#but i didnt know what i wanted to put on it i tried it with few scenes with makoto but it didnt feel right since they never got to reunite
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🪽 — what is your s/o from? (made-up, media, book, movie etc…) and why did you feel drawn to them?
Now I can already sense the tension in the air for this question, and I'm gonna need yall to lay down the tomatoes so I can EXPLAIN myself alr..?... Katsuki Bakugo. NOW HEY HEY I SAID PUT THEM DOWN🫵🏾 LET ME EXPLAINNN☹️
To put it simply, his character has always intrigued me, confused me and entertained me. So much so that I found myself unironically wanting to understand him even after going back and forth with myself trying to figure out if i liked him or not, and countless times ive failed lmao. But! For some reason i still felt a need to get him, so no matter how many times i misunderstood him I kept trying
And so with the help of my curiosity for his character and my consistancy with the anime, other mha/bakugo enthusiasts opinions and headcanons, edits and fanfictions, I finally got it was because he is just so raw-ly and really him and how he naturally navigates in relationships, especially the ones he prioritises. Even with how canonly brash, grumpy, bullyish, and mean he is, and with how so many people are really hypocritical talking about "oh his character development isnt really development unless he changes his attitude towards people" and "he needs to change his personality in order for us to believe it is real improvement", as if the concept of nuance doesn't exist, he doesnt adjust to their opinions. (Not unless it is absolutely necessary which he DOES realise is the case in major parts of the anime which i LOVE him for being so self aware)
It is the way he never let anyone change him. Which IS bullyish, loud and cocky. He IS mean, kinda crazy and blunt. And deep down I fucking LOVED THAT. Because even with such an insane personality he doesn't let that take over, and his self awareness is strong enough to check himself when he knows hes in the wrong. And it's not like he's biased with the way he treats people because he treats everyone equally like for example: with the way he nicknames everyone by their appearance, quirk or personality in a way that IS kinda mean but if you get him, is actually kinda funny too. And he still doesnt let his ego get the better of him when he recognises someone as respectable and admits that is so. And even though it's not in a socially acceptable nice and sweet way which was what everyone wanted him to be, it was still equal. It was still somehow fair.
And ontop of that, it's not like he picks on people he doesn't even know (anymore). There is that obvious well needed change of charcter he had (which is part of his character development) and if you actually pay attention youll notice his maturity developed too. So when I tried to tell myself that I didnt like him in the beginning, I would still find myself respecting and admiring him because of how true he was to himself, yet still pushed himself to become better because he was still so self aware.
I then realised he was quickly growing on me. Because through his character development I learnt that "being better" doesn't always mean being what is socially acceptable, or "nice" which is always what is expected. And I then noticed how I never really wanted him to change his personality. Because I accepted that this was HIM and had the right to be him, without others trying to change him. And i unironically fuck with the way he is naturally. He who is not like everyone else in the sense that is he isnt "nice and friendly"; still has the right to move around and exist as he, is (which is mean cocky and brash) and does so accordingly and confidently, will ultimately earn my utmost respect expeditiously. And when it finally clicked me, I guess I kinda fell in love a little🫠🫠(im down horrendous).
❤️🩹 — what does your s/o smell like?
Smokey caramel and fucking vanilla😭😩😩 because of katsuki's nitroglycerin sweat, he always smells like caramel but it starts to smell burnt, smokey or like someone is cooking caramel anytime he uses it, depending on how bad the explosions are. It is so fucking funny to me how someone so brash, mean and cocky naturally smells like a bakery😭😭. At least he doesn't smell like cooked flesh though so 🤷
💭 — who was the first person you told after getting with your s/o?
MY GIRLS URARAKA, MOMO, MINA AND JIROU! (and somehow kirishima, denki, sero and deku found out...) first it was Uraraka I told cus she and I are like this though🤞🏾🤞🏾 It's been a thing that basically the whole class knows I have a crush on bakugo even though I have a naturally flirty and freaky personality with most of my friends JOKINGLY, but if you squint, it's apparently really obvious. And those bitches have been squinting real hard😒😒😒
#katsuki my goat#mha shifting#mha shifter#shiftblr#desired reality#shifters#shifting#drself#reality shift#reality shifting#loa blog#4d reality
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Divorced Zaundads AU
Except they get back together after years of being apart.
Silco grew his business, renting a big empty apartment that didn’t smell like their old apartment above the bar. He mostly just sat on his little balcony and smoked cigarettes. He spent all his time alone, doing yoga in his living room and eating salad. Food didnt taste good when he made it. Nothing felt good if he was doing it by himself.
Vander raised little Violet and baby Powder. He tried his best but he felt kinda… empty. He was stressed and did his best working the bar and taking the kids to school and trying to keep the apartment clean. He sometimes still grabbed four plates for dinner.
Everything falls into place one day, after three years. Silco’s in a bad place. He’d been drinking and yelling at employees and just spending every minute out of the office sitting in the dark of his apartment. Vander was burnt out, going through the motions. He just wanted to sleep all the time.
Silco decided he’d go to the place him and Vander used to go to. The bridge. He threw on his coat, wearing his slippers and wrinkled silk pajamas, and went out to smoke a cigar and over look the river.
