#bu11imic

[lilyphila]

[heyorihey]

low kcal recipes 🫶🏻

[mia-4-ever]

love that somebody is worried for lol

[lucyyatthegyym]

Benefits of not eating:

Getting drunk much quicker.

Deadass, last night I had a very small portion of dinner, and then after only two drinks and a generous sip of whiskey I was really drunk and threw up

It's not m1a if it's unintentional o7

[cassysi]

I hate that I'm not hungry at all just having super strong cravings

[theskinandbone]

learn how to enjoy an empty stomach. ౨ৎ ⋆｡˚

[andshesback]

sometimes i enjoy the chaos of bulimia

I feel so fucked up on the inside that having periods of this junkie-like state where all I do is eat, puke, rot in my room, have questionable hygiene, waste money ++... feels "good"? not good but like... it feels right. i feel like a dirty little rat who built up a dirty little secret rat life and its all mine.

losing weight and seeing how shit my skin is getting, the dark circles, lack of energy, feeling the days blending into each other, I just want to fuck up and make everything go to shit to forget how bad I'm doing in life outside of ED. i think its subconsciously a way to avoid responsibility so that I can be like "ooh well I can't progress in life or accomplish anything while I'm busy with fucking throwing up chocolate cake"

i look in the mirror after purging and see my red face, red eyes, with tears and snot and puke all around my mouth, and it just feels like, yep, that's me. being this fucked and gross fits my fucked up self perfectly.

[edgirlblog]

Plan for tomorrow :3

Wake up at around 10 am

Drink my Stanley while getting ready + monster

Go on tumblr for a bit

Do homework for 3 hours

Watch ss vs ss

Clean my room

More tumblr

Clean the litter box

Movie with my mom

Ss vs ss

Tiktok

Tumblr

Sleep

[heyorihey]

mealspo ❤️

[manuzinhaticotico]

Pensando seriamente em cheirar pó para emagrecer mais rápido

[mia-4-ever]

Before I had an ed I never understood pro ed content tbh. But the thing is I really feel insane, the obsession with my exact weight, binge eating, puking, starving, doing everything to lose weight and constantly thinking about food. I feel like a crazy person when Im around friends and family. Thank you ed tumblr for letting me know that Im not alone🩷