noshiki

[i-need-to-loose-weight]

[mystrangeqddiction]

one of my posts with 1000 notes just got taken down because someone reblogged with tags, please don't <3

[kcalsforhim]

⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ wed 30th oct 2024 - past midnight

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the morning was nicely underwhelming… nothing much done to be honest… my friend couldn’t hang out so i just went out on my own. called eli while getting ready cause when am i not otp with her her friends are sick of seeing little femboy twink in the corner of their eyes on her phone

anyway took the bus to the centre and first went to the h&m. was trying to get my minecraft boxers out of that pick up box using a code but the code wasn’t working. some girls complimented my style and i asked them if they knew how to open this box. they did not but they did stick around to help me out open this box. called support and shit and I GOT MY BOXERS LOL

they stuck around so we went to manos cause i was going there and they were following me around LOL. i got my usual order and one of the girls also got a boba yummy yummy.

we sat outside and we chatted for a while it was actually very nice and when it got dark and one of them left the other gave me a ride home she was super sweet and kinda fine ngl 😖

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no step goal

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contains : cucumber, edamame beans, carrots, wayyy too little avocado than usual, chicken, salad mix base (it was different this time ????? it had green onions)

also : vanilla mix pudding it was very good i know it looks gross but that’s because it’s room temp so it’s not smooth

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cal goal : 430

spent : 433

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FUCK YOU LADY AT MANOS i miss my male coworker that genuinely looked like he ran a mafia gang to make me my pokebowl. i’m not even mad she didn’t fill up the bowl all the way like the guy did because i’m not so concerned on getting fat… im mad cause the SALAD MIX HAD FUCKING GREEN ONION ????? the way i was gonna crash out. stop.

the pudding was also so yummy and just ugh love it… after i ate this food the way i genuinely passed the FUCK OUT like i crashed i stilll had my entire outside outfit on at this point 😭

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i feel like a whore today but it’s fine… my ribs are ok… i feel ok… i guess ? i’m scared for tommorow…we’re having all you can eat but what if i can’t eat all i want 😖

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thinspo that haunts me… and a drawing eli made of me that i thought was especially cute. she really captured my “ariana grande sleeve” habit 😖

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i’ve been feeling so amazing and good and genuinely MANIC this song describes my feelings so amazingly <3

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[blueberrygemxx]

Like…just don’t eat?

[xdextarx]

Body Ch3ck

[xusbov]

"Starving yourself can make you feel euphoric Like a drug addict or an alcoholic" this line is living in my head forever

[a4alovesyou]

Ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you. ana loves you.

ANA loves you.

Keep going. Let it get worse

[rubyyredcheryy]

[twt-ocd-cal]

I wanna be perfect for you

[balletdollie]

People’s reaction to the word calories is so dramatic… like it’s not bad counting calories. They act as if I committed a crime when I ask how many calories are in something…

[1randomloser]

”pretty girls eat” good thing I’m a man 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[st4rv3dcr3atur3]

low cal snacks i actually wanna try (to motivate me to grab the right ingredients at the grocery store)

[myrah555]

You 3aț because you have no control, you sț4rv3 because you have control over your body

[holyfawnwater]

Oh to be like them

[blueberrygemxx]

Vision board!

[st4rving-sunfl0wer]

black/alt th!nsp0 🖤

all photos from pinterest.