

Asmr

Video games

Categories of suicide and/or muder

Witchcraft/paganism

The sorry boys

Half-life/Portal

Systemhood

Mental health

Personality disorders

Creepypasta

Marble hornets

Scp

Indie Horror

The forest

Batim/batdr

Poppy playtime

Resident evil

[transspeciesguy]

Endogenic systems that have naturally been a system as long as they can remember, you're so cool.

Endogenic systems that formed out of loneliness, you're so cool.

Endogenic systems that formed for no fuckin' reason whatsoever, you're so cool.

Endogenic systems that technically formed from trauma but it's not the "usual" type of trauma so they labeled themself endo, you're so cool.

Endogenic systems that formed for fun, you're so cool.

Endogenic systems that are multigenic, you're so cool.

Disordered endogenic systems, you're so cool.

[transstarfolk]

(ids in alt text)

Origin-related userboxes! F2u with credit.

[genderqueerdykes]

not knowing who is fronting is a super common plural experience and it's very normal and okay if you struggle to tell who is fronting, or who is nearby. whether you are experiencing dissociation or some other type of barrier, it's okay if it takes you a while to figure out who's nearby. sometimes that's just a built-in function of your system and you have to figure things out piece by piece. it's totally okay

i spend most of my days not knowing who i am or who's fronting or who's nearby. i have very severe derealization/depersonalization as well as being a system, so i understand what it's like to know know who you are. it's okay to experience that, you're not being plural wrong, or anything like that. for some plurals, it comes naturally and easily, for others, we struggle, and both are okay

[moonpool-system]

gods i wish we could browse discord servers regularly and not have to have our protector do it because we don't know whether or not the server will hate us for existing. We can't trust when it says it's "system friendly"; we have to go in and read the rules and sometimes even make an intro, look for sysmed dogwhistles, and even if we don't find anything, unless there's something explicitly including systems of all origins we're STILL paranoid about it. Syscourse/sysmedicalism have heightened our trauma so intensely and the fact that our traumagenic members have adapted to cover for that really goes to show how dangerous it is. We're so tired. The hatred and bigotry in the system community is so common in fandom spaces claiming to be accepting. There aren't many places where it's safe to exist

[dhddmods]

Plural/System Guide!

Hello! We wanted to share a quick plural guide for anyone that is confused about plurality.

(This guide mentions dissociation quite a few times, so you may also want to check out our dissociation guide. We also recommend you read our alterhuman guide, to understand experiences that non-humans & introjects within systems may have.)

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Plurality/Systems is an umbrella term for anybody that has more than one person/entity controlling a singular body. Each member can have their own name, pronouns/titles, sex, gender, appearance, race/species, orientation, etc. Anyone that isn't plural is a Singlet.

Being in-control of the shared-body is known as Fronting. Fronting can be optional or forced by the brain. Co-fronting is when multiple people are fronting at the same time. If a fronter/co-fronter cannot retreat, it is known as being Frontstuck. When a system is swapping who is fronting, it is known as Switching.

System members are called sysmates, headmates, alters, parts, or facets. Every system has their own preference of what to call their members. In some cases, sysmates are temporary, and may go inactive/fade over time, or exit through a gateway (more on that later.)

Sysmates can have individual memories, or they may share all their memories as a collective. They may or may not get the choice of what to share. If a certain memory is not accessible to all of the system, it is known as having Amnesia Barriers.

An Innerworld/Headspace is a dreamscape that many systems have, where members can live and interact when they are not in charge of the shared-body. They could have one set appearance (ie; a planet, a spaceship, a house, etc), or they could shift/change, either randomly, following a schedule, or at the will of sysmates (either specific sysmates or all sysmates.) The opposite of the innerworld (the physical space that the shared-body interacts with) is known as the Outerworld/Meat Space.

Many innerworlds have fronting rooms, which are areas that sysmates go in order to watch what is happening in the outerworld.

Not all systems have a innerworld. They may simply go into a "coma" when they are not fronting, or may "float" in an empty void. Innerworlds could be any size.

Some systems have NPCs (people who are incapable of fronting & engaging in shared memories). NPCs can be simple (repeating lines, repeating tasks, limited behaviors, etc) or complex (capable of new dialogue, capable of coming up with new tasks, a variety of behavior, etc). For complex NPCs, the only way to tell them apart from sysmates is by the fact that they have no special abilities (like fronting, sharing memories, or set-roles.)

