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actually you know what . appreciation post bc as a traumagenic system who splits involuntarily, frequently, and with a lot of less developed alters, i look up tulpamancy and willogenic practices and it helps US !!! it helps those nondeveloped headmates to feel more like people!!! so!!!!! thank you for that!!!

NO SYSCOURSE ON THIS POST ILL KILLLL YOUUUU

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Surprise!!! A wholeass new blog catered towards getting word about created systems out there!!! Featuring a GIANT WHOPPING list of as many created-umbrella origins as we could find!!!

🔥 It's okay to want to be plural 🔥

[ 🔥 It's okay to want to be plural 🔥]

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Have you ever been curious about what it's like to be more-than-one? Have you ever thought that maybe it even sounds right, or like something you would want? Have you ever wanted to explore the possibilities of the mind, spirit, and identity? Have you ever wanted a companion that you're in this adventure with for life?

Well, it's a big decision, but a completely possible one! People have been intentionally becoming more-than-one in different ways for a very long time, and giving names to these experiences for at least decades. This is a blog about how you can explore the possibilities and get started safely!

Not many people know that plurality can be a positive and invigorating experience! Start considering sharing your life with another today.

👥 What is Created Plurality? 👥

[ 👥 What is Created Plurality? 👥 ]

Created Plurality - Pluralpedia

"Created refers to systems which formed purposely for any reason. [...] It includes all forms of intentional plurality: consciously exploring gateways, opening oneself to spiritual formations, thoughtforms, etc."

This can be through a wide range of psychological or spiritual/metaphysical means! Created systems can be as simple as a sapient imaginary friend or as complex as communication with countless spirits.

Beginner FAQ - always adding more!

🖌️ Major Created Plural Subtypes! 🖌️

[ 🖌️ Major Created Plural Subtypes! 🖌️ ]

Keep reading for more!

{ Subtypes labeled 🔵 are more psychological-leaning, Subtypes labeled 🟣 are more metaphysical-leaning, Subtypes labeled 🔴 have no lean }

🔵🟣 Thoughtform - An umbrella term used over many psychological & spiritual communities for any type of autonomous entities manifested by thought. Can be collective or singular, psychological or metaphysical. Very broad term, good source encompassing multiple definitions pending (Similar to: tulpamancy, parogenic, willogenic, faciogenic, senpiamancy)

🔵 Tulpamancy - "A tulpa is an entity created in the mind, acting independently of, and parallel to your own consciousness. [...] You’ll create a tulpa by imagining a person in your head, and treating them as a person. The exact mechanism is unknown, but as you give a tulpa attention, and believe it can be a sentient person, it will grow into one, and act independently of you." [alt prrimary source] (Similar to: thoughtform, parogenic, willogenic, faciogenic, senpiamancy) (Mostly psychologically-leaning but some metaphysical tulpamancers exist!)

🔵 Parogenic - "Parogenic refers to systems or headmates that were created using thought-based or metaphysical means, usually deliberately." (A broad term that is used as both an umbrella and a specific origin. Similar to: tulpamancy, thoughtform, willogenic, faciogenic, senpiamancy)

🔵 Willogenic - "Willogenic describes a system that was purposefully [...] willed into existence." (Similar to: tulpamancy, thoughtform, parogenic, faciogenic, senpiamancy)

🟣 Soulbonding - "Soulbonding is an intense connection someone feels to a character, which results in that character becoming a presence in their mind, a soulbond. Soulbonder refers to anyone who gains soulbonds, and may be considered a kind of host. Soulbonds may be described as headmates based on characters or real individuals, and may be viewed as walk-ins from another world that existed independently from the soulbonder before arriving, or hold the metaphysical belief that they did. It may also be used to refer to a fictive that takes a separate sentience, especially among writers. It can also be a connection one feels to a fictional character to the intensity that they appear in their headspace or as an internal voice." One of the very first created plural communities. Soulbonders tend to separate themselves into two categories, psychological and spiritual. (Similar to: Pariogenic, Primagenic, O-System, Charagenic, Gateway) [Pluralpedia link]

