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Been relistening to How to Train Your Dragon, and something I’ve noticed is:
Hiccup chooses his fate.
Like, I absolutely love the whole fate is ruling Hiccup’s life - playing games with him - I mean he is a walking “lost things magnet” to quote the witch. He seems destined to be king because there are so many signs - the blue snow, the swimming race, speaking dragonese, the dragon mark, the list goes on.
But. (And I only spotted this now) In the very beginning, when Gobber sends the boys in to steal a baby hunting dragon, the first dragon Hiccup ever has to train, he picks out one. He gets a nice easy basic brown (Horracow) and he probably would have been very happy with her. She’s obedient, holds similar non-violent beliefs as him, and would have been easy to train. He could have had a fairly ordinary life with her, nothing impressive but he’d have lived.
But Fishlegs didn’t get a dragon.
Fishlegs would have been banished from the tribe had Hiccup not decided to disobey the ‘only the strong can belong’ mentality and given up his dragon. Because he gives Fishlegs his dragon, Hiccup chooses Toothless. And Toothless. Toothless is the key to everything. Literally. *Looks hard at the lobster claw*
The point is, that because Hiccup chooses compassion over self preservation, he chooses to become king the wilderwest. He would rather do a hard thing, like find another dragon, than let his friend suffer. He would rather pick a dangerous adventure over those he’s responsible for, who he cares about, getting hurt. And that’s why, again and again, he always pick the path toward being king.
It’s the same when he saves Fishlegs by claiming he wrote the letter to Tantrum, and in the quest for the potato, and, finally, in how he defeats his father in the flashburn duel. Because dragons are people he cares about.
Yes, Fate chooses Hiccup, but only because Hiccup chose Fate first.
#hope this makes sense#it made sense in my head#but I’m ill#so...#nervous laughter#I just love this kid okay#I also need to do a post of toothless#hiccup is literally trying to compete with adolescents dragons#while toothless is a toddler#that’s like two year old trying to do high school classes#no wonder he struggled#hiccup#book hiccup#book toothless#How to Train Your Dragon#httyd book fandom#httyd book spoilers#httyd spoilers
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fever is back and i had to pull out of my gig tomorrow night ;(
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Reblog to let your followers know that despite your current obsession your previous obsessions still exist and are simply lying dormant until they awaken and strike again
#head in haAAANDS#pho.posts#I’m sure the mentally ill tumblr community can relate?#1k#5k#10k#20k#50k#75k
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“what have you been up to lately?” i don’t leave the house
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I love how Gerald was trying to keep Shadow from spoiling anything about the future meanwhile literally everything Shadow says and does around Maria is the biggest death flag ever
#in fairness i’m sure both past robotniks just assumed her illness would be what killed her h a#sxsg#sxsg spoilers#sonic x shadow generations#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#ark siblings#sonic#comic#my art#doodles#so this was pretty much entirely done 24 hours ago#but ironically was distracted from posting earlier by playing sxsg#and then watching snapcube play it cause her delight is addicting#i’m missing 2 chests and 2 bolts and I wanna see if I can pull it off without a guide haha#anyways now I’m thinking about the fact that maria and gerald probably went back to their time assuming maria would die of her sickness#and how that would change their respective behaviors#i bet gerald would be holding out that maria would still live a bit longer#just cause shadow inadvertently revealed he’s from at least 50 years in the future due to having met black doom before#(which rewatching cutscenes to remember this quote he Did try to play off a little bit with some sort of#‘oh what do you think the alien squid meant by ’this time i’ll beat you’ that’s so crazy’ comment)#so hey maybe it wasn’t a perfect cure but she managed to live another 10-20 years at least?#all the more reason to press harder surely!#meanwhile maria is coming to terms with her mortality at age 14 or whatever she is#frankly I bet she came to terms with it long ago the way she seems to be written#okay back to snapcube
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Post-divorce fiddlestan with special guest Tate Mcgucket
#gravity falls#fiddleford mcgucket#stanley pines#fiddlestan#my art#I think I’m getting better at drawing them guys idk#currently ill but I can’t stop that fiddlestan grind
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Just some more thoughts on that jayvik dbh au
