“She’s so sweet she’s always going out of her way to help others” quick someone give that girl all the love and safe space she deserves before being “sweet” (pathological people pleasing as a trauma response) destroys her and leaves behind a bitter empty shell of a person
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Metamorphosis
From someone I thought I was in love with to just friends to now almost complete strangers.
You once said that sometimes people grow apart because that's life. And I said that when someone really wants to make things happen, they make a way.
I'm tired of being the only one making an effort. Of being the only one who gives a $h1t about what we had.
It's easy to blame that people grow apart when you are the one pushing people away
So I'm done. I need to heal and live the amazing life that I know it's out there for me. I really hope that you learn how to treat people well before it's too late and you are left all by yourself. I really hope you find someone who makes you see that being vulnerable might bring incredible things that outweigh the risks.
Good luck.
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@autisticempathydaemon said they loved my Angel listener (along with everything else it was SO SWEETTT OMLLL<333) so here’s a doodle for you! They’re also one of my favorites!
Look at that face.
Full of mischief.
Some fun facts about them: they’re native! Specifically they could be from the Salishan (but I don’t know too much so I leave it ambiguous) and are half Filipino, born and raised in British Columbia, Canada around Vancouver. They were raised by their mom and brothers, then moving to dahlia for college.
They originally planned to secure a high end job in Vancouver just going to California for school but they met David. They still visit their family as often as they can.
They’re 5’4, the shortest listener! Aklag is still beefy and could definitely throw David over their head. Their callouses are from being raised on a farm, and they’re starting to fade now.
I took them out of another story I made a while ago so I’m still trying to tweak them seamlessly so I’ll actually maybe probably not but make a backstory sheet for my listeners?
Thank you sm for your words and I hope you like it!
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I'm at a turning point in my life, a month-long sick leave, many things from the past in the process of assimilation, changes in myself on a deeper, significant level, introspection, psychologist, talking, childhood wounds, attachment issues, not-so-healthy relationships... With that comes a lot of healing, many big emotions that it has moved.
The Tortured Poets Department sounds like what I'm experiencing these times: hard emotions, realizations and just a tiny little bit of growth. 🤍
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a really important thing i think you need to learn in life is to be proud of yourself for your accomplishments. and i mean like, really proud!!
there are several reasons for this, for example, you are the one who truly knows how hard it’s been to accomplish said thing, you are the one who’s struggled most and who’ll notice the change most and sometimes other people won’t even know the thing you accomplished is even an accomplishment for you-because everyone is different!!
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