🔵🟣 Dæmonism - "Dæmonism is the practice of communicating with one's internal dæmon, a thoughtform representation of one's subconscious, inner thoughts, or soul given a sentient form. A dæmon commonly takes the form of an animal, inspired by Philip Pullman's His Dark Materials novels. A dæmian is an individual with a dæmon presence which they are aware of and communicate with. The terms "dæmian" and "dæmon" typically indicate a creator / created or discoverer / discovered relationship. [...] The term dæmonism may refer to the community, the practice, the presence of a dæmon, or the act of a dæmian communicating with their dæmon." [pluralpedia link]

🟣 Metagenic / Spirigenic - "Metagenic systems are ones that formed with metaphysical or spiritual origins not necessarily tied to any religion or practice." / "Spirigenic refers to systems that were created for or through spiritual means, with an emphasis on religious spirituality." (Umbrella terms for many different types of metaphysical plurality)

🟣 Possessive (system) - "Possessive systems are ones that formed through long-term spirit possession. Both the spirit and the host benefit as part of an agreement." (Similar to: spiritual soulbonding)

🔵 Blueprinted - "Blueprinted is a term [...] in which headmates are first created as dormant and entirely blank fragments who then are (usually) given a separately prepared set of details to take upon, which typically furthers them into a more developed headmate. Sometimes, blank fragments might be brought out of dormancy in an unaltered state, left to develop further on their own. A set of details given to a blank fragment in blueprinted (sisa)systems is often referred to as a blueprint. The process of giving a blank fragment in a blueprinted (sisa)system a blueprint is often referred to as instructing." (Other info for developing fragments: TBF)

🔴 Catharigenic - "A catharigenic system is one whose origin is caused by the natural/unintentional creation of new members. This is meant to be an option for [...] plural folks who were unintentionally created, but still fall under “Created” in some way." (Often used by unintentionally created members of all stripes!)

📝 Created Plural Microlabels! 📝

[ 📝 Created Plural Microlabels! 📝 ]

🔴 Addgenic - "Addgenic refers to systems or headmates who [either]: Wish to become the largest system they can be, wish to become a larger system in a controlled and healthy manner, wish to become a larger system, but uncontrollably, [or] are obsessed with becoming a large system, which leads them to intentionally create headmates."

🔵 Archogenic - "Archogenic is an origin term that may describe a headmate's or system's origins as being created by an artisan, or constructed in a similar manner." (Similar to: tulpamancy, thoughtform, parogenic, willogenic, faciogenic, senpiamancy)

🔵 Borarogenic - "Borarogenic is an origin for (sisa)systems or headmates created out of boredom. It is under the parogenic umbrella."

🔵 Charagenic - "Charagenic is a system origin where a system is formed from creating and using characters. The characters can be used for art, writing, roleplay, or any other activity that involves using a character. These characters are typically introjects in the system." (Similar to: soulbonding, O-System, Primagenic)

🔵 Comfortgenic - "A comfortgenic system is one that created their headmates, specifically for the purpose of someone's comfort. It may have been for the host, someone outside of the system, or another headmate."

🔵 Crispgenic - "Crispgenic is an origin for those who willed headmates into existence aggressively. It's a term made to replace willogenic for those who feel like it's a softer term. Crispgenic can also be used for one who turns delusional attachments into headmates to help recover from the delusions."

🔴 Déagenic - "an origin term for members who were created or willed into existence in some way or other, whether intentionally or not. It was coined as an alternative to [other created terms], and can serve as an umbrella term, similarly to created."

