#tw// eating disorder

[xxsmoko-n-mirrorsxx]

HOLD THE HELL ON! YOU HAD A HORRIBLE MOTHER TOO!?

She was beyond horrible... she was heinous, a former ballerina with a heart of ice and steel.

Gwendolynn Miriam Walker, that was her name... A former ballerina, one of the best in the world when she did grace the stage with her dance.

((tw// parental abuse mentioned below)

However, after the split between my Father and my biological Mother took Martha (now Martha Mildenhall) when I was one, my father married her. She had to retire from ballet to raise me.

I think she hated me for existing... I kept her from returning to ballet. I don't even know if I had a middle name but, she made my middle name the same as hers.

I was never good enough... She shamed me for being a 'mousy brunette'. She shamed me for not being thin enough. She shamed me for what I wanted to wear, who I wanted to be around, and even my interests and hobbies.

She would lock me in my room and sometimes chain me to the bed if I disobeyed her even a little

I had to take ballet classes, which I never made Tessa do. I had to play the harp, which was a nightmare.

Whenever she didn't like something I did, she would whip my arms with knitting needles, or make me walk on my tippy toes for hours. Which was horrible.

She even controlled what I ate, EVEN AFTER I MARRIED JAMES

Mother even shamed me for wanting to try a bixie (bob mixed with pixie) and after I DID get it, she said I looked like a boy

Thankfully, she passed away before Tessa was born, and before I started to show a baby bump.

I guess... when I got a taste of power... some of the things she did to me... I did to Tessa... It did make Tessa turn out alright but, I became the same monster who hurt me... What have I done?

Louisa... luv...

James... what did I do? Why... Why did I do it? What's wrong with me? -sobbing uncontrollably-

Sometimes, hurt people will hurt others the same way they were hurt, since that's the only thing they know.

[lottiecrabie]

TRIGGER WARNING: !!!!!! Eating disorders (ED)!!!

I don't want to make this too depressing so feel free to ignore lolol but what if linecook reader had an ED (I have an ED) and refused to like eat in front of people or was a bit too obsessed with what she's eating and he started to piece it together 🥺

tw// eating disorder

i’m so sorry you’re struggling with this:(( i hope you’re okay and getting better. i know from seeing it how hard it is to work through an eating disorder so i’m infinitely impressed

i think at first he thinks she’s just too busy and distracted to eat and obviously starts making her meals during her shifts, but even when he specifically cooks for her, she’s still not eating more than a few bites. he starts piecing it together pretty quickly and is immediately willing to help

my friend has a few headcanons about this actually. she thinks he would let her eat food from his plate so it doesn’t feel like such a Big Deal and even feed her some. he goes through her fridge with a sharpie and blocks out the calories so she doesn’t anxiously obsess over them. he goes grocery shopping with her. and, obviously, he’s always willing to cook her her favorite food, no matter how weird or sudden her craving is, so she’s more encouraged to eat. all in all i think he would be trying to support the best way he can.

[saddi3grl]

[gallus-rising]

important observation on Tallman!Chilchuck

he has visible ribs and cheekbones, his limbs are pretty skinny, and Laios' shirt is relatively baggy on him

add in this panel from the mimic fight + a bit of trivia from the Adventurer's Bible

that man is not eating enough! he is malnourished! the dungeon crawling lifestyle has caused Chilchuck to develop disordered eating habits, if not a full on ED!!

[emotionaleating]

pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning

[alieanagirl]

Did you guys hear about the girl that died from overeating??!!! I heard there was some Chinese muckbanger who died on live stream after doing a 10 hour muckbang.. they said her stomach ripped open.. I'm NEVER eating after thisss!

Ultimate horror story this year

Stay safe lovesss and DON'T BINGE !!

[dietmasc]

what annoys me about eating disorder spaces is that everyone seems to be able to sleep and do drugs all day instead of eating? I go to college I can't just smoke that shit every time I want to eat a donut.

not to be a hater because if that works for people that's great, it's not like I'm against sharing tips, but it's just so different from my reality that i feel the need to post about it

[daughter-of-a-hungry-ghost]

Made the red bracelet for Ana and put my goal weight on it to make me remember what I am fighting for.

[bobbabubblez]

Your ED is still valid:

• never got hospitalized

• never experienced medical complications

• never cried while eating

• looked forward to eating

• never exercised

• still ate “unhealthy food”

[greenhairedfreakglobal]

if nicocado avocado can do it, so can i

[borderlinejackiee]

[bl0gger4n4]

Omg this th¡nsp0 is so good I wanna look like this so bad

[cherry-d1etc0ke]

that feeling when your stomach is empty and you feel like youre h1gh>>>>>

[saddi3grl]

When I lose I feel better and prettier, i dont care how sick it sounds.

[st4rv3m3]

I feel like people should understand that not every person with an ed is always underweight or even at a normal weight. People with ed's are all shapes and sizes and still suffering

[emotionaleating]