Vander decided he needed to go on a walk, get some fresh air. Benzo had agreed to babysit AKA sleep in the recliner in the apartment living room just in case one of the girls woke up. He ended up at the river, the bridge, the one where he asked Silco to spend their lives together.
Silco didn’t notice him until Vander was leaning against the guardrail next to him. He could’ve cried. He was warm and the smell of him was so bone deep familiar. Silco didn’t mean to let the sob out.
“I missed you. I miss you so fucking much it’s killing me.” Silco said as Vander pulled him into a hug, so close, so tight. Vander held onto him like he’d never let go, nosing at his dark hair.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I just- I need you.” Vander said and Silco nodded, hands twisting in Vander’s jacket.
Silco was being pushed away, his hands coming up to wipe away his tears before Vander was leaning down to press a kiss onto his lips. Neither of them knew who started it but soon they were making their way to the closest motel.
It was a blur of familiar hands, clothes hitting the floor, whispered ‘I love you’s, and what they both needed. The intimacy of being with someone who knows every inch, every good spot, everything.
Vander kissed across the scar on Silco’s face, the mark he’d caused, even as Silco cried, the feeling of being full, for the first time in so long, he could feel Vander’s heartbeat, his sorrow.
“I wanna go home.” Silco said as they laid together in the motel bed, cuddled close, satisfied and happy.
“I what you home. It’s where you belong.” Vander said and pulled Silco impossibly closer.
When the morning rolled around Silco put his pajamas back on and his coat, a giddy, teenage kinda laughter filled them as they put their clothes on and left the motel. It was a flower bloomed again for the first time in the spring.
The girls were happy when their papa came back. Powder clinging to his pant leg, violet was a little more withheld. Silco understood. The scars and his eye, she was afraid of him. It was okay.
Soon he let his lease end and their apartment, the one that they were always supposed to have, was bright and back to the way it was supposed to be.
#egg_company#fanfic#smut tag#ao3 fanfic#fanfiction#young zaundads#zaundads#zaun dads#silco x vander#vander x silco
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i have no excuse for just dipping i just didnt trust ibis for ages after the silly prank it pulled on me (ERASING EVERYTHING I HAD) SO Me and a friend put our braincells together to do something funky something SILLY if you will!! We gave Swap!Mu a new design! partial credit to @sunnyreblogsthings for helping me with some of the ideas, such as the sundial clasp! and roman numerals down her sleeves! :)
I really like this design and i hope yall like it too... i hope its not too busy of a design we had a lot of ideaskdfskgdjsg pls TELL ME WHATCHU THINK !! below the cut will be more information on stuff.. like why i redesigned her, what they mean, and stuff about her alien species! My friend helped me write this part LMFAO..
FIRST OF ALL. I named Mu's alien species!! 'Soliens'! (a mix of Sol and Alien, how original) With her native planet, I decided to make it very close to the sun!! Her people are very dedicated to the sun and sort of refer to it as a God, innit? Though her people typically call it 'Solmere' instead of 'sun'.
SUNNYS COMMENTARY -we tried to focus on time/sun elements, since it's very important to her species's culture! -her sleeves/tail have roman numerals on them, to reference clocks! though, if you're not looking for them, they might just look like random stitching, which makes them very fun :) -her medallion is a sundial, for a few reasons! the obvious answer is that it's a universal clock, simply based on the sun (which fits the theme of sun and times), but the less obvious reason is why it was picked (by me, of course <3 -sun /silly) is because there's a sundial on a dam, put there just in case aliens can't use human time. i thought it fit her well! -the cape isn't tattered because 'oooo shes struggling' or something, it's because she's a little reckless on her adventures! (….obviously….she crashed on this planet…. /j)
MY COMMENTARY (tidbits) -Theres a timepiece shine in her eye! It was meant to be her pupil, but the shine looks cuter. Rule of cool has made it so it changes to different shapes sometimes HAHAHA -I gave her fingerless gloves! I thought it was fitting due to how reckless she can be (getting scratches), also it felt like a neat stylistic choice.. -Beneath her dress she wears a purple underlayer! it peeks out in the first drawing, this is because of how hot her planet is, she needs a lot of layers while adventuring to deal with the new temperatures! -Her dress has this stitched on sun pattern, it isnt very obvious. her trousers have a little pattern on them too! -On the back of her sundial is the co-ordinates to her native planet (Sunnys idea LOL), -I GAVE HER FRECKLES. The idea is the freckles are in the shape of constellations!
We wanted her to look more like an adventurer, and have a more unique look to her you know? Stylise her a bit!! I hope yall like this.. it took us forever... and Im super proud of it.. I spent a while developing Mu's home planet and where she comes from.... I love world building too much okay I couldn't HELP MYSELF!!! Also the star medallion WILL BE A FLAIR!!
#ahit#a hat in time#ahit swap au#mustache girl ahit#mustache girl#mu ahit#ahit au#sorry for like#not posting in a while#also sorry if the wording here is confusing on my end HELP IM BAD AT WORDS!!!
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"A CONSCIOUS BODY in VRChat", an Eclipse and Puppet Show (EAPS) fanon/non-canon episode based of father Ruin :D.
