#manic-depression

[hotmonkeelove]

I should probably mention this here. Part of my pain and the cause of my aenemia and nightmarish menses as of late is multiple uterine fibroids. So I'm getting a hysterectomy in October. *biting nails* I do want to have it done, but it is stressing me out. Also, we're going to move again in December probably, as this complex has gone to shit. Literally. We were flooded with raw sewage again in June. Third time in as many years. That, the thefts, my dog's seizures, my gf's work crises earlier in the year, my taking on too many projects, my depakote dose getting messed with, etc. and yeah, I've been having a lot of mood swings again.

I really just want to get the first chapter of my second SebaMey fic done, but serious fatigue and writer's block... Also fibro fog. I have fibromyalgia, too. Maybe I'll feel better soon?

[dangeroustaintedflawed]

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

[sweetangell1111]

im sorry

[possibly-a-secunit]

[la1npilledg1rl]

[xvelvetcoffinx]

Some of my trauma is literally over 18 years old like it’s legally an adult but it won’t move the fuck out of my head??? Get a job and pay some rent buddy.

[thatsgaybro]

When you and your one and only have opposite trauma responses/coping mechanisms

[vixensofdeath]

I destroy myself to make me feel better but in the end I always feel worse.

[flirtygh0ul]

Tomax Collette and Caleb Vatore!~

[mariposas8494]

Haha yasss

[5051704xoxo]

sorry, i might disappear from time to time but so does my will to live

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i’m just so fucking tired i don’t think sleeping for 20 days straight would help i need to die

[hamoodmood]

[k9emote]

More mental health / Identity / Terms

(made for my discord server being released soon)

Singlet

System

Therian

Nonhuman

Regressor

Disabled

ADHD

Autistic

Tics / Tourettes

Bipolar

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

Having survived abuse from people with mental illnesses, I know the urge to warn others to be wary of those mental illnesses. I know how often it can feel like that is your only power in life…the only action you can take against what you went through. But listen. Just because a mentally ill person caused you complex trauma, doesn’t mean you get to generalize and slander and malign every person with that mental illness.

You do not have to forgive your abusers. but you do have to heal without spreading stigma and misinformation. you do have to heal without antagonizing or dehumanizing others who are also just trying to heal. you have to help break the cycle. because nobody can heal alone.