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hotmonkeelove · 4 months ago

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I should probably mention this here. Part of my pain and the cause of my aenemia and nightmarish menses as of late is multiple uterine fibroids. So I'm getting a hysterectomy in October. *biting nails* I do want to have it done, but it is stressing me out. Also, we're going to move again in December probably, as this complex has gone to shit. Literally. We were flooded with raw sewage again in June. Third time in as many years. That, the thefts, my dog's seizures, my gf's work crises earlier in the year, my taking on too many projects, my depakote dose getting messed with, etc. and yeah, I've been having a lot of mood swings again.

I really just want to get the first chapter of my second SebaMey fic done, but serious fatigue and writer's block... Also fibro fog. I have fibromyalgia, too. Maybe I'll feel better soon?

#personal #cw vent #hysterectomy #uterine fibroids #gynecological health #epilepsy #sewage #manic-depression #depakote #depression #fibromyalgia #fibro fog #my writing #sebamey #fanfic #ao3 fanfic #fan fiction

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possibly-a-secunit · 1 year ago

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sweetangell1111 · 16 days ago

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im sorry

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dangeroustaintedflawed · 10 days ago

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la1npilledg1rl · 5 months ago

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vixensofdeath · 1 year ago

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I destroy myself to make me feel better but in the end I always feel worse.

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mariposas8494 · 2 years ago

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Haha yasss

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hamoodmood · 9 months ago

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k9emote · 9 months ago

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More mental health / Identity / Terms

(made for my discord server being released soon)

Singlet

System

Therian

Nonhuman

Regressor

Disabled

ADHD

Autistic

Tics / Tourettes

Bipolar

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5051704xoxo · 1 month ago

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sorry, i might disappear from time to time but so does my will to live

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xvelvetcoffinx · 4 days ago

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The sexual tension between my skull and the wall is absolutely insane.

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babygirlblogger · 3 months ago

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i feel as if i have a good relationship with no one; not God, not my parents, my siblings, my cousins, my friends, food, education, nothing.

everytime, something goes wrong, i am filled with the thoughts that i am being punished for my sins; for being mean, for being angry and cold.

i feel like a teenage girl captured in the walls of my house with my soul imprisoned from guilt, karma, and regret.

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jenniethewitch · 6 months ago

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heymacy · 9 months ago

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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder

╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher

#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies #(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless #shamelessnet #shamelessedit #ian gallagher #cameron monaghan #*macygifs #bipolar disorder #hello pals how are we doin #i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags #and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation #that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day #world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder #which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life #while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life #and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines #over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful #i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended #hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles #world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder #and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all #it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen #so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it #i promise #anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder #go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives

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girlyteengirl16 · 1 year ago

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what’s the vibe for tonight guys manic or depressive episode

#mentally unstable #trauma #i wanna kms #tw depressing stuff #help me pls lol #this account is a cry for help pls help me #i want to be okay #tw depressing thoughts #mentally tired #manic depressive #manic episodes #depression relapse #mental abuse

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la1npilledg1rl · 10 months ago

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“have you ever just cried because you’re you”

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