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clothing sizes are misleading i wear xxs->xs for fitted/somewhat loose clothes yet i still look relatively chubby </3

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went to my grandparents house to try stop myself from relapsing but it isn’t working 😇 trying to figure out how i can restrict while here

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how it feels to redownload tumblr after getting triggered 6 months into recovery

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found out against my own will that the guy i have a crush on is into feederism…

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mam when i’m talking about her a mhamaí when im talking to her

How do yall refer to your mother? I was just informed that the term “ma” is not a widespread thing

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fresh blades r terrifying when you don't want to go overly deep wdym gentle swipes are hitting styros im putting SO LITTLE PRESSURE

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Saw this on Reddit the other day

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1. diet coke wins sorry

2. scotland or italy

3. low.

4. “sad day for the parish” “wait i’m slow” and 🤒

5. blue !!!

6. long enough i can press on them short enough to play guitar

this was fun idk if i’m considered an unknown moot but… WOO

I have a ton of mutuals i feel like i don’t know very well so here’s a moot questionare except i skip the boring stuff and get to the true character building

(please keep in the shed community)

do you prefer coke zero or diet coke?

if you had to move countries where are you going?

what’s your spice tolerance?

what word, phrase, or emoji do you overuse?

what was the color of your childhood room?

and finally

6. how long are your fingernails?

hoping to meet some new people through this so just know you’re being judged from your answers 😃 but no pressure 😄

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the look i give the cashier while i buy a pack of plasters and steri-strips for the 3rd time this month

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ehm so would i need to go to the er if i hit below beans and it isn't spurting blood or anything just slowlly filling th wound, cut os on my arm and it isn't super long just wide and deep

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i was gonna stay inactive even if i relapsed but im terrified and idk where else to go

i relapsed and its genuinely the deepest ive ever gone blood spurted out for a second im scared to life the towel oh my god im fucking terriofired

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i relapsed and its genuinely the deepest ive ever gone blood spurted out for a second im scared to life the towel oh my god im fucking terriofired

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FELLOW IRISH AND TEEN MOOTS I BEG

OMG

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back at a healthy weight for my height kms,,, 5’6 and 52kg/115lbs </3 gonna lock tf in though don’t even worry

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its st patricks day and im irish i should lose 10kg for this

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They're calling you guys out in the comments

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might relapse again… my ‘recovery’ was barely a recovery i didn’t gain any weight i just ate a bit