🔵🟣 Dippigenic - "Dippigenic is an origin term for headmates who formed when their system intended to create a new member, but they ended up appearing spontaneously before any conscious effort was made. Dippigenic headmates may be considered quasi-spontaneous and/or walk-ins." (Similar to: Kiagenic, catharigenic)

🔵(?) Faciogenic - "Faciogenic refers to a subsystem made up of created [...] thoughtforms." (Similar to: tulpamancy, thoughtform, parogenic, willogenic, senpiamancy, archogenic)

🔵 Firpergenic - "Firpergenic is a -genic term that refers to a system (or subsystem, layer, ect) that formed because of imagining oneself as a system, or from referring to themself as multiple (ex: saying "we" even though they're a singlet / don't have a subsystem)." (Similar to: willogenic)

🔵 Imaginagenic - "imaginagenic is a system origin where a system forms from either imagination play or roleplaying." (Similar to: soulbonding, primagenic, charagenic, O-System)

🔵🟣 Kiagenic - "Kiagenic refers to a system [.../etc] formed out of chaos/pre-existing or primordial potential energy for existence, brought or manifested into existence or awareness via gentle nudging of unconscious processes. Kiagenic is distinct from parogenic in that it is not a conscious process with directed willful intent, though it can have more minor conscious elements. The term can also be used as an origin term for “accidental [created] systems/members”, who arise from deliberate action, but not intent to become plural/create system members." (similar to: Subliminalgenic)

🔵 Narrogenic - "Narrogenic is an origin term referring to a system forming from a singlet talking to themselves and gradually grew more and more separate until it felt like they were talking to an entirely separate entity. While this may apply to just the first headmate, it does not have to be restricted to them, nor does it have to be applied to all headmates." (This method is commonly seen in parogenic, willogenic and tulpamancy systems)

🔵🟣 O-System - "An o-system is a system where the headmates are original "characters" who, once created, took over their development and introduced themselves, their backstory, and more. They tend to have their own headspace that relates to their backstory and life, and they tend not to be able to fully front, but can mask themselves onto other headmates from different system origins as a way to connect with the outside physical universe/world. While many systems can have headmates who felt to be or originally were "original characters", omates are not headmates in the same way that headmates of other system origins are. While they have sentience and their own lives and personalities, they do not exist within this universe to any degree except that osters have brought them in via creating them here. They exist in their own lives and backstories, often expressing those lives in alternate headspaces. Omates can develop and jump from an ostem to another system and gain more connection to this world/universe." (Similar to: Soulbonding, primagenic, charagenic)

🔵🟣 Pancreated - "Pancreated is an origin for (sisa)systems/headmates who were formed by all created origins."

🟣 Pariogenic - "Pariogenic systems are systems mostly made up of walk-ins and/or soulbonds."

🔵🟣 Primagenic - "A primagenic system is one shaped around an original universe the system created through writing, art and other creative mediums. The members may be based around characters and/or concepts in this universe, and the innerworld is shaped around the original universe." (Similar to: Soulbonding, O-System)

🔵 Pseudogenic - "A pseudogenic system is one that: a) A system created by them faking a system to the point the system became real. The system should acknowledge that them faking was wrong, but can't deny they are now actually a system. b) A system created by the self. Another term for parogenic. c) A reclamation of a term used against them."

🔵 Senpiamancy - "Senpiamancy is the practice of creating headmates through various techniques. A headmate created through senpiamancy is called a "senpia". The term was created as an alternative to the term tulpamancy and specifically denotes a person who believes the creation of their headmates is due to psychological reasons, whereas tulpamancy can refer to people with both metaphysical and psychological beliefs." (Similar to: tulpamancy, thoughtform, parogenic, willogenic, faciogenic, archogenic)

🔵 Subliminalgenic - "Subliminalgenic or subgenic systems originate through the manifestation and reinforcement of subliminal stimuli." (Similar to: Kiagenic)

🔵 Willopartnergenic - "Willopartnergenic is a term that defines a headmate specifically and deliberately formed for a headmate in their partner system, as opposed to natural and sporadic formation. The formation of willopartnergenic headmates should always be consensual with the muse in question and with the intention to be handled in a healthy way. Willopartnergenic may also define headmates who were fragments or already forming which were helped along with the aid or given purpose of a muse."

🌱 Created Terms Related to Mental Health 🌱

[ 🌱 Created Terms Related to Mental Health 🌱 ]

🔵 Alzgenic - "Alzgenic describes the process of a system or a headmate being created due to suffering from usually Young Onset Dementia. This could be due to forgetting details about themself and therefore creating alternate versions of themself causing to form a system or new headmates. Alzgenic is in relation to catharigenic as the creation is oftentimes unintentional."