Fragments are sysmates that are not fully developed. They are sort of in-between simple NPCs and sysmates. They have some system capabilities, but are not fully autonomous, and often to not have a full grasp over their personal identity.

Sometimes NPCs and fragments develop into full-sysmates.

Fusing/Merging/Integration describes when two or more sysmates merge together, either temporarily or permanently. If it is a temporary fuse, it is known as Blending. Their physical appearances may combine, or they may take on only one of the sysmates appearances, or a whole new appearance unrelated to either of their previous ones. Their identities may be merged as well, or they may be autonomous within their innerworld body; a system within a system.

Subsystems are systems within systems. They might be a result of fusion, or they may have formed as subsystems from the start, or developed their own sysmates unrelated to fusing.

Some systems have groups that live separately within the headspace (usually on different layers of a headspace). These are known as Side Systems. There may be a Main System (which consists of the people with the most control over the shared-body), or the system may be made up fully of side systems that have equal control over the shared-body.

Here are a few terms for sysmates:

Little/Syskid: A sysmate who is a child, typically under the age of 13. Middle/Systeen: A sysmate who is a teenager, typically 13-17, however sometimes 18-19 is included. Big/Biggin/Sysadult: A sysmate who is an adult, typically 18+. Ageless: A sysmate with no age. They might look like a kid, teen, or child, or they may have an ambiguous appearance. Age-Slider: A sysmate whose age is fluid/fluctuating. How frequently their age changes depends on the individual. Lost Adult/Disadult: A sysmate that is physically an adult, but mentally a child or teenager. Claudia/Paradult: A sysmate that is physically a child, but mentally an adult. Exomemories: Memories that did not occur within the shared body or innerworld; memories from a life outside of the system. This can apply to introjects & walk-ins. Exotrauma: Trauma that did not occur to the shared body or within the innerworld; trauma from exomemories. This can apply to introjects & walk-ins. Introject/Introtive: A sysmate who has a specific "source." For example, a sysmate who forms with the appearance and/or experiences of a fictional character or family member. They may or may not share the personal identity (name, gender, etc) of their source, and may have exomemories/exotrauma of their source. Fictives are introjects with fictional sources, and Factives are introjects with real-life sources. Core(s): The first/original sysmate(s) to exist within the system. Gateway System: A system with a gateway (either physical or metaphorical) that leads to other spaces, such as other layers of the innerworld, or into a different universe. This gateway may be a one-way walk (as in once someone enters, they cannot leave; or vice-versa) or it may be free range both directions. If a new sysmate enters a system through a gateway, they are known as Walk-Ins. Median System: A system where sysmates are not as distinct from one another, and are "blurred" or are simply "different versions" of one main identity.

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Origins

Next up, system origins.

Adaptive System: A system that was formed in order to cope with something. This includes traumagenic, stressgenic, isolgenic, neurogenic, and physiogenic systems. Traumagenic: A system that was formed due to trauma. Stressgenic: A system that was formed due to stress. Isolgenic: A system that was formed due to loneliness or social isolation. Depending on how strongly the loneliness affected the person, it may also count as traumagenic. Neurogenic: A system that was formed due to pre-existing neurodivergence. For example, an autistic person who developed sysmates of characters from their special interest. Another example would be a person with substance abuse disorder who developed a sysmate to help them overcome their addiction. Physiogenic: A system that was formed due to physical disability. This is typically related to stress (stressgenic) or trauma (traumagenic) that either the disability itself caused, or ableism caused. Endogenic: A system that was not formed due to trauma; a system that is not traumagenic. This includes adaptive systems that are not trauma-related, created systems, protogenic systems, spontagenic systems, & unknown systems. Created System: A system that was willingly created. This includes willogenic, tulpagenic, spirigenic, & metagenic systems. Willogenic: A system that was willed into existence for non-adaptive reasons. They may refer to themselves as Willomancers, and might call their sysmates Willomates. If this creation was done subconsciously/unintentionally, it is known as being Catharigenic. If this was done through meditation, self-induced dissociation, and prolonged attempts at summoning, it is known as Tulpamancy. A Tulplagenic system might refer to their sysmates as Tulpas. Spirigenic: A system that was created through spiritual methods, typically connected to religious practices. Metagenic: A system that was created through metaphysical/spiritual methods, unrelated to religious practices/beliefs. Protogenic: A system that has existed since birth, or has existed for as long as the brain can remember. Spontagenic: A system that spontaneously appeared, with no identifiable cause. Unknown System/Quoigenic: A system that formed from unknown/uncertain causes. This includes cryptogenic & congenic systems. Cryptogenic: A system that does not know their origin. This is not the same as a spontagenic system, as spontagenic systems are certain that their system has no cause, meanwhile cryptogenic systems are uncertain of their origins, and may have amnesia or confusion relating to their origins. Congenic: A system with a complicated origin. Their origin may be so complicated that they are incapable of labeling it further, or finding a suitable category. Multigenic/Mixed-Origin: A system that has multiple causes, or a system that has different causes for different sysmates. For example, a system where some sysmates were formed from trauma (traumagenic), meanwhile others were willed into existence (willogenic.)

