#anorecsick

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Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

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[makesmewishiwasyou]

genuine question for you all

how do u guys manage 10k-20k steps a day?? like where are you guys going?? i usually just walk to my local parks and walk on the trails and only that is abt 6k? i want to get more steps in but idk where to start 😭😭

have a good day lovelies!!!

[the-tired-taurus]

Just ED things 😘

[starvingviolets]

Oh me oh my what a fuckin throwback

[americanredrum]

wish i could use smoking for wl but i took biology recently and we learned about carcinogens, so now im even more paranoid about getting cancer >_<

ik that shit works cuz my aunt smokes and she maintains 108lbs after losing like 180lbs….

[composure-rose]

a week of restricting -> binge -> purge

Also known as the circle of my fuck!ng life :))

Long story short just for my own entertainment.

If you've ever taken laxatives you know it can hurt, a lot. And this time it went so badly for me I was almost throwing up from pain. But did it stop me? Sure not. After a few hours of terrible pain I totally forgot how it felt and kept eating. In the next day my stomach hurt really bad, but did that stop me from eating again? Of course, not. Luckily I fell asleep before I could binge again.

I feel like my body is getting destroyed more and more.

So moral of the story: I'm a freaking loser.

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I actually wrote it some time ago and my circle of life kinda changed, now it's more like:

ana -> bed -> mia -> ana -> bed -> mia -> (...)

And it goes on and on.

I do feel a bit more in control at the moment but it may be because I've dreamed about my teeth falling out lol. So I'm trying to keep the damage as small as I can.

[kitty-shitty]

potrzebuje opiekuna, oboje możemy sobie pomagać nawzajem żebyśmy szybciej dotarli do naszego gw. obojętne czy to chłopak czy dziewczyna (mam 17 lat więc żeby mniej więcej w tym samym przedziale wiekowym tylko)

jeśli jesteś chętny to napisz na priv lub w kom

plsplsolspls

[blushinguts]

Nothing hurts more than staying over at my bfs house and eating like a normal person because I don’t want to upset him or his family and gain 2kg in the span of a week…

[monsterhigh2]

I hate binging

[kneecapn-t]

Finally found a calculator that allows you to put in less than 1200 calories a day, and it looks like if I stick with my current plan I’ll be at my gw in like 7-8 months! Wtf that’s so close, I just gotta keep at it

Here’s the calculator if anyone wants it:

[dietcokeismyonlypersonalitytrait]

i fucked up.

i told him how he hurt me, and he’s ignoring all my messages.

this hurts. this is worse.

[makesmewishiwasyou]

YES YES YES YES YES LETS FUCKING GOOOO THEY POSTEDDDD

[ariastardust]

“Train wreck” by James Arthur lowkey hits the ana soul

[emptybites]

back from hell

Okay so my family basically found out of my severe eating habits and practically took away everything I had and after almost a year I got my phone back. They forced me into therapy and now have me eat with them. It’s hard but I don’t want to get better. I consume then throw it up after. Pretty sure I’m in the clear now. Anyways I’m 16 and going into my junior year and I’m going to try and drop a bit of weight. 🤗

[americanredrum]

bruh i dont even need motivation inspo all i need to do is look down😭

[tinyt0mat0]

Life update and a bit if a vent because I feel like shit...

So I managed to overcome my 114 lbs curse ig, and now I'm down to 108... I should be happy about that I guess. But the fact that I binged and purged today and didn't manage to purge everything makes me so damn mad at myself. For context, this morning i was at 103.6 pounds... and now I'm at 108. I feel so disappointed and disgusted in myself.

Why can't I control myself...this is just shit my friends :(