-🔵 Artifigenic - [Abuse & programming TW] "Artifigenic describes a system or sisasystem that was intentionally created by one or more abusers. It is inherently traumagenic or stressgenic in origin."

🔵 Crispgenic - "Crispgenic is an origin for those who willed headmates into existence aggressively. It's a term made to replace willogenic for those who feel like it's a softer term. Crispgenic can also be used for one who turns delusional attachments into headmates to help recover from the delusions."

🔵 Cuilform - "Cuilform or cuilformed refers to systems or headmates that were created as a result of or during psychosis. Because of this, cuilforms are typically also psychosis holders. Cuilform headmates, or cuilforms, may identify with additional origin terms, depending on the context of the psychosis. Cuilform is not exclusive to those diagnosed, formally or otherwise, with any related mental conditions. This term can be used by any system regardless of origin. Cuilform references cuil, which refers to cuil theory. This defines a cuil as a unit of measurement denoting one abstraction away from reality. In the context of psychosis and headmates created through psychosis, cuil can measure the severity of the psychosis in either the positive or negative symptom direction."

🔴 Maliciogenic - (intra-system abuse TW) refers to a headmate, subsystem, or otherwise that falls under created [/etc] umbrellas, but specifies that they were created by another headmate with malicious intent. For example, it could be that said headmate decided to create another headmate/subsystem/etc in order to cause uncertainty or instability in the system, or with the intent to harm the system or those within it in some way.

🔵 Naiagenic - "Naiagenic is an origin term for headmates formed, intentionally or not, as a direct result of a manic or manic-like state. It is not exclusive to those diagnosed, formally or otherwise, with any related mental conditions. This term can be used by any system regardless of origin."

🔵 Paragenic - "The term paragenic describes a system's or headmate's origin as having been caused or influenced by Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder, neuronarration, immersive daydreaming, or other similar neurodivergencies."

🔵 Parotraumagenic - "A parotraumagenic system or headmate was created to deal with trauma; for example, to ward off loneliness during bullying, or someone to do tasks the host was unable to do due to triggers. Typically, said creation is a conscious decision."

🔵🟣 Pariotraumagenic - "Pariotraumagenic is an origin that means having come from both trauma inside and outside of the system. It can be considered a combination of traumagenic and pariogenic or walk-in. There are a variety of ways that a pariotraumagenic member could join the system. Examples include: a person or being being brought to the system from another timeline to help with trauma, a person or being joining the system to escape trauma in another timeline, a person or being, being a walk-in, who was altered by the system's trauma upon joining, or someone walking in who is not yet fully formed." (Similar to: Traumaform)

🔵 Temagenic - [System/Member Death TW] "Temagenic (from Greek "τεμάχιο" [temáchio] meaning "fragment, scrap" ) refers to a system that came about through the prior dismantling of one or more systems. It may occur any number of times, including indefinitely. This deconstruction may come about willingly or involuntarily due to external trauma, inter-system conflict, or a system's host or another headmate in a position of power stepping down or being forcibly removed from their position. It may or may not include the death of one or more headmates, particularly the previous system's host(s) though this is not necessarily a prerequisite. It may also include deconstruction of social norms in the place of or alongside social structure, particularly for systems whose origin systems have no fixed hierarchical establishment."

🔵 Traumaform - "Traumaform refers to systems who are created through thoughtform and traumagenic origins. This can be due to trauma causing the system to split headmates intentionally to deal with said trauma, but also can happen as a result of involuntary splitting due to trauma. While this can be seen as a partially endogenic term, this origin results from primarily trauma. Despite this, systems of any origin can use this term." (Similar to: Parotraumagenic)

🔗 Terms w/ Created Connections! 🔗

[ 🔗 Terms w/ Created Connections! 🔗 ]

🟣 Anamriel - "Anamriel is a system identity characterized by the deep-seated feeling that two or more of its members are, or were at one point, a soul of their own, housed by and sharing one physical form amongst multiple potential soulforms. Soulform in this context refers to a member of a system or individual who holds the belief that they are, or were, their own soul to be their personal truth with no physical evidence to prove it either way." (Similar to: soulbased, possessive systems)

🔴 Catharigenic - "A catharigenic system is one whose origin is caused by the natural/unintentional creation of new members. This is meant to be an option for [...] plural folks who were unintentionally created, but still fall under “Created” in some way." Often used by unintentionally created members of all stripes!