[SCRIPT]:
—Eclipse goes and talks to Ruin—about some junk in a room in his lab, so Ruin agrees to go with Eclipse (who has been rambling about the entire walk).
•Ruin now knows that Eclipse has made but scrapped several redesigns of Stitchwraith; some are finished but left, and some dont even get a chance to get wires installed.
•Eclipse tells Ruin that, if he ever needed any materials, he can just go here and take apart the scrapped designs. (It wasnt a bad idea for the most part hence why Ruin agreed.)
–In the storage room (maybe the right word?), Ruin would hear a small "wrr..." sound atop of Eclipse's voice. When he investigates, he sees its coming from a Sun Eclipse model.
•"Are you certain this is an Eclipse model?" — "It looking like Sun is the exact reason why I left it."
•In Ruin's hands, it springs to life! Though Eclipse swears up and down that it should not be possible—the guy didnt even have his systems prepared yet, so how can he function like its nothing?!!
—Ruin and Eclipse talk about on what to do with it—them–him?
•Ruin was about to suggest that Eclipse should care for the new soul (considering he does have three kids), but sees how tried Eclipse already seemed (considering he does have three kids...), so Ruin decided to care for the little fellow because he wanted to; hes always wanted to care for a child again, even the Moon part of him out of pity.
+[fun fact] Ruin calls his new child by several names ("small one", "little one", "kiddo", "bud", etc.) during the first week of caring for him, but decided that wouldn't work well. He eventually decides on the name "Comet" for no apparent reason, but continues to use nicknames (aka he calls him "Comi" way more often).
BONUS: [RUIN'S LOOKS GUIDE] (suppose to be a seperate post, but I figured it'll be better in the same post since it'll help understand why Ruin's face looks like that)
Characters like Ruin are pretty fun to draw since I try to be as expressive with all the characters I draw as much as possible.
So when I couldnt draw his other eye correctly for the life of me in my last Ruin post, I decided: "yk what screw it." and implemented a headcanon (happens way more often than it should)
Since Ruin is a combination of his Sun and Moon, I hc that there are times when only one of them is active/more active than the other. Of course, Eclipse is mostly active, but Moon can surprisingly be more active than Sun (aka Sun doesnt go as active as the others like he used to be).
(I will be deciding on the reason why Comet came to life since I have several thoughts about how. Depending on what I land on is how much angst I can put in his lore >:D.)
#sun and moon show#tsams#sams#tsams eclipse#tsams ruin#sams eclipse#sams ruin#eclipse and puppet show#eaps#eaps eclipse#eaps ruin#eaps oc?#ruins sun and moon mentioned!!!#father eaps ruin for the win
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chapter 15.
wc: 1.9k words
chan spent hours and hours thinking about what to do. he even reached out to his parents, having a long conversation about his wishes and future. he didnt close his eyes for more than two seconds during the whole night, just so he could finally get to his final decision: leave the company.
once he made up his mind, there was no turning back. was this decision the best for him? he had no clue, but he was willing to take the risk.
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as chan was walking out of the building after ending his contract with his company for real, he wondered where would he go now, which place would be his escape from his thoughts?
he just let his body take him somewhere, anywhere that he could find a peace of mind. he walked down the very familiar path without actually thinking about it and he wasn’t surprised when he found himself standing in front of your front door.
he stared at the door for a while, torn between knocking on it or just walking away. youve been avoiding him for a whole month, why would you pay attention to him now? but at the same time, he thought that if you knew about the news maybe, just maybe, you would get back to him and everything would be back to normal.
chan clenched his fists before taking a deep breath and knocking on the door. his heart was beating faster than he expected and his mind was full with possibilities, good and bad.
it didnt take that long – although he thought otherwise – for you to open the door, the small smile on your face turning into a surprised expression. it felt like you were seeing a dead person right in front of you, not because he was dead to you, but because you didnt think he would be at your door, especially after exactly one month after the breakup.
“hey,” you felt a pang in your heart when you heard chans voice sweet like honey. you missed his voice, you missed him. “i dont know exactly why im here, to be honest. i was walking out of the company and then in the blink of an eye i was here knocking on your door.”
you were about to speak, but chan was faster than you.
“i miss you, yn. i miss your laughter, your hands hanging on the back of my neck, your smile, hearing your silly comments about whatever tv show we decided to watch, the way you would always scrunch your nose when i rested my forehead against yours after we kissed, watching you steal napkins from the restaurants we used to go to just so you could have something physical about that date to put on your journal,” his voice started to crack while his eyes held so many emotions. “i miss everything about you. ever since we broke up i didnt have one single entire day that i could look back at it and say ‘yeah, i was happy that day’. i dream of you every night, and im so tired of always crying in my room when im in my bedroom. weekends that i wasted crying myself to sleep and staying in bed 24/7.”
chan took your hand in his and squeezed it. the feeling of your hand sending him into another dimension.
