#endo safe space

[g-n-c-quoi]

the anti-endo side of the internet is rotting my brain by the second what are you people DOING

this is a little bit about the new octocon app but just in general-

speaking as a medically recognized (not diagnosed for safety reasons but doctors are aware) P-DID system, i cannot believe i have to say this, but endogenic systems are entirely unharmful and you look ridiculous trying to pretend they do

“DID/OSDD/etc is a trauma disorder!!” you would be hard pressed to find an endogenic system actually claiming to have those disorders. the vast majority of them have self described as non-disordered

“you can’t be a system without trauma!!” do we know that for a fact? dissociative disorder research is so full of stigma and misinformation that it’s mind boggling, do you honestly trust the dsm-5 to have literally every example of being a system ever written down verbatim?

also systems can be intentionally created for spiritual or personal reasons, please google search tulpamancy

also also it’s incredibly weird and potentially dangerous in some cases to demand proof that someone has experienced life altering brain damaging trauma before you can respect them as who they say they are

“they’re stealing resources!” literally what resources. therapy? they’re stealing therapy? please be serious.

w/ regards to pk/sp and octocon- what tangible harm is it doing to you for someone who calls themselves an endo system to use the same app as you. answer quickly.

i don’t even particularly care that much about this, i’ve largely stopped talking about being a system online because of how mind numbingly absurd the community is, i just cannot overstate how little this discourse matters

if someone is earnestly and intentionally faking being a system then the consequences of that behavior that turn up in their social life will be more than enough without you ridiculing them relentlessly for something that most of the time has little if any material impact

you’re just diet fakeclaiming please find something else to do with your time than bothering people who aren’t bothering you

[the-northstar-collective]

Yeah the plural community has "source disconnecting" shout-outs, which I love, but can I give a shout-out to "source connecting/attaching" right now?

[unetherian]

Reblog if your blog is safe for endogenics system, factkin and funlinks because you guys are cool

Little reminder : the alter/nonhuman community is supposed to be a safe place for those who do no harm to anything or anyone! So if you don't respect them just go your own way and stop spreading hate on beings who are themselves.

[c4n0fw0rms]

Constel update for my little guys

Fennec fox and border collie :p

-Seungmin

[the-menage-system]

Guess who's being a bisexual simp and blushing and giggling while talking to their crush right now?

Definitely not me. No way. Totally not.

...

Jk it's totally me haha

- Sonia 🏰

[systemserendipity]

mak1n anothr headmate 1ntro fastr than we thought bc-- 🌠 1 dcidd to show back up 🌠

1 usd to be our arguably most act1vly onl1ne mmbr when we wre a k1d and t33n (whn 1 fronted the most)

now 1 just k1nda float through l1fe, f33ling sad for myself, really embody1ng that gr1nch schdule mme

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📻 MAIN INFO 📻

Name: Willow Kross Wallace

Emoji: 🌠

Age: slides 16 to mid-20s

Gender: demifem crypto-gothgender

Pronouns: they/shy/any

Orientation: pandemisexual

Birthday: October 31, 2039

Species: augmented human

Active?: yes

System Role(s): trauma holder, ex-host, fused part (Shilo, Zydrate, Willow, Norman, Lydia, Mari, Edward, fragments)

Group: TBD

📻 SOURCE INFO 📻

Introject?: post-fictive

Okay with doubles?: yes

Source?:

Repo (musical), Bates Motel / Psycho, Beetlejuice (movie and musical), "Mary on a Cross," Ghost, Edward Scissorhands (and other Burton works)

Origin: cryptogenic

Split/Arrival Time: roughly childhood yrs (

📻 OPTIONAL INFO 📻

Random fact(s):

typing quirk (dpnd1ng on how comfortable thyre f33l1ng) will provide translations with quirked messages if requested

💿Mixtape:

Away Message:

rats

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1 hope u enjoy, whovr the fuk actually rds th1s sh1t, 1f noth1ng else 1m sure the gatk33prs and ovrs33rs'll s33 soooooooo