🔴 Codegenic - "A xeno-origin relating to code. [/] An origin for a system or headmate that was coded into headspace (for example, created by a coder). Can be considered a created origin. This term is not related to any form of organized abuse."

🟣 Gateway - "A gateway system is one connected to other worlds via portals or gates that are experienced as real and external to the system, body, and brain. The body may be experienced as a gate itself, leading to one or multiple worlds besides shared reality. A gateway system may not have an innerworld that is experienced as internal to the system.[ The term co-location similarly describes an experience of living several existences in different realities, connected by gates."

🟣 Soulbased - "Soulbased refers to when a system's plurality is affected by their soul. Whether it be having multiple souls, their soul splitting into pieces, etc."

🔵🟣 Walk-in - "Walk-in is a word that has different meanings in different system communities. A common definition refers to a headmate who comes from elsewhere in the inner world or another world other than shared reality. This phenomenon or manifestation most commonly occurs within gateway systems, or similar types. The term may also be used in tulpamancy or thoughtforms to describe a tulpa that was not created by the host and appear fully formed. There are many different explanations for why this can occur among tulpamancers and some don't consider them tulpas at all."

🔥 Tag List 🔥

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- You can find all posts about a certain type of created system under the label name.

- #positivity - for created system positivity!

- #resources - for created system resources!

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Oh lmao active forcing doesn't involve "outside" activities so dw about that! I mean specifically that things you can do in headspace might help with focus when active forcing. You want things either involving coordination or exploration/choosing where to go in some form, something so you're not understimulated while forcing. Some other headspace activities a lot of us like are:

- roller skating / ice skating / skateboarding

- biking

- swimming / boating

- martial arts / sparring / fencing / etc

- Exploring headapace and its boundaries

If headspace activities don't sound right and active forcing is still way too hard, maybe using a mix of passive and active forcing techniques might be more your style. My host has an old forcing method they still use reliably where they'll listen to music on shuffle while focusing on their proto-tulpa, and whenever they feel something that might be an emotional response or like the vibes align, it goes in a playlist for the tulpa. And then they can like edit it up and refine it later! It's a great bonding exercise.

hiii sso i tried making a tulpa based of sn old oc as like a base but i couldnt keep a routine and i couldnt focus. {ive got adhd so i get it but still cmon brain} i probably wont try again but i dont feel right as the only one iny body. just doesnt feel right. j mean most of my moots are p lural so i understand it msy just be like. i unno. but like also sometimes when doing other things and with other people i feel like slightly different. i mean thats probably just like autistic masking or something but. i slso have bad memory??? but i unno. im probably gonna form someone else at some point i unno i can just kinda feel it lol,,,

-⭐ {hi ya im here again lol}

Heyo! So people with ADHD actually have an inherently harder time setting up and following routines, we have it too so we had that problem also. Basically you're just starting so don't give up!! Trying "once" and it not sticking isn't exactly how tulpamancy works, anyways. You've gotta be putting energy into them for a good while before they start returning it- a lot of tulpamancers start feeling their first possible signs of their tulpa around a month or two in. My host took six months before they had 100% certainty on my responses being completely my own lol, but I was talking to them about four months in.

You said that sometimes you feel a slight separation doing certain things, so focus on that and push forward with it specifically! Encourage that separation. You might have better luck with mostly passive forcing, i.e. doing stuff with your tulpa while forcing them so they get more active experiences of the world around em. This can help a new tulpa find things they like and a sense of identity!