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Roles

Now, lets dive into system roles. System roles are jobs/duties assigned to sysmates, typically pre-assigned by the brain as the sysmates are forming into existence (however for some people, roles are chosen after formation.) Roles might shift/change over time, or a person may have multiple different roles. Not every system has roles, however a majority of systems do.

There are hundreds of possible roles a system may have, far too many to list, so instead we shall be going over the most common ones:

Caretaker: A sysmate who formed to tend to somebody. They may have a parental/grandparental, older-sibling, or mentor relationship with whoever they formed to tend to. Protector: A sysmate who formed to protect someone/something. They could be protecting their sysmates, the shared-body, the shared-body's relatives, friends/partners, or even physical objects. Holder: A sysmate who formed to deal with a specific thing, for the sake of the rest of the system. For example, a Trauma-Holder is a sysmate who holds a large portion of the traumatic memories/symptoms, so that the rest of the sysmates don't have to deal with it. A Symptom-Holder is a sysmate who holds a large portion of neurodivergent or disability symptoms. Their holding may be voluntary (in which case, they could be classified as a protector), or the brain may be forcing them to hold these things. Manager: A sysmate who makes sure that everybody is fulfilling their duties, and that things are being maintained. Persecutor: A sysmate who causes harm (intentional or otherwise) to someone/something. This is often a misguided protector or manager who is intending to help through harmful methods (such as alcoholism, self-harm of the shared-body, intense criticism, physical punishment of other sysmates, etc). It could also describe a sysmate who is a trauma-holder or symptom-holder, and lashes out as a result of stress, guilt, shame, etc. Alternatively, an abusive sysmate (for example, an introject of an abuser) can also be labelled a persecutor. Gatekeeper: A sysmate in a gateway system that keeps watch over who enters or exits through the gateway. Architect: A sysmate that has the ability to create/edit/destroy the appearance/structure of the innerworld. Beastmaster: A sysmate that has the ability to create/edit/destroy and/or control non-sentient beings (simple NPCs, animals, plantlife, etc) within the innerworld. Host/Outernaut: A sysmate who is in-charge of the shared-body, and fronts most often. Some systems have multiple hosts. Co-Host/Perinaut: A sysmate who takes over when the host(s) are unavailable, or who otherwise helps out the host.

Disordered Plurality (DID & OSDD)

Plurality is neurodivergent in nature, however it is not inherently a disorder. Disordered plurality describes people whose plurality is linked to a disorder of some kind. This includes most traumagenic systems and many neurogenic systems, however there are also a few dissociative disorders that overlap with plurality as well.

Dissociative Identity Disorder/DID (formerly known as Multiple Personality Disorder/MPD) describes plurality where the system has distinct sysmates (possibly fragments as well), dissociative episodes, sysmates often (or always) dissociate between switches, and sysmates have amnesia barriers between them. This often (but not always) leads to sysmates being unaware of each others existence, and having difficulty with communication. Access to the innerworld is frequently also limited. Dissociation and amnesia can be worked-out through therapy or communication, however it is usually quite difficult.

OSDD-1/Otherwise Specified Dissociative Disorder Type 1 describes plurality where the system experiences dissociative episodes, however it doesn't quite fit the DID diagnosis.

