#reminders to self:

[devilish-parrot]

introduction to the blog: (/ref)

name: Oris (not my real name)

age: teenager

pronouns: him/him

gender: boy (cisgenderrrr)

queer?: gay. homosexual. faggot. i literally think about boys 25/8

autism, adhd

other blogs i have:

@ringo-snail

@devilishparrot-art

@orisblue <-- thats for my music

@dr-shots <-- my dr oc who loves smoking

Special Interests: (order of intensity)

music 💯💯💯🗣🗣🗣🗣❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥

car seat headrest

art

Likes: (random order)

men & nbs 🗣🗣🗣 (i am so funny)

horror movies (i havant seen too many though)

listening to music

parrots, spiders, snails, cats

reading (currently On earth we're briefly gorgeous By Ocean vuong)

playing instruments

Music:

artists/bands i like in no particular order; (faves have a heart)

mommy long legs

dazey and the scouts

tally hall (and related projects)

will wood/ and the tapeworms

beatles

car seat headrest <3

methwax

femtanyl

100 gecs

gezebelle gaburgably

xXHANAVENOMXx <3

shitty kickflips

pigeon pit

kimya dawson/ moldy peaches

front bottoms

midi bunny

there were more but i removed them cus i havent listened to them in a while

im probably listening to music or playing the guitar as you read this. i always have music stuck in my head

intruments i play:

guitar (intermediate)

ukulele (intermediate)

piano (beginner)

bass (beginner)

ask me about my cd collection if u want. and also about what albums i like

im in a band btw

new-to-me albums in 2024 review

tags used:

my original posts are devilish rambles. asks are devilish ask. stupid fart jokes with my mutual is comedy duo, art is devilish art, and gay posting is 🤩🥰😍

and some others i dont use anymore

EXTRA STUFF

i dont really have a dni but ill block u if i dont like u <3

please dont tag me in picrew/uquiz tag games

my pinterest, bluesky, letterboxd

i rlly wanna make and release music some day

tally hall masterlist

[capric0rn]

[nyenyel]

Putting Mabel through that straight to bi to aromantic pipeline

[thelatestkate]

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

yay water

time to drink water woo hoo yay

[shamelesslyimpurrfect]

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[misscrazyfangirl321]

Checkpoint

Are you having fun? Do you want to keep scrolling or are you just on autopilot?

Have you eaten today?

Have you consumed water today?

Do you need to go to the bathroom?

Have you slept recently?

Do you have any chores in process that you've forgotten about or are putting off? (Laundry that needs taken out of the machine, a dishwasher full of dishes that need put away, etc.)

Have you taken all your meds?

If the answer is "All good," feel free to keep scrolling!

But if any of these reminded you of something you need to do, please take care of yourself. 💕

[onemillioneggsandcounting]

Just had my moral compass surgically removed!

[blondebrainpowered]

The artist: https://www.instagram.com/gottehamham/

[soul-from-another-era]

It'll be okay *puts a little flower in your hair*

[glowettee]

30 Ways to Romanticize Your Life 🌸

Life is more beautiful when you slow down and notice the magic around you. Here's how to romanticize your everyday moments:

 Wake up early to watch the sunrise.

Use your favorite mug for morning tea or coffee.

Write love letters to yourself in a journal.

Go on a solo date to a cozy café.

Light a candle while you work or study.

Play soft instrumental music while cooking.

Take a walk in nature without your phone.

Organize your desk with pastel stationery.

Capture small moments with a disposable camera.

Make your bed every morning.

Wear an outfit that makes you feel confident.

Add fresh flowers to your space.

Watch your favorite childhood movie.

Dance in your room to nostalgic music.

Try a new skincare routine.

Write down three things you're grateful for every day.

Learn calligraphy or start a creative hobby.

Keep a collection of your favorite poems.

Use a fancy pen for your daily notes.

Take a luxurious bubble bath.

Treat yourself to your favorite dessert.

Read a book that inspires you.

Keep a vision board of your dreams.

Watch the stars on a clear night.

Use aromatherapy oils for relaxation.

Write a letter to your future self.

Wear perfume even if you’re staying home.

Set up a cozy nook for reading or journaling.

Look for beauty in small details.

Smile at yourself in the mirror every morning.

[fromheavensent]

But what if… things work out, nothing bad happens, your hard work pays off, you get through this and prove yourself

[theshunbun]

Impie again~ ♡

[sunlitsoil]

there is always tomorrow

[bixels]

The final TF2 issue really got to me. Spoilers, but it’s the reveal that all of this suffering and murder and war over gravel and shitty land was for nothing but senseless, bottomless hatred. That the administrator can’t even remember where this revenge plot started as she flashes through different false memories of her parents’ deaths. There was never a tragic backstory or justification, only terrible people doing despicable things. And despite how crass and stupid and unserious TF2 is, the story subverts every expectation by showing the survivors and inheritors willingly breaking the cycle. Ms. Pauling lies to the administrator and chooses not to save her, and finally lets her die. (Hurts even more if you read into the subtext that Ms. Pauling is in love with the administrator.) She lets the final cache of Australium go and walks away from the burden and legacy of a century-old bloodfeud. Hale lets Gray’s daughter go and live her life freely. Spy is the first to arrive at Scout’s house and meet his big family, finally takes off his mask, and helps with the kids. Even Merasmus exhaustedly makes peace with himself and Soldier and chooses not to curse him or something. There’s nothing to finish, no promises to keep, and no one to avenge. The only thing to do is break the cycle and walk away.

It feels odd how happy and warm everything is, but it feels so right and earned. These bloodthirsty, awful, violent men were expendable cogs in a machine of endless violence, and they found a way out. It’s a genuinely great message about letting go the past that burdens you and finding the will and a way to hit the bricks, change, and be happy. Maybe they don’t technically deserve happiness, but they’ve got it nonetheless, and they’re not gonna let it go to waste. They’re still all crazy and violent, but on their own terms now and with people who love them! Smiles.