“i dont want to sound like im trying to manipulate you into coming back to me,” the boy shook his head frantically. “no, i dont want that. i just needed you to know how im feeling and to know how youre feeling. do you feel the same way? tell me, yn, do you want me back as much as i want you back?”
that last phrase. that damn phrase. do you want me back as much as i want you back? yes, you wanted, but you couldnt tell him, why would you? he had a whole dream to pursue, a dream and future of a life you didnt belong in it.
you looked at his red face from holding back his tears, the sight of him like that breaking your heart just as the sight of how wrecked he looked when you broke up with him broke your heart. you tried to speak, but your voice betrayed you.
your hand met his cheek and your thumb gently caress it before you pulling him into a hug. that was when chan couldnt hold back anymore and started to tremble as sobs started to leave from his lips.
chan needed your touch way more than he thought, he hugged you deeper, tighter, making sure you wouldnt leave his grip.
“please… be mine again,” he said between his sobs. “i left the company, we can be together again and i swear nothing like that will happen ever again. i wont let it happen.”
his words made you freeze. he left the company? you immediately broke the hug, finding strength out of nowhere to fight against chan’s strength that was trapping you close to him. “what did you do?”
“i left the company…”
“are you crazy?! why would you do that? did you leave because of this relationship?”
“it was for the best, yn!”
“fuck, chan,” you ran your fingers through your hair, frustration all over your face, and guilty too. “youre supposed to be an idol, the future of kpop, a fucking shining star! are you throwing that away because of a relationship?”
chans tears turned from sad to angry tears. “i want to be a shining star only in your eyes, yn!” he shouted, you could even see the string of saliva connecting his lips. “ever since we broke up i lost all my passion for every thing i once loved, and you werent the only reason for me to leave the company, okay?! stop treating this decision of mine like it was stupid, i had my reasons!”
“so what you gonna do now? find another company? give up on your dream and live a miserable life?”
“if youre by my side, my life wont ever be miserable.”
“bullshit and you know it!” you pointed your finger at him before sighing and placing your hands on his shoulder, trying to speak with a calmer voice. “dont do this to yourself, dont make huge sacrifices for me.”
“why not? its my life!”
“did it never cross your mind that maybe i feel like shit when you do that? how would you feel if i had given up on my dream because of you? you would feel guilty, right? and dont even try to lie because i know you.”
chan stayed quiet, looking at you with his fist clenched.
“what if the love dies? we break up again and then what? youll lose your chance of doing something you wanted since you were a little boy? be rational, lee chan!”
you felt tears streaming down your cheeks and chan immediately let his guard down and reached out to wipe them off. when his warm hand came into contact with your cheek, your body instantly leaned into his touch. you missed the feeling of his hand on your face so bad.
“i love you, chan… i love you so bad,” your voice came out as a whisper. “thats why i cant do this to you. i cant hold you back from doing what you were born for. i want you to be free… please dont make this any harder for me. i cant keep pushing you away, i want to make the best decision for you. i want to see you everywhere, i want to hear about your world tour, about your face being on time square. i want you to be successful, to be able to look back at your past and be happy for making the dream of the five years old channie coming true. so please, let my love be only a memory from now on, a good and warm memory.”
chan shook his head, his lips curled downward and trembling as tears poured out of his eyes. “there has to be something i could do… a way that i could have you while pursuing my dream.”
“chan, theres not…” your voice came out softly, but full of hurt and sadness.
“if i find a way, do you promise me to be mine again? dont give me that rational smartass answers, its just if i find a way. i promise you i wont ever bother you, unless i find the solution to all of this.”
you closed your eyes and took a deep breath. that was insane, how could he find a way of being an idol and dating you? if his future fans dont make the relationship fall apart, his busy schedule will. but still, deep down you knew that he would try anything in his power to make that happen, you knew damn well how much he loves you and would do anything to have you back.
“yes.. i promise,” you rested your forehead against his and close your eyes.
even with your eyes closed, you could fell him smiling. you could feel hope radiating the environment. that was chan, a guy who will never give up once he gets something in his mind. you opened your eyes and felt your heart beating faster as you realized how real this was. chan was really that close to you again.
“you should go.. my parents will come back home any minute and if they see you here they’ll ask me questions and…”
“i know,” he cut you off and spoke in such a gentle tone. he looked at you and caressed your cheek, your foreheads still resting against each others. “can i… can i kiss you? the last time before i take a while to get back to you.”
you chuckled at his request. of course, so typical of him, but who are you to deny his request? the request he made with so much confidence, emphasizing that he certainly will come back to you.
“yeah, you can.”
chans heart exploded right there in the moment he heard the ‘yeah’ coming out of your lips. the grin that was on his face was a grin that no one saw it since that cursed night.
he didnt think twice, closing the distance between your lips as fast as he could. the kiss was more than special, he definitely made sure to pour out all of his love and the feeling of missing you as he lips touched yours.
you wrapped your arms around his neck and he placed his hand on your waist and the other on the back of your neck to tilt your head and be able to kiss you properly. he didnt want this last kiss to be a mediocre one, he wanted to be the kiss, and his mission was accomplished.
once the kiss was broken, he pecked your lips a few more times, making you giggle and his heart melting at the sound. he looked at you with a huge smile on his face, it was like that depressed chan never existed, and reluctantly took a few steps back.