uh

h1 👋 fuk u /j

~~~W1llow 🌠 (they/shy/any)

[c4n0fw0rms]

As a misce citizen I can confirm I do knead

-Hyunjin

Nesting, scenting, purring, scruffing... A lot of animalistic behaviours have been attributed to omegaverse characters. But there's one I've never seen used, and that's a shame. Have any of you heard about... Kneading?

Also known as making biscuits.

It's something kittens do with their mums, but older cats often do that with their favourite humans or soft toys and blankets!

It's associated with nest-making and scenting. Famous omegaverse things!

(as well as with heats in queens, but I'm trying to keep the post sfw, so shhhh)

Pups could do that with their parents! Omegas (and other nest-makers) could do that with their nests! And everyone could give friendly little massages to their friends!

(or make them a pizza, but like, as an Omegaverse Instinct™ thing)

So consider: kneading.

[im-not-just-physical]

we all should take out our masks, tails, paws/claws, suits and jewellery with symbols of who we are, then start dancing in circle around fire and curse those who want back "good old times"

fuck right-wingers and conservatives!

learn to get over that fact nothing has to be as you want it to be! The world is not a fairytale 🖕

let's dance

🦁🐯🐱🐶🐺🐻🐻‍❄️🐨🐼🐹🐭🐰🦊🦝🐮🐷🐗🦓🦄🐴🫎🐲🦎🦖🐾🦕🐢🐊🪸🐍🐸🐇🐁🐀🐩🐕🦮🐕‍🦺🐖🐎🚘🫏🐄🧸🐃🦬🐏🐑🐐🦌🦙🚀🦥🦘🐘🧪🦣🌵🦏🕳️🦛🐦‍🔥🔥🪵🔥🐒🦍🦧⚙️🐪🛸🐫🌾🐿️🪐🦫🦨🦡🦔🦦🦇🌌🐦‍⬛🐓🐥⏳🦅🦉🌞🦜🕊️🍄🦤🦢🕰️🦆🪿🌷📺🦩🦚💐🦃🐧🪴🦭🦈🐬🐋🐳🌱🐟🌻🐠🐡🌜🦐🦒🐆🦞🦀🪻🦑🐙🪼🦪🦂⛄🕷️🐌⚰️🐜🦗🪲🦟🪳🪰🐝🐞🦋🐛🪱🦠🪽

[g-n-c-quoi]

entirely expected and somehow also wildly alarming jump in followers so here’s a little intro post + some housekeeping because i’ve made some very cool mutuals lately and really don’t wanna have to break them

name: lavera

age: 19

pronouns: he/they and zie/hir

carrd: https://gnc-quoi.carrd.co (but most of the info is in this post)

i’m an artist and novice animator. my commissions are, as a rule, always open unless i explicitly state otherwise. my portfolio can be found here.

i intentionally do not have a dni as i believe that they are unenforceable at best. if i disagree with you, i scroll past. if you are actively dangerous, i block you.

this is not a discourse blog, however, i will occasionally participate in discourse conversations at my own discretion, depending on their relevance to me as a person.

i am a lesboy/ftm lesbian, among multiple other psuedo-controversial labels i use to describe myself. i am happy to elaborate on these if requested respectfully, but if you’re just looking to antagonize me, you will not receive a reply.

this is, at least sometimes, somewhat of an art blog, and some of my art is likely to contain themes that will involve gore and/or artistic depictions of sensuality and sexuality, and i will tag the applicable pieces as such. i cannot realistically prevent anyone from interacting with this content, but i would prefer most of the engagement on it to be the adult audiences it is intended for, if possible. generally speaking, though, just… be a normal person about it, please.

[g-n-c-quoi]

(op you’re safe this is not a hate rb this is a “the internet is fucking deranged” rb)

re: that text post of mine that’s getting stupid amounts of traction now-

this is exactly what i’m talking about. most if not all endogenic systems are asking for literally the bare minimum of respect as human beings. the amount of people who refuse to even offer that is staggering, and speaks more to the morality and acceptance of antis than it does anyone else.

if you’re waiting for some kind of definitive scientific explanation to believe people when they tell you who they are, you’ve already lost the plot.

in all honesty, i couldn't care less about endogenic plurality. not my stable, not my horses

Valid, all I ask for is respect.

[the-northstar-collective]

Something ive noticed, is that a lot of anti endos that I see on here, are anti endo because they've had bad experiences interacting with endos.

For very good reasons, they don't interact with endos.

No community is perfect, and acts on the same stance of what they think a "endo" is.

Dear anti endos, I'm sorry for the bad people who happen to be endos, that you have interacted with.

Endos are capable of spreading misinformation and malice. Just like every other community.

[thehellsaint]

"sysmed" and "traumascum" are truly repulsive terms. The mental disorder you're cosplaying is, shocker, a disorder.

disorders are medical issues. just because you feel entitled to the parts of a disorder you find fun doesn't make the disorder less of a disorder.

[c4n0fw0rms]

Scheduling this for when I'm at school so yeah but like listen