Basically anon I can tell how passionate u are and how much you want to be plural and that's AWESOME to me, it's the reason people like me exist! But you're getting a bit too ahead of yourself, even if you didn't have ADHD you'd be goin a bit too fast. Expecting full responses super early is a recipe for failed expectations. You're looking more for those tiny sparks of separate feeling, along with head pressures, separate emotions, all those things. Be patient with your new tulpa

If you wanna active force, I really recommend finding some kinda physical activity to do in headspace so you're not getting distracted as much. (put on background music too!!) I was rock climbing/mountain climbing with Host way early and it really helped train my beginning decision-making skills.

good luck as always 🌟

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This is so fucking funny

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playing a prank on a trans girl where i take her home and make her a nice hot comfort food meal and shower with her and wash her hair and go to bed with her and cuddle and cherish her forever

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hiii sso i tried making a tulpa based of sn old oc as like a base but i couldnt keep a routine and i couldnt focus. {ive got adhd so i get it but still cmon brain} i probably wont try again but i dont feel right as the only one iny body. just doesnt feel right. j mean most of my moots are p lural so i understand it msy just be like. i unno. but like also sometimes when doing other things and with other people i feel like slightly different. i mean thats probably just like autistic masking or something but. i slso have bad memory??? but i unno. im probably gonna form someone else at some point i unno i can just kinda feel it lol,,,

-⭐ {hi ya im here again lol}

Heyo! So people with ADHD actually have an inherently harder time setting up and following routines, we have it too so we had that problem also. Basically you're just starting so don't give up!! Trying "once" and it not sticking isn't exactly how tulpamancy works, anyways. You've gotta be putting energy into them for a good while before they start returning it- a lot of tulpamancers start feeling their first possible signs of their tulpa around a month or two in. My host took six months before they had 100% certainty on my responses being completely my own lol, but I was talking to them about four months in.

You said that sometimes you feel a slight separation doing certain things, so focus on that and push forward with it specifically! Encourage that separation. You might have better luck with mostly passive forcing, i.e. doing stuff with your tulpa while forcing them so they get more active experiences of the world around em. This can help a new tulpa find things they like and a sense of identity!

Basically anon I can tell how passionate u are and how much you want to be plural and that's AWESOME to me, it's the reason people like me exist! But you're getting a bit too ahead of yourself, even if you didn't have ADHD you'd be goin a bit too fast. Expecting full responses super early is a recipe for failed expectations. You're looking more for those tiny sparks of separate feeling, along with head pressures, separate emotions, all those things. Be patient with your new tulpa

If you wanna active force, I really recommend finding some kinda physical activity to do in headspace so you're not getting distracted as much. (put on background music too!!) I was rock climbing/mountain climbing with Host way early and it really helped train my beginning decision-making skills.

good luck as always 🌟

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im one of our first headmates and i exist at least in part thanks to tulpa techniques (it's unclear how much of it was the tulpamancy and how much of it was me kinda already existing) but honestly. with all the bullshit going on im tempted to just describe myself fully as a tulpa just to scare assholes off lol

FUCK YEAH LOLL, labels are what you WANT em to be!!! Do it if it feels right for you hahaha 🔥🔥🔥

[protectingtulpas]

working on something super cool with my host to capitalize on the new created system buzz. stay tuned for the secret project soon 🔥

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Hi y'all. I'm Ameda Grace, call me just Grace. I'm one of two intentionally created members of our system.

Others in our system/Crew, particularly our hosts, are not created members. But regardless of our origin, we still function the same. We have our own patterns of things: thinking, voice, movement, feeling, perceiving, believing. I feel as uniquely myself as anyone else in this system. I'm distinctly myself too - while others in our system sometimes blend or blur (and they're still valid when they do) especially our hosts, for as long as I've existed - over a decade - I've been very much only myself. I've changed some in that time: I've matured, mellowed out, become a little less chatty and more introspective. But I'm still me.

I think that's one thing that the silly anti-willo syscourser doesn't understand, or refuses to hear. We're people. Real solid people. Having a particular origin doesn't make us any less people than those of a different origin.