“goodbye, yn. wait for me,” he said as he started to walk away with his back facing the street. “i promise you we will get back together!” he stumbled at a rock that was on the sidewalk and you chuckled. he looked at the rock with a frown on his face before looking at you again, the frown immediately being replaced with a grin. “and keep looking at your finger, cuz one day ill put a ring on it!”
you smiled warmly and signaled him to walk away.
when he was out of your sight, you let out a sigh, a happy one. you had a feeling that everything would work out, that he was going to find a way to make it work. and if he doesnt, at least you knew that he tried hard.
HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEARTS
yn and chan date since their freshman year and are truly high school sweethearts, but will chan’s dream of becoming an idol get between their relationship?
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#seventeen x reader#seventeen imagines#svt imagines#svt fanfic#svt fluff#seventeen x you#seventeen fanfic#seventeen imagine#seventeen scenarios#seventeen chan#seventeen fic#seventeen smau#svt dino#svt fic#svt smau#chan#chan fanfic#chan scenarios#lee chan#lee chan fic#lee chan fanfic#lee chan scenarios#chan smau#lee chan smau#seventeen dino#dino x reader#dino fanfic#dino smau
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theyre holding hands……(and being shy about it)
hootsie and gricko doodles (mostly hootsie)
both requested by @nicohasperished !
#i ignored the ‘gators cant blush’ thing for the previous request#but i didnt ignore it this time (for the people who like it that way <3)#ngl really proud of how the gideons and kremys hands turned out#honestly i want to make a little ‘how i draw the krew’ thing with things like hands#something about gideons hands being square-ish and kremys being sharp and triangular is so satisfying to me#coalecroux#kremy lecroux#gideon coal#kremy x gideon#i looovee hootsie sm#glad i finally got around to drawing her!!#gricko being a dad >>>#not to get deep or anything#but i think gricko tries to be as present for and as invested in hootsie as humanly (goblinly?) possible because of his dad#who was completely absent to the point where he didn’t even know his name or face or even existence#and since his mom had to work a lot to make ends meet and put food on the table#he knows what it feels like to be a little kid and feel isolated or neglected#of course he had his mom and uncle glorbo but i doubt they were there for him during the majority of his childhood#he doesnt want hootsie to grow up like that#them <3#gricko grimgrin#hootsie grimgrin#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#my art#ouaw fanart#ouaw
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#911#911edit#buddie#buddieedit#911 fox#911 abc#911 on fox#evanbuckleyedit#eddiediazedit#my edit#otp: you don't need to pretend with me#1k#honestly ive been thinking about this since the lightning#911hiatusparallels#because yes eddie had no idea the tsunami was gonna happen and the same way it wasnt Bucks fault it wasnt eddie#but this is the guy that asked for a sign about what to do about his wife and she died#then he tried to force his best friend to do something he wasnt ready for and he almost died too#and yes therapy eddie is better with his own feelings but i wonder if it crossed his mind#because maddie probably tried to get him into the keep buck distracted rotation#and he said no probably because he knew buck could need a place to escape to#but still#it could've crossed his mind the consequences of the last time he didnt give buck time#the tsunami the lawsuit all that yk#i dont know i just want to put the thought somewhere#it makes sense that eddie would wait him out after the previous moments with buck and death#anyway#yeah#evan buckley#eddie diaz
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mood board of decor I firmly believe exists in the Curtis home
#i think soda is exceptionally crafty whwn he wants to be#he LOVES making lil guys ojt of beer tabs#sin tin self explanatory#they dont have a swear jar they have a 'giving darry grey hairs' tin#sometimes they come home late as hell n darry just points at the tin like 🫵🤨#n they shuffle cartoonishly over to drop their quarters in#also i will die on the hill that those boys are sign stealers#darry comes home to a new stop sign mounted on the wall every other week#he tries to make them put them back#but one time they DIDNT get caught atealing it but DID get caught re mounting it#n darry had to bail them at the station n was like u know what idgaf#two bit contributed the whiskey soap dispenser#but they all kinda think it fucks#instead of an ax its a switchblade dallas stabbed into the wall they all hang their keys on#safe to say when the state comes to check on them#they have to do a LOT of redecorating#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#darry curtis#dallas winston#sodapop curtis#two bit mathews#steve randle#johnny cade#ALSO#NOT MY PICTURES#SHOUTOUT PINTEREST GIRLIES#also darry loves those fucking bottle candles#theyre the ONE piece hes like yeah thats my shit i fuck with those crazy
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—— The peach blossoms were all blown away, the springs and autumns had all passed. The clearest understanding came in that single moment within a dream. Life was long and full of drifting. When I woke, I was once again a wanderer. What does it matter how vast the earth is, or how beautiful the spring light is? I cannot ask for it.