#I got a lot of people saying that Viktor should be the Android#which I did mention in the tags last time#but after thinking about it I just think that the human experience is such an integral part of viktor as a character#(aside from the fact that it makes every character ever)#his pain and suffering due to his illness and disability and class#like I can’t take that away from him#not that Jayce doesn’t go through his own things too#but I think Jayce’s naïveté from season one lends itself well to an Android in awe of human life#and a jaded but wise Viktor who still has a good heart and sense of humour#I mean this is just my version of the au and like I think I said in my tags last time im pretty sure I’ve seen a few around with android V#definitely got recommended some fics that I’m excited to check out!#sorry for rambling - this isn’t to discredit any other interpretations!! just kind of exploring my thought process behind it :)#oh also sorry that this is angsty lol#it’s fine#my art#arcane#jayvik#Jayce talis#jayce arcane#Viktor arcane#dbh#detroit become human#arcane au#noodles talks#(in the tags)
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Finally have a Minecraft realm again for the first time in 2 years. I’m so excited
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#hs fanart#dirk strider#blooby posting#I need like 1 million billion quarts for a personal project#and it’s taking up all my time. Embarrassingly enough#luckily I’m very ill right now so I have an excuse
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#girlblogging#girlblogger#girl blogging#this is a girlblog#girlhood#girl interrupted#tumblr girls#coquette#female hysteria#sadgirl#nymph3t#nympette#divine feminine#female manipulator#female rage#manic pixie dream girl#girl boss gaslight gatekeep#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#black swan#mentally ill girlies#femcel#the virgin suicides#nymphomaniac#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lizzy grant#hell is a teenage girl#i’m just a girl#this is what makes us girls#angelcore#fawncore
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i think everyone who's ever had migraines should be financially compensated forever btw
#camera talks#disability stuff#this is for my chronic migraine girlies (gn) <3#i think we should all get 1 million million dollars everyday actually#this is the worst fucking night of my life (everytime i have migraines) (specifically rn tho)#chronic pain#chronic migraine#migraines#chronically ill#disabled#disclaimer because idk I’ve got a lot of notes on this#I have diagnosed chronic migraines. I used to have them 5-6 times a week#now with medication on a good week I’ll only be affected 2-3 days#on bad weeks it’s much worse#anyways don’t doubt my condition I know what I’m talking about thx
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something bad might have happened and I’m really freaked out right now.
#this illness that all three cats have right now hasn’t gone away#Grim seems the worst so I took her back to the vet today#and the vet says her belly seems distended in the way it would be with FIP#I know FIP is fatal.#I’m sitting in the vets office now while Grim gets her x-rays and I’m trying not to burst into tears
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I’m coping <2
#it’s me#i’m the mentally ill asexual#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel incorrect quotes#incorrect hazbin quotes#incorrect hazbin hotel quotes#alastor#asexual alastor#alastor hazbin hotel#fanby’s fuckery#asexual#a-spec
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i’m fighting a war within my head that i don’t want to fight anymore it’s so exhausting and no one understands
#mentally tired#actually sad#depressing life#depressing shit#i'm sad#kinda depressing#actually bipolar#actually bpd#actually borderline#bipolar thoughts#bipolardepression#bipolar things#bipolar disorder#bipolar mania#bpd vent#borderline personality disorder#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#living with borderline#borderline thoughts#bpd#bpd mood#bpd stuff#actually mentally ill#sorry for being depressing#bipolor#i’m actually crying#mental health#my inner demons
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THERE ARE NO USELESS MAJORS!!
Learning about theater is important! Learning about art is important! Learning about sociology is important! Learning about history is important! Learning about anthropology is important! Learning about philosophy important! Learning about music is important! Learning about English is important! Learning about dance is important! Learning about photography is important! Learning about art history is important! Learning about ethnic studies is important! Learning about theology is important! Learning about performing arts is important!
Usefulness does not equal high income!
All education is important!
#sincerely a history major#yes I’m applying to online graduate school but that’s not the point#mental health#positivity#self care#mental illness#self help#recovery#ed recovery#pro recovery#actuallytraumatized#actually cptsd#college#school#study affirmations#studygram#study#studyblr#study motivation#pinterest#art#theater#dance#history#sociology#anthropology#philosophy#wellness#photography#self healing
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WE GOT ZOSAN YURI BEFORE GTA 6 😭🙏 I like sanji in a ponytail so much so much so much so
These were drawn on magma HIHIHI!!1!1!1!
#one piece#one piece fanart#zosan#one piece zosan#zosan fanart#zoro x sanji#cereal stash#I’m ill bro
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#666 satan#darkness#666#aesthetic#gothic#dark aesthetic#alternative#dark art#ave satanas#the devil in me#witches of tumblr#witchy#witch aesthetic#witchblr#witch community#witchcore#witch#witches#i love satan#sacrafice#satan loves me#satan loves you#satanist#the satanic bible#the dark lord#dark magic#dark lord#i’m mentally ill#this world is rotten#girl rotting
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