#bul1mic

[wineredcalories]

I feel so ugly, big and out of place right now

I can't wait to finally be thin and pretty

[achildweanedonpoison8]

No one in my life understands that it's not "just about f00d"

It's the voice in my head SCREAMING at me that 3at1ng is equivalent to failure & shame; that the number on the scale is the determiner for my happiness.

[watchmewither111]

im so glad i have toxic parents it makes it easier to starve

[la-dramatica]

Quiero volver a sentir mareos a cada rato, quiero pasar frio, quiero usar ropa bonita y borrar para siempre a mi yo gorda a la que nadie quiere.

[junkiecalledlilith]

I'm going to my psichiatrist's today, hope she won't notice anything.

[vitoriamiavic]

O corpo da Paris Hilton nos anos 2000>>>>

[achildweanedonpoison8]

In reality, I wish I had never developed an 3at1ng d1s0rd3r... But now that doesn't really matter, does it?

The thoughts already consume me, & the pain of r3covery is so much more agonizing than the pain of staying in it.

[need-to-be-thin-pls]

[achildweanedonpoison8]

I literally just want the hunger cues to STOP

[junkiecalledlilith]

Intro

Name: Catherine

Nickname: Lilith

Age: 14

Birthday: 15th october🍂

Grade: 8th

Nationality: Czech🇨🇿

Dms open

Stats

Height: 160 cm

Hw: 48 kg

Lw: 45 kg

Sw: 47 kg

Cw: 46 kg

Bmi: 17.97

Gw: 41 kg

Ugw: Idk I just want to be sickly thin

[star-riding-through-clouds]

Me with Mia

[theskinandbone]

learn how to enjoy an empty stomach. ౨ৎ ⋆｡˚

[achildweanedonpoison8]

I've lost 25lbs in 9 weeks.

Went from 255 to 230.

My peers keep telling me

"I'm worried about you"

"you need to 3at"

"why are you doing this again?".

How can I stop already? How can I let go of success?

I've FINALLY found home in 4n4 again.