Lyrics ♪ 不才Bu Cai - 寻常歌 Ordinary Song
#yakuza 0#ryo ga gotoku#龍が如く#yakuza#gamingedit#dailyvideogames#dailygaming#y0#rgg#yakuzaedit#龍が如く0#tachibana tetsu#tachibana#tetsu tachibana#makimura makoto#makoto makimura#*4#music edit tag#this song made sense in my head but when it came to translating (its always the translating) it was kinda tricky to fit it in#the draft originally started last year with just the last gif i knew i wanted to lasso the piece of glass out with another scene#but i didnt know what i wanted to put on it i tried it with few scenes with makoto but it didnt feel right since they never got to reunite#ended up putting his end on it bc it felt like he probably knew once lao gui took him he'll never make it back ughh im fine 🥲
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journalists underestimate the magnitude of my addiction and how far i'll go for the bit
#snap chats#im lying i physically could not marathon this i got school LMAO BUT IMAGINE#my god speaking of school i signed up for a japanese history class. because of course i did#i also needed an extra class and i didnt know what else to put LMAO but i might swap it or somn#thinkin i should get back into theater..... i got like two months to decide anyway#i was thinking about how im gonna play IW during streams... if the lord will let me i might stream for 2~3 hours or so#im putting such a small time limit due to Aforementioned School but also idk if my computer can record any longer than that#when i tried saving the video to my flashdrive it only lasted about two some hours right ? maybe 3 if i remember right#i decided to record to my computer's hard drive instead of the usb since it has more space so maybe i can record longer#ill prob do a test run later today and record a nonsense video. i WILL delete it i just wanna see what the limit is#cause my plan is to just Record One -> Upload It -> Delete OG yk. Lazy Susan type of plan#didnt mean to type out my whole gameplan in the tags LOL BUT HEY I WANTED TO TALK BOUT IT AT SOME POINT#my final message is that ive Hopefully preordered the ichi statue. i say Hopefully cause i am once again doing it through jp rabbit#and i didnt get the confirmation it was successful yet so I Will Simply Wait.#point is it was a lot cheapter than i thought it was going to be <3 yay <3#ok im running out of tags tl;dr im gonna marathon IW until my eyes bleed BYYYE
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I just discorvered your blog and whilst I am primarily a choso enjoyer I do think noritoshi is also a really cool character, and I really hope he and choso get a chance for a proper interaction at some point! I'd love to know what your opinion is of choso and how you think he would interact with noritoshi :) also your art is really pretty
[UPDATE] this post was made before Gege revealed that Choso was a shit teacher and before the Kamos ever interacted. This was just my assumptions at the time.
I also want to see them interact... strap in fam, bc I never shut the fuck up
I may describe Choso as a bit OOC since I don't know much of the manga, but I do know bits and pieces!! also what the wiki told me, heh.
[Choso thoughts]
Choso feels like that big brother who's stricter when training/teaching, but lenient when doing literally anything else involving his younger sibs. Although he's wearing a bored expression the entire time, he's actually super happy when around them.
I really like big brother characters so he might climb up my favorites when I see him in action. from that one popular screenshot of him giving Jogo a goofy smirk, I can tell he's got this tiny side of playfulness to him. He can be annoying if he wants to, and he sometimes does that with his brothers. 10/10 guy!
I've seen fanart and some headcanons of Choso, and I can firmly say that he's a green flag. He's the guy who would fix you without trying. HE'S NOT DOING ANYTHING, YOU JUST FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER FOR HIM.. OR SO I HEAR
[more details under the cut!]
[Choso + Noritoshi interaction thoughts/headcanons?]
Choso and Noritoshi are like super distant cousins/uncle/nephew right?? They came from the same jujutsu hitler, so Noritoshi is like Choso’s many greats cousin/nephew. Be fr though, if there's someone younger than Choso and is related to him in some way, that's an instant lil sibling of his. WHICH IS WHY, their relationship has two sides to it. (imo)
First up is the teacher/student aspect.
It's no secret that Noritoshi is weaker compared to Choso, therefore, he'd want to train under him. Choso is a strict teacher, he wants his lil bros to be able to protect themselves if he's unable to be there for them, which is perfect since that's Noritoshi's comfort zone. He wants to hone his abilities to reach or even surpass Choso, so he needs someone who'd nitpick him.
I can see them sparring, and Noritoshi having an awe struck face every time he gets taken down with a new move Choso has yet to teach him. "How did you do that? You must teach me that next, sensei!"
Choso would probably chortle and lightly nudge Noritoshi with his foot, but internally, he's screaming. Imagine your little brother saw you do something cool, and he's shouting at you to show him how to do it. That's the same feeling Choso would get. Of course, he'd show him eventually, but Noritoshi needs to get the hang of the moves he's tasked with right now before adding more to his plate.
They're both beaming with joy when Noritoshi shows progress. Well- as much as two guys who barely emote can beam. Noritoshi is proud of himself for constantly improving and Choso proud of his lil bro for getting stronger!!!!!!
I imagine they bicker often but when they're in teacher/student mode, they rarely cross each other. Noritoshi knows he's training under a teacher and Choso is teaching his lil bro how to beat ass.
The second half of their relationship is the.. older brother/older(?) brother aspect.
whereas Noritoshi is getting little brother treatment from Choso but doesn't want it and Choso annoys/coddles Noritoshi like the best big brother he is... also my favorite aspect, as shown
Noritoshi is independent. He likes his space and prefers to do things on his own. Because of this he involuntarily became the big brother of Kyoto Tech. People go to him for advice, criticism, help with assignments, and when needing to make a responsible decision, they think, "What would Noritoshi do?" You can say he got comfortable with the role of "big brother."