OSDD-1a is where dissociative episodes occur, however unlike DID, there are not distinct sysmates. Instead, the system is median, or made up completely of fragments. Sysmates are "blurry" and similar to one another, but amnesia barriers still exist despite that.

OSDD-1b is where dissociative episodes occur, possibly even dissociation between switches, however amnesia barriers do not exist. Trauma may still cause general system-wide amnesia, but not amnesia that is seperated between sysmates.

DID and OSDD-1 forms from trauma (typically childhood trauma, however older people can develop DID/OSDD-1 as well.) DID/OSDD-1 might cause the plurality, or the plurality may be pre-existing, and the dissociative disorder comes from trauma experienced later. (For example, a protogenic system that had trauma later in life and developed DID, turning them into a multigenic system.)

[protectingtulpas]

The plural community is full of so many nice and awesome people; it's just that the hateful voices are the loudest sometimes. We can be loud too, but the quiet ones are also here, and there're so many more of us than they realize. We're still a community and we still share solidarity

[npdemu]

i hate having to remind myself that me simply existing as mixed origins isn't engaging in discourse, even though there is discourse around my existence.

[systemserendipity]

It still blows us away when anti-endogenic and/or fakeclaiming folx try to push their feelings in CLEARLY pro-endo spaces. Like. Get the memo, you aren't wanted here lol

[mixed-origin-culture-is]

welcome to our blog!!

Plain Text: welcome to our blog!!

this is a new culture blog like plural-culture-is but for specifically mixed origins systems. pretty sure there have been other blogs with this premise in the past but i can't find any that are still active so that's why i'm starting this up

all submissions should start with a variation of "mixed origins culture is..."

"multigenic culture is..." and "polygenic culture is..." are valid submissions and so are labels within mixed origins ("traumaendo culture is...", "isoscegenic culture is..." etc.)

i might answer plurality-related questions but it's not guaranteed

hate will be deleted so don't bother

UPDATE: signoffs will be assumed as anon signoffs unless otherwise specified. [a] of [b] will also be tagged as simply -[b] for simplicity

[ijustwannamakeemojis]

[ID: Eight pixel hearts of various system origin flags by grey dawn in order being Endogenic, Quoigenic, Traumagenic, Neurogenic, Protogenic, Parogenic, Spirigenic, and Multigenic. End ID]

[cringe-culture-is]

Cringe multigenic system culture is half of us even more maybe , using xenogenders and contradictory labels as our primary labels and then getting called fake bc of it 🙏🏽

U guys R so real 4 using what works 4 u!!!

[th3grimr33p3r]

Hi

My name is Vincent, I'm part of a multigenic C-DID system. I go by he/him pronouns.

I'm a fictive from the web comic Uriah. Sourcmates are welcome to interact.

Honestly I don't view myself as a "fictive" more as a reincarnation of myself, but in this body. Though I don't mind the label fictive.

Most of my blog will be me complaining and ranting. Possibly other shit.

I'm transcisharmed and transcisharmful in the way my source trauma is very real to me.

I'm gay, and monogamous.

I most likely have a multitude of personality disorders but who cares. I am dx'ed with MDD, C-DID, C-PTSD, and panic disorder.

[p4r4dis3-r0t]

BLOG/SYSTEM INTRO

ABOUT US : COLLECTIVE

“Rolling in nonsense, deploying the fantasy.”

𖥔 our sys name is Paradise Rot — our collective names can be found here!

𖥔 we collectively use cae/fae and more found in previous link— they/it/he works as an auxiliary

𖥔 we are a minor !! We have NPD, BPD, ASPD-traits, psychosis, AuDHD, BIID and bipolar 2

𖥔 we are physically (the body wise) dead ! Please note this influences how we think and do things. Our body hasn’t deteriorated a lot but it is getting worse. We are also an IRL of Sunday from honkai starrail

𖥔 we’re collectively ahuman from being dead— we are also an angel trapped inside a human form. Besides that we kin serpents and krampus. We are also snow-hearted due to living in a winter area.

𖥔 we are a D.I.D system formed originally from severe mental trauma. Currently we are a endogenic forming system functioning like a D.I.D system

𖥔 We identify as pangender and gendervoid, along with paradoxigender. We use aroace gaybian to describe our experiences.

𖥔 We practice the worship of demons! We currently work with lord Leviathan.