Being a system is the wildest shit because NONE of us look like the body. We happened to stop looking in mirrors a good while ago because we just- didn't look in the direction of a mirror or care to look at ourselves so every once and a while it's just:

"Man I wonder if I have plaque on my teeth rn lemme lo-" cut off by the staring and internal thoughts of "Wait where did my brown hair go why am I covered in acne and why are my teeth so wack-" and scanning the body in the mirror like it's a foreign object in mf Subnautica in disbelief. Then it hits that you ARENT a cute lil cis man with small hands but rather a fat white trans man with uncomfortable everything.. and small hands unfortunately that stays-

BUT THEN IT GETS W A C K BECAUSE A SECOND REALIZAYION HITS THAT YOU'RE A GROWN ASS MAN IN THE BODY OF A MINOR??

I feel almost like a creep for just sitting here like 🧍‍♂️

But then again our headspace is all grown men except like three teenagers in which only ONE is actually a woman??

AND THEN WHAM WHAM WHAM TRIPLE WHIPLASH BECAUSE NOT ONLY IS MY ANATOMY NOT CORRECT BUT ITS D O U B L E NOT CORRECT BECAUSE IM MISCE SO LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!!

Ain't nothing right here and my only meds is time and money to mold myself into a new shape (man) like pottery.

BUT THAT ONLY SOLVES TWO WHABLOOEYS BECAUSE MISCE DYSPHORIA CANNOT BE PHYSICALLY FIXED WTF

..yall it's too late at night for this put me down

To sleep.

My least favourite pipeline has to be the shocker-whiplash-triple whablooey because it happens within five seconds and my life crumbles before my (and the body's) very eyes

-🐥

[dolleriumfluffle]

I just desperately want more recognition of traumagenic experiences that lie outside of the usual "childhood abuse" assumption that everyone forces on that label. what about trauma from bullying? what about trauma from undiagnosed illnesses? what about trauma from queer experiences like transphobia? what about trauma from medical experiences like surgeries, hospitalizations, psych wards, and other areas where the medical field failed you? what about trauma from eating disorders? what about trauma from racism?

there are so many experiences that can fall under traumagenic, but are yet swept under a rug in favor of a strict, stereotypical narrative that's easier to comprehend. I think we as a community need to make an active effort to expand our understanding of traumagenic, especially where it may overlap with experiences traditionally considered endogenic, and understand that trauma can come in so many different forms. so often people are shunned for trying to create roles and labels that describe their specific traumagenic experiences, and I don't understand why. there can be no progress towards acceptance for all systems if we don't accept that traumagenic is an umbrella label too.

[the-menage-system]

I spot Sonia being bi on main again hehe :)

- Mikan Tsumiki

Ohh, you noticed?

Guilty as charged, I'm being super bi right now /lh

- Sonia 🏰

[hammersys]

✦　˚ Schizophrenic Spectrum Disorder Resources

All of the links below are either resources, research, and/or tips/help for people with Schizophrenic spectrum disorder.

Found any outdated links, or any links that include misinformation? Please let me know!

✦ Resources/Miscellaneous

@schizopositivity, a blog dedicated to spreading positivity!

(Youtube channel) Living Well with Mental Illness

It's okay for you to be psychotic

To all of my schizospec littles/cgs/pets/handlers..

Schizospec system positivity!

The psychotic spectrum (and my own experience) - A guide

✦ About Schizophrenic Spectrum Disorder

(Youtube video) What is Schizophrenic spectrum disorder?

(Youtube video) 6 signs of Schizophrenic spectrum disorder

The DSM criteria for Schizophrenic Spectrum Disorder

A Carrd about the DSM criteria for Schizophrenic Spectrum Disorder

Myths and Misconceptions

✦ Recovery Resources

Understanding voices

Dealing with psychosis

Coping strategies by Hearing Voices Network

Tools and worksheets

Rehabilitation and recovery from Schizophrenia

Schizophrenia Resources For Getting Support And Improving Mental Health

My Psychosis survival guide

✦ Schizophrenic Spectrum Disorder safe blogs/Informational Blogs

@schizospec-culture-is

@schizospectrumsuggestions

@delusionalculture-is

@schizopositivity

@221bluescarf 

@mental-health-advice

!!! WARNING!!! Lauren Kennedy West, also known as "Living well with/after Schizophrenia" is DANGEROUS. Please do not use watch her videos and/or promote them. More in this post.

BEFORE YOU COMMENT:

Everybody can use my resources, but keep discourse/syscourse out of our comments. Our anti-endo tag exists for personal interaction. Asks are anti-endo, etc, but as I've said, resources are for all.