So when this new guy comes along who's revealed to be family, Noritoshi deems him as a higher authority. Noritoshi's quick to go back to his old ways of respecting his superiors and it's not that difficult. Choso is older, stronger, experienced, and generally a lot more capable than Noritoshi. However, the downside is that Noritoshi would never grow a close bond with Choso if he kept this up. You can't tell your boss your worries, that's not proper! Choso, knowing this, told Noritoshi to knock off the formalities pretty early on.
I imagine this is the first time they'd ever bicker. Choso tries to get Noritoshi to loosen up a little because they're family, but Noritoshi protests that it's because they're family that he should show extra respect!
Choso probably told Noritoshi to call him brother/uncle or something so they can grow comfortable around each other. Let's be honest, Noritoshi calls his mom "mother," you won't catch him dead calling someone who he currently sees as a superior "brother." They compromise by just using each other’s name without honorifics.
Now that the introductions were out of the way, Noritoshi was now stuck with Choso coddling him. Sure it was nice at first, someone in his family who doesn't yell at him for every mistake he makes and genuinely cares for him, but.. Noritoshi feels… annoyed. Choso reminds Noritoshi of a more tolerable Todo, but he feels like Choso still treats him like Noritoshi needs him. He doesn't need Choso around, but he keeps seeing him everywhere!
It'd be entertaining to see their dynamic. Noritoshi, the younger brother who doesn't wanna be the younger one and Choso, using that to his advantage to grow close to Noritoshi, by being the annoying older brother. He never takes it too far. just far enough that Noritoshi is saying stuff like “Preposterous!” or “This is slanderous!!” I imagine Noritoshi takes it as a personal defeat when Choso brings him food or treats him to an outing. He allowed himself to get little bro’ed..
Noritoshi would try to take the leadership role again and "big brother" Choso back in a respectful way. Maybe suggesting things he should do. Choso probably lets out breathy laughs and pats Noritoshi's head when he tries this. Then promptly goes back to doing whatever he was doing. Choso sees this as "my little brother scolding me for something." Another defeat for Noritoshi..
I can see these two bickering about the smallest things. And by bickering, I mean Choso annoying Noritoshi because he wants to take care of his little bro!!! and Noritoshi getting upset because he's not!!! little!!! he can do it himself!!!
I feel like Choso and Noritoshi would get comfortable with this though...
Choso would get a side of Noritoshi he doesn't often give to most people. They have a special bond that unites them both. Whether it be their cursed techniques or their similar childhoods or some other third option, they stick by each other. The same is true for Noritoshi, he finally has someone that cares about him and not his status. While yes, Choso can be annoying at times, Noritoshi is growing used to having him around. It would seem too quiet if Choso wasn't making him annoyed in some way..
of course, they'd have their calm moments. Having siblings is both a hurricane and shallow waters.
These two are stoic fucks, so I can see them communicating wordlessly. The full fucking package like nodding, shoulder shrugs, huffs, BLINKS, you fucking name it and they just had an entire conversation. They say they make it obvious on their faces, but literally, no one can tell. Some people (Arata) think they speak telepathically..........
I hinted at it in the little doodle above, but Choso would probably help Noritoshi with calligraphy. Choso is OLD so he's got to have seen some old old Japanese cursive... He'd use his knowledge to help Noritoshi improve!!!
The whole thing with Choso cooking for Noritoshi.. Its what older siblings do to coax their younger sibs out of their shell. Who doesn't like free food? Choso learns pretty quick from what i've seen and with coffee being Noritoshi’s favorite drink, he's using that.
Choso: there’s a coffee shop downtown.
Noritoshi: what
Choso: we’re going together
Noritoshi: I never agreed to this
Choso: don’t forget your jacket, it could get cold.
And then they go.
Noritoshi enjoys company if it doesn't bother him. So if Choso walked into his room and sat down to do something quietly, Noritoshi wouldn't bat an eye. and That's how they hang out sometimes, just in the same room and they both have a blast.
this one is just me fucking around but I can see Choso asking for advice on how to approach Noritoshi like a father asking how to approach his teen kid. Noritoshi is similar, but he's asking why this guy is doting on him and being annoying. They ask around because I doubt either of them know how to use a phone. Noritoshi is old-fashioned while Choso is just old.
hmm... I can't decide whether Choso would use Noritoshi's name more often to attach the name to a better person or give Noritoshi a nickname to avoid using it....... I want to lean into the former but hmm......
that's all I got! This could be so ooc but fuck it! I like it. Sorry if this was all over the place, i was throwing spaghetti at the wall!!!!
[my ranting, its not important skip this. theres also slight spoilers]
im sitting here analyzing your wording. youre implying they HAVENT met properly?????? ITS BEEN A FUCKING WHILE. LET THEM MEET AGAIN WHAT THE FUCK IM PUNCHING THE WALL. WASNT THERE AN ENTIRE REVEAL THAT YUJI WAS HIS SUPER DISTANT LIL BRO implying that he also has some relation so to noritoshi too which is super cute now that i think about it.. stoic bitch with a sunshine guy who wont shut the fuck up... wait i love that sm..... but regardless WHAT THE FUCK??? LITTLE BROTHER MY ASS.GEGE YOU HAD NORITOSHI RIGHT THERE. FYM NEW LITTLE BRO YUJI. NORITOSHI IS GOING THROUGH IT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE BUT THIS GUY IS ALONE... I JUST WANT HIM TO HAVE SOME FAMILY BRO. GEGE WHAT THE FUCK. AND CHOSO HAVING THOSE DREAMS AND FANTASIES OF HIS BROTHERS TOGETHER. PUT NORITOSHI IN THERE. BRING NORITOSHI BACK YOU ONE EYED CAT FUCK..... I WONT FORGET THIS GEGE, WHEN I CATCH YOU GEGE WHEN I CATCH YOU GEGE WHEN I CATCH YOU GEGE.....