HEADMATE LIST + TAGS + SOURCE

Amethyst— Ocitive/D&D fictive/accidental thoughtform : He/it/thing -🔮

Aventurine/Aven— Honkai Starrail introject/created headmate : He/chip/dice/ace/spade -💵

Boothill/Beau— Honkai Starrail introject : he/it -🔫

Charles/Chauncey/Lucifer— Bible fictive (the devil)/ocitive/accidental thoughtform : He/love/doll/lace/fluff/artery -💌

Dottore/Zandik— Genshin Impact fictive : He/it/thing/bleed -💉

Elelogap— Ocitive/spiritual introject : She/they -🪼

Furina/Neredia — Genshin Impact fictive : He/she/drama/hydro/pearl/sweet/fae -🫧

Herta/Andromeda/Helios — Honkai Starrail fictive : She/it/vae -💫

Layla/Solstice/Juniper — Genshin Impact fictive : He/they/as(/astro)/frig(/frigid)/star/freeze - ❄️

Leviathan— Bible fictive (Leviathan)/spiritual introject/ocitive : he/him -🐍

Pantalone— Genshin impact fictive : He/vae - 🎻

Pez/Haribo— brainmade : none (they/it aux) - 🍬

Sparkle/Hanabi/Lucy/Molly/Hinamatsuri/Bunraku/Firecracker/Crossette/Confetti/Mentos/Astro— Honkai Starrail fictive : She/silly - 🧨

Dr. Vertias Ratio— Honaki Starrail fictive : he/him -📖

(more will update soon)

[astral-arbour-system]

But the fact you are a system is the disorder isn't it? Like even if you aren't bothered by it, the dissociation and amnesia (even if lack of) and depersonalisation and derealisation would still mean you have a disorder (?) Like it's fine if it doesn't bother you. It doesn't bother me too but isn't having ego states that didn't integrate the point of why its a disorder?

For something to be a disorder it has to cause significant distress or impairment, and my having headmates doesn't. There are traumagenic systems out there who've lowered the amounts of amnesia and dissociation they have but still have their alters. We never had amnesia to begin with and the dissociation is about as inconvenient as a stubbed toe. My headmates aren't a disorder, they're just there, and it doesn't harm any other systems for us to view ourselves this way, even if it doesn't make sense to you.

By the way, when I used to think like anon here, I brought up OSDD to a psychiatrist. And he said "if it doesn't cause you any problems then it's not a disorder, it's just something about you."

People like to accuse endogenic and non disordered systems of taking away resources just by existing. I don't see how when I'm doing exactly the opposite of that, ie not diagnosing myself with something I don't have and seeing DID specialists I don't need.

At the end of the day you (general) can't know what's going on in someone else's brain, and if they have headmates but no distress because of it, or have had them since birth, or created them, or view them as spiritual entities, then it's not your place to tell them they're wrong.

[samsara-sys]

warning, I might say a few bad words in this cute little rant. read at your own risk

IVE FUCKING HAD IT WITH SYSCORD OMFG LITERALLY THE FIRST RULE WAS "this is an anti-endo server" LIKE, OK I JUST WONT TELL YOU THEN BITCH

AND THEN I GOT TO THE VERIFICATION AND IT ASKED "are you anti endo?" AND I HAVE TO SIT THERE AND BEAT AROUND THE BUSH LIKE "NO I DONT SUPPORT HARASSMENT OF OTHER PEOPLE, JUST LEAVE THEM ALONE"

AND MY FUCKING APPLICATION WAS DENIED BECAUSE ITS AN ANTI ENDO SERVER! BRO

I LITERALLY JUST SAID "UNGA BUNGA BEING A DICKHEAD TO OTHER PEOPLE IS BAD!!"

AND THEY WERE LIKE "NAH FAM THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH, YOU NEED TO ACTIVLY HARASS THE COMUNITY WHILE YOU EAT YOUR BREAKFAST"

for those unaware I feel like It's safe enough for me to say it, I AM MULTIGENIC

I THINK IT IS ABSOLUTELY ABSURD THAT THE ONLY WAY TO PROVE YOUR ALLIGENCE TO THE SYSMEDS IS BY ACTIVLY BEING THE WORST FUCKING HUMAN. LET PEOPLE EXIST OMFG!!

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