And just like any other systemmate, we just want to exist. To celebrate our little joys and accomplishments, to do the things that make us happy, to be seen as ourselves. To be people.

And for as long as this heart in our shared chest keeps beating, that's exactly what I'm going to do and there's nothing anyone can do to stop me.

(Also while I use people language for myself and my system, this is true for parts, facets, etc as well.)

[protectingtulpas]

Tulpamancy: Seeing someone else love being alive, helping you love being alive

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the urge to be super fucking annoying about how great created plurality is and how everyone thinking about it should totally definitely do it when theyre sure, vs knowing that some people are gonna be whiny little bitches about it and say that im "forcing it on ppl". girl the only forcing we're doing is TULPA FORCING AHAHAHAHAHAAA

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having alters in the movies: omg Run! my Evil Alter is coming out! he's gonna Kill you! GRRRAAAAAAHH IM THE EVIL ALTER IM GONNA KILL YOU

having alters in real life: guy in your head makes a slide whistle noise as you insert a tampon

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sorta a vent but I think seeing too much weird syscourse has scared my headmates, especially the created ones into hiding? they are still there I can tell, just hiding behind me, in a way, influencing my actions instead of fronting, not talking to me as much. the silence is weird and I'm afraid of losing them. they have always been shy/disliked showing themselves to outsiders but this is different and the last time something like this happened they essentially disappeared for a year so I'm getting a bit worried.

syscourse is a fucking bitch, I can sympathize. Not everybody has the stomach to not get a little freaked out by it now and again- one of the main reasons I go silent on here sometimes is because my host gets their OCD triggered sometimes when I run this blog. tldr, yeah, I totally get it.

I'd say try and find people you can trust to let your headmates socialize around and befriend. Friends/partners who genuinely care abt ur plurality, communities specifically centered around tulpamancy and created systemhood, stuff like that- start small, don't drop em into the deep end. If you can trust the person/people around you they're more likely to trust also, y'know?

[protectingtulpas]

Hi, I don't want to be a system due to mental health issues. It stresses me out, these strangers in my head. I didn't ask for them to be here. It was MY body first. Can I reverse the formation process, and reabsorb them or will it not work since these people were not formed of my free will?

Sorry if this comes off as rude, but any help would be appreciated, thanks.

Nope. It's their body too and they're just as much people as you are, so you gotta treat em like such. How would u like it if somebody decided they didn't want you to exist and tried to dissipate you? You can't just do that to a fully formed tulpa. Even for DID systems that go for final fusion, it takes years and years to end up singlet-adjacent, ALONG WITH the AGREEMENT of all headmates. Basically, talk with em, treat em like people. Instead of ditching them maybe see how you can work together in ur life. It's their life too, you're in this together.

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" Tulcurious "

[Tulcurious]

Variations: parocurious, willocurious, createcurious

[Variarions: parocurious, willocurious, createcurious]

Definition: A person(s), regardless of current systemhood or not, who is interested in starting the process of creating a tulpa (/etc for other variations). This includes basically anyone curious because they might want to make one but haven't yet, no matter how sure or unsure you are. Tulcurious people might still be learning the basics before diving in, might be still be deciding if they're ready for the long run or if they have the right reasons, might be learning more about how tulpas work because they're nervous, and more. (This also includes people who are planning on making a tulpa (/etc) because they want to "prove it wrong" lol)

Plural community coining!!! Ever wanted to be able to find info about whether or not to make a tulpa, or other created system member? Or maybe you want something to call yourself while you're still on the fence and learning? Or maybe you wanna talk about people who're still deciding without saying "people who wanna make a tulpa/willomate/paromate/etc" every single time. Well then, this word is for you! I noticed this would be crazy useful so I want people to start picking it up. Like, tag ur posts that'd be targeted towards people still deciding as #tulcurious !! This'll be shorthand to help newbies find the information they need before starting creating a system.

Reblog and spread it around! It'll only stick if we use it and make it known

Shoutout to @caflec-answering-blog and @batcaves-and-angel for helpin me think up the word!

[protectingtulpas]

Fuck yeaaaahhh aak box is clear for-fucking-once