#kamo noritoshi#noritoshi kamo#noritoshi#choso#jjk choso#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#THIS IS SECRETLY A SHORT HAIR NORITOSHI APPRECIATION POST#i know a lot of you mother fuckers are choso enjoyers so heres a treat#a treat for me too bc i love seeing noritoshi annoyed and sibling relationships and choso being happy#and tysm for the compliment! im happy my art is pleasing to you!!#this is the most doodles ive ever done for one post#heh. lil bro nori#i tried not putting too much effort into these since there were so many and i didnt want my hand to fall off but i couldnt help myself..#kamo boys are so good i had to push forward a little#choso i like you too but i like your super distant cousin a lot#ARHGHHGH THE CHIBIS OF CHOSO MESSING W HIM ARE SO CUTE#I ATE W THAT#FUCK YEAH#woah#someone in my style who isnt noritoshi..... crazy............#ive noticed drawing noritoshi is so simple... choso emotes a bit more than him so making facial expressions like his were fun#noritoshi i gotta work your mouth more.......#PAUSE#FUCK THAT SOUNDED SO WRONGNAHGRHAHAHA#BUT IM RIGHT REGARDLESS#forgive me for not giving choso different clothes. i dont know what this guy wears and i really liked his og outfit#its cute!!#null rot
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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Sitting here wishing my ADHD was more severe just so people could realise I actually have a problem-
#adhd#probably adhd#undiagnosed neurodivergent#undiagnosed adhd#stuff like this makes me doubt if i have adhd at all#i tried to explain how when i was doing my gcse preparations i would take a day to do an essay#“oh it takes us a whole week”#NO THATS NOT WHAT I MEAN#I HAD A WEEK TO DO IT BUT I LEFT IT TO THE LAST DAY#ON THE LAST DAY I COULDNT PROCESS THE QUESTION#I KNEW WHAT IT WANTED. I KNEW WHAT I SHOULD WRITE. BUT I ALSO DIDNT#i love english. both language and literature#but it would take me hours to even work out what i was supposed to write unless it was under timed exam conditions#when it was timed the panic would put me into hyperdrive#but i only realised last night that maybe taking a full day to work out what to write on a simple essay might not be normal#but then people point out that this kinda thing is normal and i just. dont know.#do i have adhd or am i just giving myself excuses for being slow#or do i expect others to be so much faster and see myself as slow in comparison#im so sure i have adhd but i dont know either
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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roy harper fans: sorry in advance for the fic im editing and posting today! if you read rhato it's pretty hard to view him in a positive light. and i want to talk about rhato.
premise:
dick grayson finds out that roy dated kory. you know -- when she had trauma induced amnesia, had isolated herself from anyone who remembered and cared about her, and was behaving erratically.
dick grayson punches roy harper right in his fucking nose.
#i think ill call this fic 'bechdel in reverse'#because its two guys talking about nothing but a girl who matters to them#if a single one of you says 'this puts roy in a bad light!!!! we should just ignore rhato!!!'#many of you swore off rhato because it made kory 'slutty'#when you should have swore off rhato because it made roy harper a predatory piece of shit#i was reading a book recently about nellie bly's experience undercover at an asylum#and one of the doctors creepily tried to take advantage of her: 'dont you remember me from your life before? we were in love... kiss me'#roy might not have pretended to be someone he wasnt#but you know what he DID do? agree to sleep with her.#when he KNEW her before. and she didnt remember him.#and when he HAD to have known something was wrong with her personality-wise. he'd been on a TEAM with her.#kory is not cold and 'love has nothing to do with sex so dont call it making love'#the fact that roy would sleep with her is morally reprehensible and i do not want to hear otherwise!!!! this is a defender free zone!!!#and i dont want to ignore rhato. im tired of people ignoring arcs that make men look bad when yall dont do that for women#so im done minding my business now its time for war
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if your loved ones go out of their way to be nice to you, it’s because they want to 🖤 no self respecting person with healthy boundaries would go out of their way like that just to hold it against you later. i don’t know your friends but if they turn it on you later, they’re not honoring their own boundaries and have a lot of internal work to do. i know that these facts don’t necessarily make the feelings any easier to manage. i hope you can find a way to trust that they just love you and want to do nice things for you because of it.
#sorry about the pic I didn’t know how to respond to your lovely anon#I know my partner would never hold it against me!#it’s just that all my other connections are really recent#and it’s been a long time since I’ve tried to make friends#it didnt feel fair to bring new people in who didn’t know what they were signing up for#I didn’t want to put that on them#rationally I know that’s stupid#this is all just very new#and I’m not very good at it
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